Red Pill Overdose

[Aleph MaleParticipant 214]

Hi everybody!

I don’t know where to start quite frankly, so I’ll be writing this as it comes… First off, I was born in France to a Jewish father and a non-Jewish (British) mother, I’m now 22 years old, I spent my entire life in France and I still live here so far. Now you must understand that this country is 100% leftist (hard commie ultra-left, there is no rightwing here) therefore French society is fundamentally dominated by gynocentrism. What you see in France is, by and large, America’s future in the next 10 to 15 years, that should give you a clear idea of how bad things are here, so I learned very early on not to trust women, despite the fact that my parents fed me regular doses of blue pills. I’ve always been told that I’m very handsome, ironically I find myself ugly, people who know me constantly compare me with Leonardo DiCaprio or claim I’m his doppelganger, again I never took this seriously but it kinda makes sense when I remember how girls started gravitating around me when I was 12. Numerous girls tried seducing me, I constantly rejected them, like I said I learned not to trust french women at an early age, I would not date them even if mankind’s survival depended on it. Sometimes, it took me years to realise that a girl was actually hitting on me, I’m quite innocent and unsuspecting really, like that time when some creepy girl kept asking me if I had a girlfriend over and over again (I said “yes” because I wanted her to go away), it literally took me years to understand why she was asking that question.

That being said, let’s get to the core of the issue, namely how I became a MGHOW… Truth be told I feel like the luckiest man in the universe after having read all the testimonies by married and divorced men here (I’ve been lurking around for a few days), this is invaluable advice and I strongly encourage every young man out there to read these testimonies, you can only read so much cautionary tales.

Why do I feel lucky all of a sudden? Because I was in a long-distance relations~~~ for approximately 4 years… The only relations~~~ I ever had. It was a very, very, very, VERY unhealthy relations~~~ to start with, I can’t help feeling like a complete fool after remembering all the red flags I ignored. Again, I’m at a loss for words and do not know where to start, I have so many effed up stories with this girl I could write an entire book about it… ٍI basically “met” this girl online, she was from Turkey and was studying in the UK. We shared common interests, or so I thought, she seemed relatively different, looking back I probably believed in all that crap about non-western women being more “traditional” or more prone to commit to a man, let me tell you this is a pile of BS, the biggest lesson in my story is that, indeed, AWALT. I initially tried dumping her a couple of months after our relations~~~ took off, she was too flirty with other men, was pressuring me to come to Turkey, made me jealous all the time and refused to delete all her “male friends” from Facebitch. I left her for three days, I basically cut all communication, she still managed to get one of our common “friends” (a white knight) to lure me back in, she sent me a message telling me she was sorry, loved me for what I am and not who I was or how much I make etc. all the usual lies. She later told me she didn’t even write this, her cousin did, I rarely felt that sad and disappointed in my life, I was shocked but not exactly surprised. After I told her I loved her, she slowly made me realise that she already was with another guy with who she was about to marry (!!), yet another red flag I ignored. We met physically for the first time in the UK, I remember walking with her and trying to hug her, she just pushed me aside and gave me some BS excuse about how she couldn’t walk “like that”, red flag again. I also kissed her that day, it was the first time I kissed anyone on the lips. Later on she broke up with that guy and went back to Turkey.

Her family was quite rich and I was a poor 18 year-old guy with a huge heart who owned nothing and was still living with his parents while she was a 24 year-old woman who had her own apartment (a big one) and a very good job, no money shortages whatsoever… And yet I always had to work my ass off not only to get a plane ticket to go Turkey but also to spend money there, she only bought me two plane tickets and that was with her father’s money so it’s not as if she actually worked for this. She even forced me to do some part-time job teaching English to kids just so she could spend money when I came to visit. One thing about her father was that he kept telling me that “the devil is a woman”, he seemed quite miserable being a married guy despite all the wealth he accumulated. Parents are a pretty good indicator of her true nature, if the father is miserable and the mother is terrible there’s a good chance you’ll be equally miserable and that she’s equally terrible, that sh*t is real, so here, another red flag I ignored. Reading all the stories here, I’m absolutely sure she cheated in my back time and again, in fact she kept telling me stories about how her cousin was a slut, telling me everything about her “escapades” and all the sick stuff she did and so on… In fact I’m almost certain she was describing her own deeds and depicting her cousin as the protagonist just to gauge my reaction (which was very negative of course, I’m a fairly prudish guy) and avoid retribution. At some point, I remember her acting all shocked when I insinuated she was unfaithful, I’ll never forget it she actually proposed to contact her ex she dumped for me just so she could “prove” what a good faithful girl she is, truly I couldn’t make this up even if I tried… That same ex she made fun of for crying when she told him she would be leaving him, that’s when I started waking up, nothing was the same again after I saw her true face.

