Remembering Christmas Past

[AwakenedParticipant 35201]

It was just crossing my mind this morning of my former Blue Pill Christmases prior to being married.

If I wasn’t dating anyone how much I really THOUGHT that I was missing out on all that cozy couple stuff.

Oh, how society manipulates us that we need that “special woman” in our lives.

Now, that I have experienced the TRUTH, I KNOW THAT I NEVER WANT ANOTHER.

Now, I’m grateful that I KNOW THEIR TRUE NATURE.

Now, I’m fully aware of THEIR MANIPUATIONS.

Now, I don’t desire to buy any woman ANYTHING FOR ANY REASON.

Now, I get to FOCUS on MY FUTURE.

Now, I know that there is no such thing as “We”.

Now, not only do I NOT have that feeling that I’m missing out on something if I do NOT have a Woman, but it has been replaced with the Desire to just never bother to try and replace “it”.

Now, I can see MY FUTURE, and it has some type of residence for MYSELF as well as couple cool cars that I LIKE, and that’s enough FOR ME.

Merry RED Christmas Gentleman !!!

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[CPT ObviousParticipant 2727]

Awakened wrote:

I can see MY FUTURE, and it has some type of residence for MYSELF as well as couple cool cars that I LIKE, and that’s enough FOR ME.

Keep your eye on the prize —- your freedom and happiness, and soon it will become your YOUR PRESENT.

And a Merry Red Christmas to you.

"You don't know a woman till you have met her in divorce court."

[RumpoleParticipant 994]

For a number of years I was involved in a long-distance relationship with a woman in Canada. We’d talk daily on the phone and frequently converse on line, but the only time we were actually together was Christmas, on her ground.
Those times were always stressful. The first day would be nice, but things soon degenerated into a bitch fest. She complained about my table manners, she said I breathed too loudly and sounded like a horse that had just run the Kentucky Derby. The little action seemed to annoy her. I spent far too much money on her, and she was ungrateful for the most part. There was sex at first, but that dried up. I lost interest, and have been celibate seven or eight years.
Five years ago was the worst Christmas ever. I did most of the chores and the decorating. I put garland and lights on the patio, and we went through three different strings of lights before she found ones that were “white enough,” despite the fact that all the packages said the lights were white.
We spent Christmas Day at her sister’s. A nice meal with all her family, but at one point I found myself sitting alone on the couch, thinking of the old adage that sometimes you’re most lonely when in the presence of other people.
It was the worst three weeks of my life since I was in the Navy more than thirty years earlier.
she gave me an ultimatum: Make plans to move to immigrate to Canada, or it was over. The thing with ultimatums is that the people making them should be prepared for an undesired outcome. She said to call back when I made up my mind. I never called her, and have never spoken with her since.
With the stress of travel, overspending, and dealing with her crap, I think of what Danny Glover said in Lethal Weapon: I’m too old for this s~~~!
I am spending a pleasant Christmas alone. I’ll watch some movies, have spaghetti for supper, and maybe have a couple beers and a cigar. I bought myself some nice books, and will spend time going through those.
A Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to all you gentlemen!

[GrumpyParticipant]

Rumpole wrote:

For a number of years I was involved in a long-distance relationship with a woman in Canada.

Sorry about that.

Rumpole wrote:

but the only time we were actually together was Christmas, on her ground.

Home turf advantage, that way it’s convenient for her (that’s all that matters donchaknow).

Rumpole wrote:

The thing with ultimatums is that the people making them should be prepared for an undesired outcome.

Funny thing about that huh.

Historically and theologically “christmas” is a sham.
It’s just a cultural excuse to rob people blind, make them feel inadequate, shame/guilt/ostracize them, they make a day of peace into a day of stress and anger.

However that is just my take on it.
I’m still civil enough to sat Merry Christmas, happy Holidays, or whatever frikking floats yer boat on this seasonal farce.

There was a time in my life when I gave a fuck. Now you have to pay ME for it

[SwimcatParticipant 3589]

Rumpole, Every Canadian women I’ve ever met was a very special sort of a bitch. A whole another level of entitlement, and do they all ever have an opinion on U.S. politics. Trust me you dodged a bullet.

[AwakenedParticipant 35201]

Rumpole wrote:

she gave me an ultimatum: Make plans to move to immigrate to Canada, or it was over.

Let’s see, she does nothing but bitch, whine, and complain while you spend way too much cash on her as well as put up with ALL HER S~~~, and she’s NOT even providing you with some basic maintenance sex.

Then she gives you the ultimatum that YOU MUST MOVE CLOSER TO HER so you can endure more of this……

Did you LAUGH all the way home or what???

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[MonkParticipant 16983]

“He never called me!”
“The pig! You were too good for him anyway”.

>Rationalisation complete. >Power down hamster wheel.

[AutoliteParticipant]

Rumpole wrote:

Make plans to move to immigrate to Canada, or it was over.

Canada is now a pathetic shhit-hole! Even some of the immigrants are moving back out… 🙁

[MATRIXParticipant 2342]

Awakened wrote:

It was just crossing my mind this morning of my former Blue Pill Christmases prior to being married.
If I wasn’t dating anyone how much I really THOUGHT that I was missing out on all that cozy couple stuff.
Oh, how society manipulates us that we need that “special woman” in our lives.
Now, that I have experienced the TRUTH, I KNOW THAT I NEVER WANT ANOTHER.
Now, I’m grateful that I KNOW THEIR TRUE NATURE.
Now, I’m fully aware of THEIR MANIPUATIONS.
Now, I don’t desire to buy any woman ANYTHING FOR ANY REASON.
Now, I get to FOCUS on MY FUTURE.
Now, I know that there is no such thing as “We”.
Now, not only do I NOT have that feeling that I’m missing out on something if I do NOT have a Woman, but it has been replaced with the Desire to just never bother to try and replace “it”.
Now, I can see MY FUTURE, and it has some type of residence for MYSELF as well as couple cool cars that I LIKE, and that’s enough FOR ME.
Merry RED Christmas Gentleman !!!

