Rough Night In Sky-O Land

[Sky-OParticipant 18934]

At a motel, approximately 32 miles from the next drop zone.

I’ve got Sapporo, bottle of Jagermeister, two 10mg Indica capsules and one remaining 750mg Methocarbomol to knock me out at some point so I can rise up in the morning, slam a bottle of Gatorade, eat an RX Bar (mixed berry) and jump out of planes.

Of all the pumpkins from my old life back in a blue pill Galaxy, far, far away. There was only one that I truly believe that I loved. Completely and unconditionally. And it wasn’t because she was objectively better than the rest. It was her preexisting damage. She was wounded from early buried trauma. There was alot going on and it was multi-layered. Like, hypothetically, if a team of the world’s best psychologists were put on a desert island with her for a year with the sole purpose being to fix her. When the helicopter came back to pick them up a year later they would be looking up at it shaking their heads and holding up a sign that read ‘Lost Cause’

Her eyes were dark and empty as if she lacked a soul. I was drawn to the darkness and she became Sky-0 kryptonite. Destroying the powers I had prior. Things eventually got to a point where I couldn’t ignore the obvious anymore. The pathological lying, manipulation, infidelity, etc – and I extracted way before she was ready to schedule me to be devalued and discarded on her terms. That was something she never got over. Not that we were not together anymore. But that I had the foresight to see where things were going and in an act of preemptive self preservation, extracted rather than wait to be discarded.

She has made attempts at breaching the perimeter since then. Pathetic and childish attempts that involve talking to mutual friends. The occasional 3-4 blocked number calls followed by a call a minute later that isn’t blocked. Then not leaving a message.

When I was checking in at the motel I am at earlier, I heard my phone beep. Then looked at it when I got in the room and it was her. She actually texted in Norwegian but I remembered those words. And the text included a YouTube link to what use to be our song.

In the end gentlemen. When they are still out there, living the charade of a life they orchestrated with a beta they locked onto prior to hitting the wall. And have what they previously thought might make them happy (which is impossible) and should not be looking back, they are unable to help themselves. Regardless of where they are or at whatever point in life they are at: Their internal wiring and programming dictates their behavioral patterns. They are slaves to their own psychological pathology.

If on this same night, in some kind of alternate reality – if her and I were together, she would have texted a guy from her past. It doesn’t matter to them as long as the dynamics of the game remain the same.

I will one day be free when I am able to cease attempting to analyse and apply logic & reason in trying to figure out the mind of a mentally and psychologically disordered entity.

That is all for now as I prepare to slam a few more beers and ingest my custom blend of nighttime aid.

Deo Vindice

[Secret Agent MGTOWParticipant 22506]

Get a new godam phone. Dont give anyone the number. All outgoing calls privacy protected. FFS MAN. You are inviting this unnecessary bullshiite drama.

Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

[MonkParticipant 16977]

As Secret Agent says, get a new phone.

It’s just unnecessary pain AND RISK – you are still on cupcakes radar. She’s crazy and desperate. Say she goes to the police and says you tried this or that, they can trace you through your phone.

Get rid.

[Secret Agent MGTOWParticipant 22506]

Monk wrote:

As Secret Agent says, get a new phone.
It’s just unnecessary pain AND RISK – you are still on cupcakes radar. She’s crazy and desperate. Say she goes to the police and says you tried this or that, they can trace you through your phone.
Get rid.

Thank you, another voice of sanity.

Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

[bladeParticipant]

Sky-O wrote:

I’ve got Sapporo, bottle of Jagermeister, two 10mg Indica capsules and one remaining 750mg Methocarbomol

Sky-O wrote:

prepare to slam a few more beers and ingest my custom blend of nighttime aid.

Lol

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[iMickey503Participant 12465]

If you have friends that have your number? They will give it out anyways. No point. And if you have your own Business? Kind of hard to keep yourself private.

About this girl. I was in love, but not like head over heels Kryptonite stuff. But I did have this one girl that would non stop try to get with me. After she got married? She still tried to contact me.

Everyone once in a while I get a call from the Ferrari girl I met in California asking if I’m coming own to see the show this year. I just don’t answer. We had one HELL of a good time too.

I just never answer my phone anymore. I pay for it.. Never answer it. Hell I only check my emails one a week if that. I have voicemails still to listen too from god knows when.

Old flings are like old tax returns. File them and throw them out 3 years later.

You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

[Secret Agent MGTOWParticipant 22506]

iMickey503 wrote:

If you have friends that have your number? They will give it out anyways. No point. And if you have your own Business? Kind of hard to keep yourself private.
About this girl. I was in love, but not like head over heels Kryptonite stuff. But I did have this one girl that would non stop try to get with me. After she got married? She still tried to contact me.
Everyone once in a while I get a call from the Ferrari girl I met in California asking if I’m coming own to see the show this year. I just don’t answer. We had one HELL of a good time too.
I just never answer my phone anymore. I pay for it.. Never answer it. Hell I only check my emails one a week if that. I have voicemails still to listen too from god knows when.
Old flings are like old tax returns. File them and throw them out 3 years later.

you can have more than one phone and set up ways to deal with this shiite. it’s totally doable if you want to.

Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

[iMickey503Participant 12465]

Google voice. I use that. It works. Its free.

THe only time I changed Hardware was when the cops gave me back my phone so I can use it in the lawsuit.

You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

[StealthParticipant 5328]

I have been there and appreciate your well written post.