You see, I am a student in linguistics and so I have the ability to grasp the meaning of a conversation in a foreign language if I listen carefully. This has given me a unique opportunity to listen to sh*t women say when they think no one can understand them. She would take me to see her female friends, and they’d start discussing all sorts of things, since they thought I couldn’t understand Turkish they spoke freely of what was on their minds… How wrong they were, and believe me 85% of these conversation revolved around screwing multiple guys up at the same time, how to do it and making fun of them, it was all a game for these wretched beasts. Seriously, who needs conspiracy theories when you have women?

That’s when I started having serious doubts as to the future of our relations~~~, we were engaged for a year or so and she was now actively pushing for marriage. As time went by, I stopped screwing her, and systematically rejected her advances. The last time I saw her, she was always speaking with men, started adding them again on Facebitch and even spent an entire night talking to some male “childhood friends” (more like Chad Thunderc~~~s) while I was left in the living room. At the same time she went full-retard and made the mistake of behaving like my wife, pressuring me to marry her, the night before I left she sneaked into my room (was staying at her parents’ house) and said she wanted to f*ck (after ignoring me for a week), I gave her the cold treatment, used some silly excuse not to and kindly told her to GTFO. When I came back to France, the pressure intensified, she really messed me up by waking me up at 3 AM just to yell at me and tell me I should send her all the marriage papers, you get the gist, it took me a long time to get back to normal since I kept waking up at 2-3 PM for years because of this. It was hard to imagine I’d been a happy person before her. A few months later, I simply had enough and I dumped her for good, it was in March (I’ll never forget, it’s a second birthday of sorts), I cut all communications. The bitch started stalking me, she even created a fake account on Facebitch with my real name, my address, the place I work at, etc, managed to get it deleted but it took me two months to notice she’d done that. I know she’s still keeping her eye on me, she’ll stalk again if given the chance (I don’t use a cellphone anymore, did I mention I bought my first cellphone just so she could control my life?).

This made me realise three things:

1. Women are incapable of love and commitment, romance is a male fantasy
2. Women are terribly boring creatures, they are empty shells this is why they latch onto men and suck them dry.
3. Self-respect is everything.

In turn, all the testimonies of divorced and married men made me realise that I dodged an even bigger bullet, without even realising what a bad deal marriage truly is! The woman was already eyeing my family assets, our house and so on and so forth, I avoided the worst deal in my entire life.

What I also realised is that, indeed, no matter how much my mother repeated “NAWALT”, all women truly are like that. In fact, the sole fact that my ex and my mother hated one another goes on to prove my point, they are very similar, abusive, crazy, disfunctional, you name it… I look at my father and I feel very sorry for him, he’s a great man and I adore him, but I can’t help but feel sorry everytime I see how my mom treats him, which isn’t that different from how my ex treated me truth be told. Last night for example she forced my dad to clean up some place under the unbearable summer heat, like he was her personal slave… And then she expects me to believe her when she repeats “NAWALT” as if it were gospel… Ha, preposterous, the sheer chutzpah of these overgrown adolescents never ceases to impress me.

So no more relations~~~s for me, I don’t wanna be anyone’s husbank, I’d much rather go to a brothel, at least the relations~~~s are honest in there and you pay less when you want the woman to leave you alone. I want to live for myself, freedom is great, I want to keep studying, have a good career and a job I love, make money and have fun. If I want loyalty I’ll get a dog, not a woman. If I want tenderness, I’ll get a cat, a lion, a wolf, anything as long as it’s safer than a woman. Women leave me indifferent now, odds are I feel more strongly about mosquitoes than I do for a bunch of hypergamous liars… If anything, female idiocy amuses me.
I haven’t completely given up on having children, I have a hard time picturing myself dying without making sure the bloodline goes on, but I’m still young, I have my entire life for myself now and no imagined pressure to conform or pursue a deeply flawed delusion called “love”.

