Relapsing. . . . Sky-0 Triggered By YouTube Recommended Video

[Sky-OParticipant 19126]

Today was going great despite not being able to jump out of planes due to low clouds and variable ground winds.

Was able to get alot done though, like a supply run to the weed store (actually found a new 10mg Indica sparkling water) and stocked up. Got a few frozen pizzas and related necessities at the grocery store (2 lb bag of Swedish Fish, 20 cans of Monster Java Mean Bean and some healthier stuff like a can of peanut butter and strawberry preserves and cans of fruit c~~~tail), took a nap after a bong hit, paid a few bills online, listened to the new Five Finger Death Punch album and realized at one point that it has been over 72 hours since I last contemplated suicide which is almost a record.

Then I crashed hard.

Went on YouTube to find some live footage of a band I’m into and looked down at the ‘Recommended Video’section and YouTube decided to derail the rest of my day in a pay ops tactical move to get inside my brain. I’ve never searched for anything on YouTube that would have caused this and can’t even figure out how it happened but there were videos being recommended of flight attendant’s Vlogs. Like updates they post while on trips and related stuff.

YouTube. . .

Figured out Sky-0’s kryptonite.

And it sent me into a three hour binge watching blitz of flight attendant Vlogs

I’m going to have to turn my phone off, take another bong hit and snort a Vicodin to shut down and go to sleep early tonight because I am in hell as repressed emotional pain and buried issues begin to resurface.

This video actually hit really hard because this is exactly what I use to have to listen to all of the time. Almost word for word about scheduling issues.

Now they have YouTube to share their issues with.

One man is nothing in a world where a sky pumpkin can have over 100,000 subscribers hear about her scheduling problems at work.

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