Further on from the poem I wrote regarding the true story of the latest specimen I am(was) trying to form a relationship with, here is the gory details of what went on since I met her last Friday.
FRIDAY
Picked up under the glow of the neon-lights.
She said if I had a small penis I could straddle her up the ar*e. Declined as I stated I don’t like anal(she laughed).
Whilst getting the money out, she stopped and pulled down my trousers to access my member. Asked me if she could suck without.
I said yes as I had every intention of f*cking her bareback.
Basically did the dirty deed and gave her my seed. Had to give her double the money to do without.
Walked back with her to her friends, and she was holding my hand(?)
Talked about eating her pussy.
Left her and said I will see you around. She said you definitely will.
SATURDAY
Picked up her up again and said I want sex again, but normal price.
Went to same location, she moaned alittle when straddling saying for the price I’m taking too long.
Afterwards started crying and saying if her family knew what she is doing…..
Asked her if she wanted to get a drink.
Saw a pro I haven’t straddled who said hello. She didn’t like this, and for two days after, kept asking if I had done business with her as she obviously fancies me.
Wanted me to f*ck her in front of her with condom whilst she fingers herself.
Said would you like to stay with me.
SUNDAY
Didn’t sleep at all, went to bed at 7am until around 2-3pm Sunday.
Was pawing me all night with affection ie holding hands, tight cuddling and head on my chest.
Spent all day indoors, her constantly talking about herself, no questions about me.
Any time I spoke she told to shush.
Beginning of the control.
MONDAY
Dropped her off in town for her to sort out a few things.
Picked her up after work, seemed happy to be sorting things out
Started drinking when she got back. This was when I realised whilst not on Heroin/Crack, she is/was a alcoholic.
This where her true personality came through.
Spent all day winding me up, talking down to me, blatantly disrespecting me.
Back and forth like a lap-dog.
Cooked me dinner, got the mashed potatoes totally wrong, had a big argument, started crying(again).
Had make-up sex, she had already cum, said she had to stop because she has arthritis in her knees.
Leaves me hanging with a stonking erection(third time in as row).
Starts crying again(really bad this time).
Final straw was when I was brushing my teeth, she came in without saying anything, took the brush off me and starting picking bits of pork between her teeth with it. Then she took it off me and started brushing her own teeth with it.
Told her to fukk off, she didn’t say anything and went back into room.
Two minutes later I walked into the room where she said we will get a mirror for the room when she gets 80% of her wages in May(is a cleaner).
I said you won’t be here by then.
Got her stuff and went…….you can guess where.
WEDNESDAY
Unbeknown to me she was robbed by another girl on the street, beat up(supposedly) and collapsed through low blood pressure on Tuesday.
Texted to tell me, asking to pick her up(in hospital on a drip).
On the phone, crying again, saying she is sorry, knows she was a c*nt to me ALL day Monday.
I said I forgave her, we start afresh and I’ll collect her Thursday.
THURSDAY
Collected her from hospital, pretty quiet for her.
Took her back home, gave her some money to get essentials, picked up after work and went home…..where she proceeded to drink again.
6hours and three bottles of wine later(not including other beverages)…….
On skype to her Mother and Aunt in Portugal, screaming the house down and crying again.
Not settling down, being offensive. I’ve had enough.
Told her this isn’t a relationship(she’s been going round telling people I’m her boyfriend).
Said I don’t understand and she just needs to go out for 20mins to cool off. Is that Ok?
I said please don’t go down there. Said to me if she does she is dead as she has reported a local drug-dealer to the police?
20mins becomes 50mins…..
I can’t relax. Follow the glow of the neon lights and who do I see standing there offering herself…..
Shouted to me, “I don’t care, leave me alone you’re too possessive!
Called her scum, I picked you from hospital etc, don’t ever come back to me.
Shouted to another pro that “I have stayed with this man and he is possessive!”
For me that is 100% it, but will that be the end of this nonsense?
Just would like to add that she was the one possessive. Typical gaslight response.
I know I tried my best.
She did make somewhat of an effort cleaning and cooking for me, but overshadowed by her nastiness.
I think in some ways she was genuine, but like any sociopath and addict, the dark side always wins.
Has a child that lives with her Brazilian ex-husband in another city
Has stated numerous times she is a Christian and believes the tribulation is coming.
Yet again another severely damaged specimen that pathetic Colin has tried to save….yet can barely save himself.
I do often wonder what will become of our pedantic poet.
I will be trying my hardest to not do “business” anymore.
But I have an addiction.
Colin Combover in a Coma 1 minute ago.
