Ritalin, Divorce, Mangina's, and The Path to Self Discovery

[Rich_PaulParticipant 6]

Hey whats up everybody,

This MGTOW movement/philosophy has so profoundly changed my life, I have a hard time even putting it into words. If I had paid more attention in English class instead of looking up skirts, maybe it would have been a little easier, so here it goes.

My childhood was brutal after the divorce of my parents at five years of age, where my mother got custody of me and my brother. My mother is a super feminist baby boomer, on six psychotropic drugs with narcissistic personality disorder. She committed physical violence as well as psychological violence against me. I never understood what the f~~~ her problem was with me, until stumbling across MGTOW on youtube. Now I realize she was trying to emasculate me and remove all parts of my father from me.  My father is very Alpha! Her shaming and mind control only caused me to fight back and act out even more. So when you cant break a mans spirit, what do you do in today’s society? Drug your kid, that’s right give him a label of  ‘ADD’ and give him drugs to turn him into a quiet submissive little girl. To be manipulated and controlled and molded into the perfect mangina! I would spit these drugs out, fighting her with my entire being. Only to have her come after me violently. One day she was trying to beat the crap out of me, I grabbed a can of mace and told her if she hit me again I would discharge the can. She came at me and she got sprayed. I got locked up in a mental hospital for 30 days for defending myself, wtf? At that point my father rescued me from this horrible situation, and I went on to have an awesome childhood. My brother stayed and he is so beta and broken, he never could stand up for himself, and still cant to this very day!

Fast forward to adult hood, where I’m half mangina/half Alpha, I get married at 28 against my will, only to have a marriage that somewhat resembles my early childhood. Bitchy, bitchy, complain, control, and so on. I was very unhappy, my wife turned into a disgusting pig, leaving uneaten food out all over the place, piles of dirty clothes, bloody tampons visible in the trash, she disgusted me so much the thought of sleeping with her made me f~~~ing want to throw up. She also ran up 20k in credit cards I didn’t even know we had. I got sick of this s~~~ and hit the eject button, parachute deployed, thank god I am alive, I landed, I am free. We have one child and I am on the hook for child support, but that’s life. Nine more years to go!

At this point I am 35, and very depressed. Almost self hating, just freaking miserable. Questioning myself, dude you are so f~~~ed up, you must be, the way my own mother, wife, and every single girlfriend has treated you, I wished I was a ‘real man’.  I could not deal with all this emptiness and pain, and  I started self medicating with alcohol. Twelve beers every night with a few fireball shots, every single night. I needed to find a new girlfriend ASAP and it was my primary focus. Only, I am kinda of a nice guy and we all know what happens to ‘nice guys’. The need for female acceptance is how I valued myself, and without it, I felt, well worthless.

Discovering MGTOW, Christmas 2014 was the day I found myself. My real self! I watched every video I could find, it was a Pandora’s box of knowledge, and after two weeks it penetrated my subconsciousness like a trident missile penetrating the air after being launched from a sub marine. Houston this is Testicles, we have clarity, I repeat we have clarity! My drinking naturally started curbing back on its own, now I go to bed with out drinking at all, and I can have just a couple beers. I dominate females with my masculinity now, wow! Anyone that has not quite there yet, these woman have a sixth sense and can smell mangina syndrome from across the room.

My future is level 2 MGTOW, no relationships, just f~~~ and chuck. I have fired my mother from my life. Mother after all these years your behavior continues, and you will not take any responsibility for your actions, you have no remorse. In a Donald Trump kind of way, YOUR FIRED! Life is great! I am writing to you in from my home in the rain forest of the pacific northwest, where I am living in a 35 foot trailer, and have a small cabin on my 3/4 of an acre I purchased for cash. I can not thank this movement enough, It is more of a philosophy than a movement, but I for one will never look back, and feel like my life has just started.  One more thing, I know my grammer sucks I never finished 10th grade.

Thank you for the forum

Rich_Paul

 

[Smitty the Great OneParticipant 1535]

It is nice knowing you’re not alone….

Life is too long to play by someone elses rules....

[Anonymous 42]

Rich_Paul wrote:

I never finished 10th grade.

We’re on the same grade level dude, 10th grade+ my own education in many many things. I fought MiZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ Parkins a liberal feminist teacher, much like your mother. As leader of the coupe, from 7 to 9th grade, she tried but could not break me, but my grades did suffer, and so did my self esteem, I felt the shunning like flames of fire, cause I was little unbreakable PRICK!

I’m glad to see you have a cabin, it’s really a castle, when you’re in control of it! You’re right, it was your Mother and MiZZZZZZZZZZ Parkins that brought us together, in just such a place…MGTOWS ROCK look out bad mommies, THUMP THUMP SPLAT!

 

[Rich_PaulParticipant 6]

Ya MG,

This Ritalin kid with a tenth grade education, got his pilots licence, instrument rating, and owned 1/3 of a Piper Archer. I Became successful in a variety of ways, although now I don’t produce as much because I can’t keep all my spoils. Just woke up, to sunshine, chirping birds, squirrels, and no woman bitching and complaining.

 

Life is Good.

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

Life is good. I did 13 years child support you will survive nine. I had to live in a 7′ x 14′ camper trailer, because I could not afford anything else at the time. I still own that little camper and thinking of cleaning it out and using it again. My mental and physical well being is most important to me now. Like you I refused to produce because the state looking over my shoulder, I do regret this to some extent, those are productive years I will never get back. Maybe you should make a secret stash (private spoils). In nine years when your child support sentence is over you will not have the regret over lost time.Your post was a good read.  enjoy your freedom

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[Rich_PaulParticipant 6]

hapomason,

Thank you for the advice, I do have a cash side job selling firewood.  A man and his chain saw can collect after storms around here, but that is real good advice. I actually love living in my trailer, mine is 35ft long with double slide outs, so its a mini-house. Ya man fix that trailer up, its fun to have a mobile hotel room!

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