She's only a rental (at best) and Dance Hall Days

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I think the game for most women is to make a man emotionally invest in her, where she never really does. Women love to verbaliseconcepts they themselves are incapable of, such as unconditionally loving you, being trustworthy, having honour and valuing commitment.

The worst blue pill mistakes I ever made were falsely investing in narcissistic women incapable of loving or understanding me the way I wanted and deserved. I have heard “I love you” so many times. “I will always be here for you,” just as much. Females love the sound and power of words but it was just your turn in her story.

My Dance Hall days was a great exemplar of female nature. I remember being confused by some women acting single, flirty, blowing hot and cold, asking for extra dances as I touched up their asses in close dances, as they pushed their pussies into my erection before coquettishly backing off again – almost always married, or in a relations~~~. How did I find this out – rarely from them, by accident. Hubby NEVER mentioned. Several I only found out years later.

F~~~ing a dance “friend” doggystyle (who had a partner), getting her to drop me off at the train station to meet one of my supposed gfs at the time, letting the other woman taste her on me and look puzzled (this ex was a total hoe so no regrets.)
Another time I’m staying with another temporary gf who had stressed me out the night before complaining about me having others etc. She knows I’m probably never seeing me again so begs me to f~~~ her in the ass before she goes. Another woman refuses to dance in lessons and gives me cold shoulder for THREE YEARS because I refused to accept the friend some with her. A woman who gives me lifts and I have no attraction towards falls in love with me even after I told her multiple times she’s just a friend and talk about other women as much as possible. Another similar type tells me she can no longer gives lifts because her husband is jealous. An Italian woman makes me watch a consent video then strips naked but I’m too tired to do it, the next day she plays jealousy games, tries to friendzone me, I ignore her, she strips naked for me again – wow what a body and I’m still too tired from all the dancing…lol.
It was always just my turn, only ever a rental. I don’t necessarily regret the adventures but I regret the emotional investing, ignoring the crazy and red flags and taking any of it seriously.

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