Oh man, I wish I just wrote all you just said.

Ain’t that the truth, every word.

Such Bliss to be finally alone, without their drama, chaos and SUBTERFUGE.

There is NO wisdom in signing a contract with someone who benefits from breaking it.

[bladeParticipant]

Reliving the past as memories are comming back to me . So many things my mind had blanked out as a kid . So fvcking angry and confused . 41 years of been lied to and watched over , all worried if i would remember. I was 7 . Then my mother got sick and was bed ridden died when i was ten . Straight after she died my sisters who are older than me came in and took all my photos except around 3 of them i have to this day . I was left alone in a big old house lucky to see my father 3 days in a week so much time alone . Been threw alot of serious mental trauma in my life . I now find it very hard to do certain things i once found easy . Sometimes i use vid clips because it is hard to get things from my head to writing . Shopping even driving i have to watch myself . Guess i got one good present this xmas . Tracked down another one of the village mob . Some are old and time is ticking . Some have passed . Some are my sisters brother age they will keep as more comes back to me . As a kid no i cant remember a good xmas as memories come back . From what i remember of my mother she was very good to me but was threatened and broken to remain silent . In a round about way glad things are comming back as i can make sense of who i am and why i am . Been threw other trauma as well in life . Family court used them against me but they really f~~~ed up . Not really sure yet what to do . Its been one fvcked up xmas .

Except for

Fvck santa weedaclause dropped by my house .

.

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[CPT ObviousParticipant 2727]

Blade, great vid. One of my favorite parts of the movie.

“I’ve seen things you people wouldn’t believe. Attacked ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tannhäuser Gate. All those moments will be lost in time, like tears in rain. Time to die.“

Original Bladerunner was so groundbreaking. Have the boxed set with all versions and watch occasionally.

"You don't know a woman till you have met her in divorce court."

[Vajra VarahaParticipant 1284]

blade wrote:

Then my mother got sick and was bed ridden died when i was ten .

Blade, you deserve a Christmas hug.
Losing your mom that early and not seeing your dad is a special kind of misery.
On top of all the other BS.
I’m sorry. And I’m glad you’re here.

Here’s to a good New Year in 2020.

Get your popcorn ready, the show is about to kick into full speed!!!!

[bladeParticipant]

CPT Obvious wrote:

Blade, great vid. One of my favorite parts of the movie

it was great in the cinema when it came out .

Vajra Varaha wrote:

Blade, you deserve a Christmas hug.

blade goes to hug …….. no homo bro .

Even in bad times they will always be good times to . Never ever give up . Bad times make you a stronger and better person .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[TwistParticipant]

Rumpole wrote:

She said to call back when I made up my mind. I never called her, and have never spoken with her since.

This brought joy to my heart.

Cheers!

[RumpoleParticipant 994]

Swimcat, I didn’t dodge a bullet. I dodged the total combined firepower of the British and German fleets at the battle of Jutland.

[MonkParticipant 16983]

blade wrote:

As a kid no i cant remember a good xmas as memories come back ..

Me neither.

A father who was normally absent at sea (I’ve come to suspect he did this to avoid my mother). The arguments, her constant shouting and bad temper. The phoniness and pretentiousness of it all.

I’ve hated Christmas all my life.

[bladeParticipant]

My father turned into a drunk back then

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[Vajra VarahaParticipant 1284]

blade wrote:

no homo bro .

No homo.
Just respect.

[ArcturisParticipant 2819]

Nice to see some old faces here. Merry Xmas!

I was feeling guilty this year because In September I moved abroad and refused to come ‘home’ for Xmas. I bought NO gifts and spent Xmas day alone on the beach. As I sat there, the family facetimed me from the dinner table and everyone took it in turns to say hello.

AND EVERYONE said “Where’s your girlfriend?, where’s your girlfriend”. No matter how much I politely said ‘I don’t have one’ or joked around and said ‘she’s not here’, NO ONE believed me and kept pushing, pushing pushing. There’s only so many times you can laugh it off.

Either way, after we hung up I went back to Paridise and didn’t have to pretend to be happy around a dinner table. I spent the day EXACTLY as I wanted and many of them were in a room where they didn’t want to be.

This is the first year I truely OPTED OUT of Xmas and I loved it. Too many memories of spending on Cupcake and wrapping gifts just for the sake of giving gifts. This December, I EARNED more money and didn’t spend any.

Life is good. Here to a great 2020!

Protect Your Sovereignty. Women WILL TRY To Manipulate You. #NOCONTACT #ICETHEMOUT

[MonkParticipant 16983]

As I sat there, the family facetimed me from the dinner table and everyone took it in turns to say hello.

… and tried to shame you back onto the plantation.

AND EVERYONE said “Where’s your girlfriend?, where’s your girlfriend”. No matter how much I politely said ‘I don’t have one’ or joked around and said ‘she’s not here’, NO ONE believed me and kept pushing, pushing pushing.

Uh … was I right or was I right?

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