realignment of love

[Anonymous 2]

I’ve watched you fondly,
grow, learn, develop.
I’ve shared your pain.
Laughed with you.
cried with you.
for many of my years, you have confounded me.
Your nature has illuded me.
I admit to being once ignorant of your thought processes.
It was in your elusive, secretive mind, I presumed, you were like me. someone wholesome.
And so I believed you shared a kindness, and unspoken promise, a gentle whisper you would understand from the way we might touch lips.
where words would only act as a disservice to the truths made entirely from years of affection.
whole sentences, constructed from embraces.
Where were you, when we exchanged those promises?
And what lurked in you all the while I thought there was something good?

But in my sheer state of wonder of you, and with my persistent mind, I persevered.
I tested you. Yes,
playing games to better understand you all.
and as we grew, it was clear.
Even when your games turned nasty,
and I had outdone you, and I had been someone admirable.
And I had finally proved myself to be a worthy mate, honest, brave, likeable, sensual, optimistic, reasonable, passionate, loving.
Even then, there was no reasoning with you.
I laughed at the gold, you placed on the scales to outweigh my pure heart!
You were unaware of the biggest treasure of all time.

Men who, with a false smile and a empty hands, devoid of quintessentially, beareth of sensuality, a whisper, a chalk outline of me, the man you knew.
I was real. I existed. I mourn for your absence of me.

You will see me for a glimmer and awaken,
I will be the tear on your pillow in the morning.
And while you live your lies, I will keep living, My love, unwanted or not, will grow regardless.
I will be a living breathing symbol of your utter failure.
Oh discarded thing, mistreated, misunderstood, disbelieved. I will not let you be used inappropriately.
And even though, I see you turn,
I’ll prove my worth and my strength by being myself.
For never giving up.
For never giving in.
By being there for my brothers, who stand by my side.
By being strong while my heart breaks, time and again.
Morning the humanity, that never grew inside of you.

Leaving you to choke on this nightmare, you grew instead.
A creation, that will entomb you.
And as the hand drags you down to hell,
even though you wholeheartedly deserve every frightful inch of it.
I will remember our childhood,
I will know that I hoped for you even when you spat at me.
But it will not make it any easier,
because this is the man in me,
who beyond all reason and rationality,
still clings onto the good,
despite the bad.

Our paradise, in your absence, as unknown to you, as you are to it.

[Jan SobieskiParticipant 28791]

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