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Greetings everyone!
I have a recidive. I stopped watching porn three months ago however yesterday I was tired and broke my period of controlling myself.
I know that with this s~~~ I can get to the blue pill world which frankly speaking I don’t want.
Could you recommend me how to stay away from this litter? How to handle yourself being in the obligatory army under s~~~ting stress?
I always have lying ideas about finding some chick to spend my day offs at her apartment.
Honestly, I am strongly convinced that marriage is a s~~~, love is a lie.Out of the rules and system-follow your own way!
Anonymous18The blue pillery is in our DNA. Don’t be too hard on yourself, or too gullible trusting some wanna-be MGTOW Monk Level Gazillion on the internet.
Blue pill relapse, simping, white knighting are natural instincts. To a certain degree. A lot of social conditioning patholog-izes this behavior.
Point is to become aware of your blue pill cuckery when its taking effect. Which is 100% of time when you are interacting with a female and you have some roll playing doggystyle with her on your mind.
That is the nature of the beast. You have to ultimately find a way to master your sexual urges. To what extent or whether its plausible is beyond me.
Im a monk, i fap and I use porn.
I wold do what ever it is necessary to avoid entangling my body and life with other human been.
I have become insensitive to virtue signaling “my own or others”, to shaming, I’m logic and calculate everything, I take no bulls~~~ from anyone.
This is war, for me to survive, you have to die, women and society thing the same, they will sacrifice your life for their own interest, everyone is an enemy, you are all alone and you are disposable.
With that in mind takes what help you survive as good, and anything that might endanger you as bad.
War in other places? Good
Shootings in high schools? Good
Women? Bad
Cops? Bad
Weapons? Good
Porn? Good
Drugs and alcohol? Bad
Sugar and fats? Bad
Sport? Good
People? Bad
Animals and land? Good
Taxes and government? Bad
Religion and rules? Bad
Places away from people, quiet, silence? Good
Caring about others? Bad
Caring about you? GoodIm simple, good and bad, I might pretend I care in society to certain degree, but I don’t.
Just do what is good for you, keep it simple and stay away from trouble.
If the world is on fire, sit and watch it burn.
“Real evil is when good men stay inmóvil in front of an evil act”
I pretend to become the most pure form of evil ever seen on this planet.
If I watched two pleople torn a part “literally “ a five years old kid, and I was one of the best marks man on the planet on a high position 300 meters away, I WOLDNT EVEN AIM, I wold just walk away.
The most despicable act could be happening in front of me, I could have all the means to make it right, still I wold not move a finger.
I DONT CARE.
To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.
Im a monk, i fap and I use porn.
I wold do what ever it is necessary to avoid entangling my body and life with other human been.
I have become insensitive to virtue signaling “my own or others”, to shaming, I’m logic and calculate everything, I take no bulls~~~ from anyone.
This is war, for me to survive, you have to die, women and society thing the same, they will sacrifice your life for their own interest, everyone is an enemy, you are all alone and you are disposable.
With that in mind takes what help you survive as good, and anything that might endanger you as bad.
War in other places? Good
Shootings in high schools? Good
Women? Bad
Cops? Bad
Weapons? Good
Porn? Good
Drugs and alcohol? Bad
Sugar and fats? Bad
Sport? Good
People? Bad
Animals and land? Good
Taxes and government? Bad
Religion and rules? Bad
Places away from people, quiet, silence? Good
Caring about others? Bad
Caring about you? GoodIm simple, good and bad, I might pretend I care in society to certain degree, but I don’t.
Just do what is good for you, keep it simple and stay away from trouble.
If the world is on fire, sit and watch it burn.
“Real evil is when good men stay inmóvil in front of an evil act”
I pretend to become the most pure form of evil ever seen on this planet.
If I watched two pleople torn a part “literally “ a five years old kid, and I was one of the best marks man on the planet on a high position 300 meters away, I WOLDNT EVEN AIM, I wold just walk away.
The most despicable act could be happening in front of me, I could have all the means to make it right, still I wold not move a finger.
I DONT CARE.
I used to wonder if your posts had any truth or if it was part of your online persona, but now I realize you are being truthful as I have been engulfed with the same mentality.
I’ll help save another human being in my line of work (rn), but outside of that… I really just don’t care.
If it has tits or tires, you know you're going to have problems.
http://www.leavemeansleave.eu
Exactly… hahahaha that gif is funny.
Mi gustar.
To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.
I don’t understand the connection you’re making between porn and blue pill world. Wanting to f~~~ women is hard wired. Porn is a healthy outlet whilst avoiding women.
If you let it store up in you so long, I think you’re more likely to fall prey to a woman.
That’s my take, anyway.
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