I’ll differ from the others in saying it doesn’t matter which phone you have, and changing numbers after each gf is impractical. As you say, it’s in the mind, and if you have an attraction to the borderlines of this world as I have it takes years for their venom to drain from your blood. The fact that they’ll never fully leave you alone is grounds for blocking them– If you’re ready for that.
I’ve got essentially the same situation, and now that she’s got yet another cum pump she can’t stay away from me and is texting more than ever. Bitches get off on crossing wires: demeaning and cuckolding men, and cheating.
It’s truly a s~~~ show.

"Once you’ve taken care of the basics, there’s very little in this world for which your life is worth deferring." -David Hansson. "It’s not when women are mean or nasty that anything is out of the ordinary. It’s when they are NICE to you that you have to be on high alert..." -Jackinov.

[CPT ObviousParticipant 2726]

Another great Sky-O post. You are on a roll, man… keep ‘em coming.

"You don't know a woman till you have met her in divorce court."

[DanceMyOwnWayParticipant 2096]

I had one woman like that – a total whore but the sex was amazing. I still think about her – crazy bitch and toxic as f~~~ and abusive too. Payed my way for everything and had some good times. And such women know you always have a chink of vulnerability to them. But with all the whores I used to love the connection fades in time, especially with no contact and recognising what you bonded to was a facade. Your previous trauma made you want to heal hers. You tell in love with the female version of yourself. They are a narcissist holding up a mirror to our broken soul but they don’t have one and all they fed was super strength blue pill lies and illusions.

If you fall down 7 times, get up 8

[bladeParticipant]

I would be careful this woman doesn’t turn on you when she wakes up in her mind she cant have you . I had a woman a couple of years ago i left in my late twenties that use to stalk me back then . She never got over it . I said hi to her and fvck was she in yesteryear mode . Still p~~~ed of at me all those years later .

Her story to chad in time . Oh he kept me hanging on messing with my mind . I even left beta boy for him . He cost me everything . Its white knight fuel for chad .

Alcohol always brings out the lovers or fighters . Stick to weed and the other lol medication you need to sleep .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[hmskl’dParticipant 6406]

Sky-O wrote:

It doesn’t matter to them as long as the dynamics of the game remain the same.

… there is so much to think about in this quote. I could ponder on this one single sentence for hours.

[BrainPilotParticipant 7640]

There are two women in Sky-O’s post. He just doesn’t completely realize it. The first is the girl he fell in love with. If she called, he should answer on the first ring. But that girl exists only in his head. That isn’t who’s calling him. He’s being called by the crazy, toxic bitch who is impersonating her. She’s not calling to offer anything of value. She’s calling to try to take something by fraud that is intended only for, and deserved only by that first girl who exists only in Sky-O’s head.

Sky-O, when you can separate these two girls in your head, you may rightfully mourn for the loss of the first girl, if she ever existed at all. But you will have zero use for the second girl impersonating her. You will have no need to block her, as you will ignore her anyway when she calls (to monkey branch back from some other other s~~~ show of a failed relationship that’s recently ended for her). IF she does happen to engage you in a live conversation, she will sense immediately that you no longer mistake her for the girl in your head. At that point, she’ll know that she’s been separated from the other girl in your head.

She’ll know that she’s been clearly distinguished from the girl in your head, and so there’s nothing available for her to (fraudulently) take by trying to impersonate her. Once she realizes there’s nothing she can take, there won’t be any need to block her. She’ll never call you again…

Look, it's not my fault that tornado dropped a house on your sister. Now get back on your broom and get your ass out of here... and take your monkeys with you

[DanceMyOwnWayParticipant 2096]

BrainPilot wrote:

There are two women in Sky-O’s post. He just doesn’t completely realize it. The first is the girl he fell in love with. If she called, he should answer on the first ring. But that girl exists only in his head. That isn’t who’s calling him. He’s being called by the crazy, toxic bitch who is impersonating her. She’s not calling to offer anything of value. She’s calling to try to take something by fraud that is intended only for, and deserved only by that first girl who exists only in Sky-O’s head.
Sky-O, when you can separate these two girls in your head, you may rightfully mourn for the loss of the first girl, if she ever existed at all. But you will have zero use for the second girl impersonating her. You will have no need to block her, as you will ignore her anyway when she calls (to monkey branch back from some other other s~~~ show of a failed relationship that’s recently ended for her). IF she does happen to engage you in a live conversation, she will sense immediately that you no longer mistake her for the girl in your head. At that point, she’ll know that she’s been separated from the other girl in your head.
She’ll know that she’s been clearly distinguished from the girl in your head, and so there’s nothing available for her to (fraudulently) take by trying to impersonate her. Once she realizes there’s nothing she can take, there won’t be any need to block her. She’ll never call you again…

You said these words to me once and I still recognise the wisdom. I think it’s holding on to the illusion that creates the tiny chink in the MGHOW’s armour that can allow these women to still be tolerated or even get back in years later. Men are the sentementalists and romantics after all at the end of the day. I’ve used alcohol to numb the pain too of past traumas. It desensitizes logic and I’ve even gone back and f~~~ed exes under its influence, women I should have certainly stayed away from. I was merely addicted to the sex and the way that woman made me feel. Yet it was all an illusion. There is an old Stardusk video called “the manufacturing of love” which describes this process. Keeping the illusion of a woman alive in your head is a dangerous addiction and illusion. In the cold light of day logic prevails and taking them back, with the cum dripping out of their pussy as you sated your addiction, whilst lying next to a creature you can barely stand and you hate yourself at that moment for letting this lying, cheating monster back into your life. A peaceful life makes sense, pushing the limits skydiving makes sense, seeing the world, whatever floats your boat. There is no going back to blue pill la la land and let the past die and fully let go. That will give more freedom than jumping out of any plane.

If you fall down 7 times, get up 8

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