Only a father can feel this kind of anguish.

[iMickey503Participant 12465]

F~~~ talking about myself.

Kick your own ass and find a way to deal with it.

MGTOW, Meds, self Medicate, whatever you got to do.

But if you want to end it all. I understand. I do.

I know how it feels. I know you have some days that just kill you to just get up.

I don’t have the great answers. Sometimes, it goes away. All I can tell you is get the f~~~ out and drive. Be by yourself. DO SOMETHING that is going to make you feel like you are getting something. Or Changing something. Maybe its just f~~~ing over people.

Whatever you do. Do not throw in the towel. Do not start letting the world do what it was design to do. Kill you. Break you down.

IT IS BY DESIGNED.

Maybe you did it to yourself. Maybe you fell into it. Maybe you were fooled. Whatever it is, it’s not your baggage man. Its Luggage that they want you to carry.

You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Your answer is in the fight club quote.
Is what i did, i dont care i losed it all, i let my mind go of the wheel.

A father? Your kids? They are not your property, they not yours, you cant own people (only goberment can), you got them here, your job is get them to 18 years, then f~~~ off and die, they dont owe you s~~~.

All this brain masturbation almost kill me, you wanna blow your head off? F~~~ing DO IT, kill your selft, kill others is all bulls~~~, your life, my life is an insignificant piece of s~~~.

There is no future, you are gonna die in a few years and that is it, you aint gonna live in other people memory or genes, that is bulls~~~, cowardice, life is death, dont be a pussy grow some b~~~~ and stop giving a f~~~.

F~~~ you, f~~~ your kids, f~~~ the planet, f~~~ the future, i hope the sea becomes soo toxic my skin falls off with one splash, air soo poluted that newborns come with lung cancer, hunger, caos, death, i want your kids to grow up in a hell soo bad they murder you in their sleep every night.

Aint i a sweet piece of pie?

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[Anonymous 6]

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Anonymous wrote:

Been there, done that, p~~~ed blood for two days.
Rabdomiolisis hurts.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[Anonymous 38]

You change. Because changing even into a monster is better than death. You will not give them your life. F~~~ them. You will live in spite of them. You will continue to grow stronger, wiser, more contented. It is all bulls~~~, Carnage is right. But if you choose to live, then LIVE FULLY, go all out, and give no f~~~s. Otherwise you might as well just blow your head off right now.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Anonymous wrote:

You change. Because changing even into a monster is better than death. You will not give them your life. F~~~ them. You will live in spite of them. You will continue to grow stronger, wiser, more contented. It is all bulls~~~, Carnage is right. But if you choose to live, then LIVE FULLY, go all out, and give no f~~~s. Otherwise you might as well just blow your head off right now.

What he said.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[AposematicParticipant 2671]

Honestly, self destruction was brought up by my monkey brain. Luckily I did not act as Carnage says : don’t let the disturbed mind the wheel. Listening to dharma talks is a great comfort. P~~~ing myoglobin is optional.

Afinogyny.. from the Greek Afino {to abandon/ to set down/ to leave /to allow/ to let } + Gyny {Women} MGHOW’s philosophy to not engage women without “hating them”. Narcorca =Narcissistic Orca typically spouting to a bathroom mirror taking an arms length selfie ; Wallinate describes post wall females whose SMV is terminally negligible New Years resolution "To not make women happy" . Instadestitue: yet another Neologism for Men that cohabit with women that decide to pull the handle of intervention orders.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Aposematic wrote:

Honestly, self destruction was brought up by my monkey brain. Luckily I did not act as Carnage says : don’t let the disturbed mind the wheel. Listening to dharma talks is a great comfort. P~~~ing myoglobin is optional.

Hmm another doc, i guess we get grinded a lot by divorce rape, money, busy all the time, perfect target for gold diggers and cheating whores.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[equalism42Participant 23]

Been there…….

You know you cannot make people change, with that in mind start thinking hard about looking after YOURSELF….. you are the most important thing in your life, and no one will look after your interests as well as you can….. so figure out a different direction for your life that hits all the targets of what you would like for yourself.

If your ex has poisoned your children against you then it is time to walk away, explain it to them and go! I did and years latter they came looking for me, and they eventually realized what a bitch their mother had been, now the shoe is on the other foot and they do not have much to do with her!

I now travel all over the world live in a really nice unit and have a great income….. life is now good…doing things I enjoy, and I explained to my children I shall not be sharing any part of their lives with them that involves their mother…..weddings etc. And they not get that, and sympathies with what the bitch put me through…. And all the time I’m having a really enjoyable life which truly is the sweetest revenge!

You need to stop beating yourself up over things not your fault and start putting yourself first, letting go and changing directions may seem hard or even impossible, but I weeded out all my friends and family that the bitch had poisoned against me and only surrounded myself with people that were positives for my life and life got heaps better. You can do the same if that applies to you…

I wish you the best possible outcomes what ever they may be for you.

[DocParticipant]

There is a perpetual sword of Damocles above a father’s head.
It is ‘the phone call’.
It looms above us in the darkness. We all know it is there.

Just remember – you can’t kill me twice.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[DocParticipant]

You are right Carnage.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[DocParticipant]

Carnage wrote:

VasoPressem wrote:

Honestly, self destruction was brought up by my monkey brain. Luckily I did not act as Carnage says : don’t let the disturbed mind the wheel. Listening to dharma talks is a great comfort. P~~~ing myoglobin is optional.

