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[DredgeParticipant 4]

I’ve been mulling over posting an introduction here for some days now. A forum introduction has never been my style. I much prefer to sit in the background, read and drop the random comment. But I also believe that the more we push our stories and reasoning out there the more opportunity we have to sway the people that are living blindfolded to the ridicule and hate we as men deal with regularly, if not daily.

I just wanted to start by saying I don’t hate women. I wish them no harm. Sure, many posts begin with this and many arguments can be made by the end of such posts the opposite is true. I don’t hate women, I hate the system that has corrupted the people of today into believing the bulls~~~ they are fed. There is still hope for future generations but it is a faint pulse on a slowly rotting society.

When I was very young my parents divorced. No big deal right? Being raised in a broken home is common these days so most of us have been there. My Dad was away on business and my mom cheated. She lied to me and my sister but eventually it slipped out to my sister and trickled down to me through other people. My Mother didn’t have the decency to own up to her own actions and that was where things began. By this time she had been in an out of three relationships with drug addicted, thieving, knife wielding lunatics. They were never good men and she would always cry after about how my Dad was gone. Sympathy was hard to come by then and even harder now. Things moved forward and she eventually decided to stay single. Good for her. Around this time my sister got married. Guess who? A drug addicted, alcoholic slob with no respect for her at all. She was taking after my Mom quite perfectly.

So where was I through this? Working horrible part-time jobs and in off again on again flings with some girls. Just being young and full of life. Then I found her. That special girl that makes everything better and treats you like a king. We got a place together and soon after decided to get married. I was around 22 at the time. Way too young to be married but you learn from your mistakes. I “manned up” and got a better job. I finally enrolled in college. I picked up extra work on the side so WE could have more money and be somewhat financially stable for that child she kept on insisting we have. She continued working part time and watching TV all the while becoming more and more useless around the house. Eventually the cheating signs started. She would start nagging me that I was too busy even though I never saw my friends anymore, all I did was work for us and spend time with her. Then she would begin talking to “friends from work” on the internet. Eventually she said she was picking up shifts in other stores and staying out later. One day I found her birth control that she had “stopped” taking a year prior to have children. I called her out on it and that was that. At first she was emotionless about it, then she became hysterical and wanted me back. When I refused her she hurled the typical insults “you have a small dick”, “you’re a useless pig” etc. That really opened my eyes about the nature of women but, even after our quite fair divorce (she claimed I caused psychological trauma HA), I hadn’t quite learned my lesson.

Years down the line I found another girl. She was cute, spunky and intelligent. I thought she was a rare breed and I was smitten. Rule #1: If a girl tells you straight out of the gate she’s a feminist and/or has mental health issues, don’t do it. I took the bullet and I learned my lesson. Things were great for a time as they always are. Great sex. Great company. Then she started ranting about feminist propaganda. She started hitting me. Light and playfully at first but then harder and harder as the days went on. If I told her to stop she whined or hit me harder saying “You can take it, you’re a man”. If I threatened to punch her back I would have went to jail. I soldiered on still somewhat smitten. Suddenly all of my money was bleeding away for her pet projects and a car I didn’t want. She, after losing her job, was now mooching off of the government for her “supposed” mental disability and yours truly. She always made excuses why she couldn’t get work. It helps when you put in applications. I ended up on anti-anxiety medication. Most of my hair fell out. And then the sex dried up. She started hanging out with other people late into the night while I worked hard manual labor jobs starting at 4am. She would come home drunk and pass out usually and I just didn’t care but one night she came home and woke me up. She whined that she needed sex. It was 2am on a work day. I told her no and the s~~~ hit the fan. She rocked back and forth, tossed and turned, heavily sighed and berated me for not being “man enough”. Three O’clock rolled around and she was still at it, being more and more abusive and wearing me down so I couldn’t fight back. I hadn’t slept well in days already because of her antics and eventually I lost the fight. She raped me. End of story. I wanted sleep. I told her no for over an hour. She wore me down to a point where I couldn’t push a 120lb woman off of me and raped me.

When she was done I very slowly dressed myself, drank a lot of coffee to prepare for my day of moving 50,000 pounds of random s~~~ by hand after being raped and deprived of sleep… by a feminist. Isn’t that what they fight against? I asked myself this for days.