I think that’s all, hope this wasn’t too long. Take care everyone, stay free, have fun and enjoy your lives. I’d like thank all the divorced and married guys out there for making me realise how lucky I am!

Behind every miserable man there is a very happy woman.

[Anonymous 0]

Welcome to the forums. I am glad all the stories have helped you understand that women are s~~~.
I am thrilled that this site has helped men like you and myself stay focused. Yes it is true, AWALT, no exceptions.

cheers!

[Aleph MaleParticipant 214]

Thanks for the warm welcome!

I’m not even sure women are sh*t, I mean, taking a dump is far more enjoyable than being in a relations~~~ hands down… So there’s that.

Also, I have no problem picturing how she would’ve devolved into a landwhale, she was petite and chubby to start with, she actually tried making me fat that way no woman would look at me… And then they claim men are insecure, ha!

Cheaters, takes one to know one.

Behind every miserable man there is a very happy woman.

[Truthseeker82Participant 6406]

Welcome. Glad you found the truth early in life. It took me over 5 decades, two marriages and much pain.

[WallyParticipant]

What you have learned in such a short time took me years to understand, you have my respect sir. Welcome home brother.

"what a waste of a life, to marry, give up your freedom, just for the hope of not dying alone. Don't get married Son."

[Aleph MaleParticipant 214]

Thanks everybody, yes women definitely aren’t worth our time, money, freedom and sanity.

Behind every miserable man there is a very happy woman.

[AT83Participant 12]

I am new here as well , but that was a great read! I completely agree that romance is a man’s fantasy, its really quite abhorent that half our species takes its single most admirable trait, unconditional love, and twists it so.

"The greatest trick the devil ever pulled is convincing the world he does not exist; The greatest trick women ever pulled is convincing the world that they are not the devil." - Sandman || "MGTOW isn't an ideology, its deprogramming" - Stealthy

[AttonParticipant]

2. Women are terribly boring creatures, they are empty shells this is why they latch onto men and suck them dry.

F~~~ing tell me about it they turn everything they touch turns to ash. You know why this site hasn’t f~~~ed up, because none of those little s~~~ are allow in.
Welcome to the site

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[NerevarParticipant 8040]

This was a great intro, brother! I came here before reading your “crazy ex is still stalking me”-topic, as you directed us here before reading the abovementioned topic.

"One of the best things internet exposed is just how insane women are." - Freeman_K

[iMickey503Participant 12465]

Dear God… They really are all the same. It’s OK OK. No wait… Whoa!.
Dude.. I’m shooting bricks. Change the geography.. almost a facsimile. Holy s~~~. 4chan was right all those years ago.

The only real difference is body geography as well…

Women just copy each other…Then adjust for effeciancy..

Hmmm… Sorry for jacking this thread,. But now.. it really makes sense why females find ai girls so threatening.

So if you wanted to make a female at all you would have to do is just go ahead and copy a bunch of responses that are already there go ahead and mix it up a little bit for geography going to apply that to a random number generator….

As hard as input all we have to do is go and take that and put cross-reference it with other females or saying online and then go ahead and produce the same or similar response…

You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

[KadafiParticipant 67]

You have learnt a harsh lesson early on in life but in the long run it will be a lesson worth learning. We all make mistakes and poor judgements, just as long as we learn and don’t repeat those mistakes then life will continue to get better.

[Anonymous 1]

Women can really f~~~ up your psyche, the fact that you woke up just thinking of her yelling s~~~ about marriage is the biggest redflag you witnessed.

Welcome home bro.

[MeisterParticipant 2093]

Sounds like you learned your lesson without any permanent damage (children, marriage, accusations).

Congratulations and welcome to the rest of your life!

I will give you some valuable advice that you will sooner or later appreciate:

– don’t drink, smoke or do drugs
– don’t watch porn
– don’t socialize
– exercise
– meditate
– eat right
– get a good job and make a lot of money

Don’t ever let down your guard. Even after decades of mgtow, a woman might creep up on you, charm you and you catch feelings for her. It happens. I’ve been there.
Never listen to your feelings! Always listen to male common sense!

And for f~~~ sake stop using facebook or any other social media.

And get as many hobbies as you like!
You got time now.
MGTOW is freedom!

Monk

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