Hmm another doc, i guess we get grinded a lot by divorce rape, money, busy all the time, perfect target for gold diggers and cheating whores.

This.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[bladeParticipant]

THE ROAD WARRIOR CAN DO IT YOU CAN .

He went from putting up with this s~~~

To this . Doing what the f~~~ he wants cruising the out back with his dog after family court took all his s~~~ .

In the roar of a family court he lost everything . But here he learned to live again .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[NoMoreParticipant 1233]

Another doc here.

After the judge made his decision, I was furious. My lawyer explained it like this. This judge is in his late 60’s and retiring. He sees a young doc who makes 2-3 times what he makes. Lawyers and judges all think docs are overpaid. He has a chance to “take you down a notch”. So he’ll take it. He can punish someone he thinks has undeserved status, income, or respect.

That is what our family court handed to me. No justice. No fairness. No equitable treatment under the law. I was judged by my profession and his own biases. I work with other female docs and nurses who’s abusive and dead beat husbands got better treatment than I did. They tell me how their ex-husbands get every other week with the kids, but never come get them. They never call their kids. They never pay child support. Yet here I am, a loving father who fulfills my financial obligations to my kid, being told that I get 48 hours to see my kid every other weekend. And she has the courts permission to move to another state. He also de facto crippled me financially through his decisions. I am not a religious man, but some part of me would enjoy him having to explain himself to a higher power.

A co-worker recently told me, "If you want to see who someone really is, divorce them." I have found out how true this is. When your wife drops the façade of being the caring partner, you will witness all of the greed, hate, and spite that she has masked. It is truly breathtaking!

[Ranger OneParticipant 16836]

NoMore wrote:

Another doc here.
After the judge made his decision, I was furious. My lawyer explained it like this. This judge is in his late 60’s and retiring. He sees a young doc who makes 2-3 times what he makes. Lawyers and judges all think docs are overpaid. He has a chance to “take you down a notch”. So he’ll take it. He can punish someone he thinks has undeserved status, income, or respect.
That is what our family court handed to me. No justice. No fairness. No equitable treatment under the law. I was judged by my profession and his own biases. I work with other female docs and nurses who’s abusive and dead beat husbands got better treatment than I did. They tell me how their ex-husbands get every other week with the kids, but never come get them. They never call their kids. They never pay child support. Yet here I am, a loving father who fulfills my financial obligations to my kid, being told that I get 48 hours to see my kid every other weekend. And she has the courts permission to move to another state. He also de facto crippled me financially through his decisions. I am not a religious man, but some part of me would enjoy him having to explain himself to a higher power.

I am always fascinated how judges can just f~~~ people over and think that they are invincible. I mean, lets say hypothetically, Russia decided to nuke the US, and that judge is walking down the street and the goddamn Russian ICBM actually f~~~ing lands right hon top of him… does he think he will miraculously survive because he is invincible? If a terrorist in an alley rolls out a hand grenade, will the judge think that the shrapnel and explosion simply won’t break his skin? I find it all fascinating.

Maybe I’m just wired differently, but were I maliciously f~~~ed over that way that severely… I would take HIM down a notch, by finding the people he loves and make them die screaming. I’d have him hanging from a rope off the ground and make him watch, and then when there no more family members of his to torture to death in front of him, I’d move on to him, and starting cutting chunks of him off with a mechanical turkey slicer.

Every day, people with power are responsible for thousands of ordinary people dying. Perhaps the people with power need to see the people THEY love die screaming at the hands of the ordinary people. That Maduro guy in Venezuela is an example of someone that should be strung up, and then each person can come with a small knife and remove a tiny grape size piece of his flesh. I don’t have any sympathy for evil people. I don’t care if evil people are tortured and die begging for their lives, and screaming in agony. Hurting people who won’t leave other people alone is not wrong.

I know what makes me different. I’m not wired to believe bulls~~~ propaganda anymore, the kind of bulls~~~ propaganda that people with power use as a shield so they can continue their evil… the kind issued by religious people or academics to brainwash people into being sheep that will just lie down and be f~~~ed. Most people are so f~~~ing castrated, they can’t even BLEET when they are f~~~ed.

All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

[Anonymous 1]

NoMore wrote:

I am not a religious man, but some part of me would enjoy him having to explain himself to a higher power.

It would be more enjoyable watching him explain it to a “lower” power. Like Ranger One is talking about.

His Job was to blindly weigh the scales of Justice and come up with an even sentence. Instead he looked at your income and handed you the stiffest punishment possible. This is the opposite of Justice.

Thomas Ball died because of Judges like this.

[MemberParticipant 323]

Doc,

Which “phone call” do you mean?

The one where she calls the police and says you beat her up and you didn’t?

Or the one where she calls to say she is leaving the state with your kid and you wont be able to see them anymore?

Or the one where she coaxes/bribes your kid into saying he doesn’t want to see you anymore

Or when the police call your house and say there has been a Restraining Order filed against you and that you are kicked out of your own home forever?

Just wanted to clarify……

[Vajra VarahaParticipant 1283]

We are prime Grade A+ certified (certifiable) idiots…..

[Vajra VarahaParticipant 1283]

Vajra Varaha wrote:

We are prime Grade A+ certified (certifiable) idiots…..

That was in response to Carnage’s comment: “Hmm another doc, i guess we get grinded a lot by divorce rape, money, busy all the time, perfect target for gold diggers and cheating whores.”

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