Then I wised up. I told her off. No sense in worrying about it. No going to the police because they would just laugh at me. She was laughing too. She had won some great victory for women. She started sleeping with other people the night we split up and was probably cheating on me already by the signs I did catch. So I swallowed the pill and haven’t looked back. Over the past year I have improved life for me and me alone. I have gotten back into better shape, picked up old hobbies and have girls practically throwing themselves at me when I need them to. I dived into Red Pill, PUA and eventually found MGTOW. My time here has been short but I am well on my way to being the man I NEED to be.

MGTOW to me isn’t about hating women nor is it about removing them from my life. It is about prioritizing myself and my brothers above them. Men need to be men again. We can’t do that with a woman telling us what to do and controlling our very essence as men.

Thanks for reading guys. Good luck on your personal journeys.

[Deus Ex MachinaParticipant 1068]

Welcome Dregde!

aaaaaahh the good old shaming language never ceases to amaze me, “you have a small penis“, “you can take it, you’re a man“. One of my personal favorites was “why wont you sleep with me?, are you gay?”. And yes stay far away from the mental ones, they can make your life a living hell. Being raped by a woman is not as rare as you would think, and I commend you my friend for coming forward and sharing that experience, there are a lot of men right now facing a situation like that who aren’t coming forward, and who could blame them?, cops wont listen, they’ll just laugh or say something along the lines like,

“hey bro, man up and take care of your girl” . Women throw that word “Rape” around so much, (often times lying about it) but if a man says it about the opposite sex, they’re usually laughed at or humiliated.  It’s interesting to note that after a woman has all she wants, the man, the house, the car, a lazy personality overcomes her and nothing around the house is done, cooked, or cleaned.

So many great points were made on your post, your own personal story is like a Gem for most men thinking, “Am I the only one in this sort of situation?”.  yes as a MGTOW it’s not about hating woman, or giving in to their feminist bulls~~~, it’s about doing what we want, WHEN we want to. I was in your shoes once, and know the feeling of being hurt both physically and mentally. Women like that that are usually “too good to be true”, and that’s all they ever will be. Women have become a product of society and feminist agenda plaguing our society like a diseases. Glad you got out  of those toxic sludge’s of relationships and can now share your experience.

 

Take care!.

"If You have the Tooth of a Whale, You must have the Whale's Jaw to hold it". (i.e. One Must have the right qualifications for leadership) -Hawaiian Proverb

[jambearParticipant 282]

Welcome to the board Dredge. Thanks for posting your story, another good example of the hypercritical feminist. I am certain if you did that to her, you would be serving 10+ years right about now.

With more and more men leaving the dating/marriage pool, I wonder how long till we see the first male back alley rape. Some wall pushing, baby rabies, feminist nut job kidnaps some guy and rapes him for his seed. I know it happens in relations~~~s and marriages but when will the first abduction happen.

 

[KeymasterKeymaster]

What a roller coaster. Hi Dredge. For a guy who prefers to take a back seat and absorb instead of putting it out there, thanks for telling it all. I knew a psycho who would punch me on the shoulder whenever i said something funny. Like “OMG YOU ARE HILARIOUS!!!” [[PUNCH]]”. I told her if you ever hit me again – even playfully – I will have no problem spending the night in jail for the satisfaction of bashing your face in. Am I still hilarious, sweetheart?

She never did it again. When delivered probably it packs real punch without throwing a punch. Since then, I learned to communicate “don’t kick my leg or I will break yours” without having to say it out loud.

It is necessary for women to understand the meaning of the word “boundaries”. For some reason this needs to be explained to them like a 4 year old. There are NO limits to what they will do or what line they will cross.

But if Dredge left us a nugget here, it’s that women just REFUSE to be wrong – or admit wrong-doing. They will twist and bend any reality to “win” in their minds. Including below-the-belt s~~~ like not taking the pill to try and get pregnant. Even the “good” girls will do that s~~~ , effectively turning them all into women of mass destruction.

“You have a small penis”? Give it a rest honey. No matter how “small” a man’s penis is , it’s ALWAYS going to be bigger than hers. A woman trying to mock penis size… is like a person who takes the bus to work making fun of someone’s CAR. Dumb and embarrassing.

You can’t “hate women” for being what they are.
It would be like shaking your first at the sun for gamma rays. Futile.

But you CAN win. Thanks for the intro Dredge. Peace and success on your journey right back to you.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

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