NOWHERE IS SAFE NOT EVEN HERE

[<<>>Participant 435]

I was introduced to the concept of MGTOW through learning about MRA by way of Stefan Molyneux a few years back. I was in a very co-dependent relationship at the time and struggling with alcohol/drug/nicotine addiction. As I sobered up I realized that my relationship was really unhealthy that in fact all my current and past relationships were ugly and the result of poor choices fueled by addiction and low self-esteem, these themselves stemming from the childhood traumas of mental and physical abuse.
My final red pill dose (it was a slow release capsule) was the abortion of my unborn child that I mourned daily and still do to this very day. I left her immediately and went to Mexico to “clear my head” once there I remained completely alone for several months. I was relieved and very happy. I was still deeply co-dependent and had invested 3 years in this woman and her child whom I was very fond of, (I know but I believed in fairy tales) what was I to do just scrap the whole thing then and there? (in hindsight, YES EXACTLY!!!)
I kept in contact with her online all the time I was in Mexico trying to “work it out”. (HINT: there is no “working it out” after an abortion) I knew the answer was to break up but like I said the red pill was dissolving slowly and it’s funny the delay introduced me to yet another example in the form of a female roommate. I told my then girlfriend that I was going to get my own place in the states while we “worked it out” so as to not further confuse ourselves or her child. (I tried very hard through the entirety of the relationship to not traumatize/confuse her young boy who is very bright and perceptive beyond his years, as we shall see later)
ENTER CRAZY BITCH ROOMMATE! Through way too many correspondences on Craigslist with a woman who was obviously shall we say “touched” I was able to acquire a cheap room in her 2 bedroom apartment back in the states. I would not have chosen to live with this woman but the city in question is very expensive and I jut needed a place to land and get my bearings. A quick breakdown, she owned rabbits, (inside an apartment) birds, and a cat (all of which she would neglect, think smelly kennel, starving meowing cat, annoying chirping birds) Furthermore she would have the radio going with a drone box droning while she talked to herself incessantly, and the final nail…she was a stripper enrolled in a “Women’s Studies” course at the local community college. (I had to save up my eye-rolls until after our conversations and let them fly alone in my room, I thought they might roll out of my head, I had bitten permanent canine indents in my tongue!) She had actually tried to seduce me a few times, she could not believe that I wasn’t interested in a delusional animal abusing whore, go figure! A friend turned me on to an artist workspace that I could live in and do woodworking which would be Ideal. When I told the roommate with plenty of notice as we agreed that I was moving out the gloves came off as it were and she let me have it with crazy. I only alluded to her lack of regard for others with the way she treated her animals I was about to learn that once you were no longer a potential resource “you” simply did not matter. One day I came home and the locks were changed, that was it no warning no text message nothing. When I confronted her via text she basically replied that me not being able to get into my apartment was an annoyance and that she was busy and would get back to me in a couple of days so she could “let me in”. This was all mid month and luckily I was periodically staying over at my girlfriend’s place trying to “ease back in”. (more on that later) So yeah, the artist space fell through (it was illegal and a disgruntled late on rent evicted asshole f~~~ed over the whole place) and my roommate was crazy so I had to move back in with my girlfriend. However, as I said the crazy bitch roommate was essential to the slow dissolving of the red pill. No consequences, had she been a he I would simply demand the key through the threat of force and this same type of s~~~ has happened to me time and time again dealing with women, the men always have to go, never the women because ya know PATRIARCHY.
Out of desperation I went back on my word and moved back in with my girlfriend though I told her I would only do so if she went to therapy. She did not then and never did go to therapy though I kept asking her to weekly until one day I just realized “it” was over, there was no more reason to be in the relationship, funny “from the mouths of babes”. We were driving down a windy road on the beautiful island of Maui and she was grilling me about past relationships (one of her favorite subjects to ensure that we have a s~~~ty day) when her 7-year-old boy piped in with “Momma I think what _@&%#$_ is trying to say is that he loves YOU and he doesn’t care about any of those girls from before he met YOU”. That was all it took finally, lessons learned, red-pill fully dissolved. A 7-year-old boy knew intuitively that if he stated the obvious (that his mother was being irrational in trying to start a fight about a past that she alone worried about) in the sweetest and most empathetic of tones that maybe we could all avoid another s~~~ day. He is too wise for his years because like me and her he’s had to deal with mental illness and try to avoid its traps from birth. As he taught me this lesson how could I not return the favor and leave? Yes, leave because “You don’t have to put up with this s~~~ man!” It was the last and most important lesson I could have taught him the only son I’d ever have. I love him and miss him more than he will ever know.
Sobriety has taught me that I am deeply disturbed mentally and that I was self-medicating practically all my life. MGTOW has taught me that I am the microcosm to societies macrocosm that the modern world has gone completely insane and is indeed hell-bent on taking us all down with it. Well, I for one refuse I am going to get some help, help myself, and GO MY OWN F~~~ING WAY!!!
I made a huge mistake, I tried to explain MGTOW to my ex, not the RED-PILL-RAGE, Woman Hating Misandrist thing rather the Ghosting, Monk, and Asceticism aspects of wich I aspire to daily. Not only has she lurked this site but she has acquired a profile and is involved in deceiving other members. I was foolish in picking a screen name based on a real life (all be it obscure) nickname, so she has found my profile and reads everything I write. This is exactly the difference explained in the attached vid. No consequences, No honor so YES honey AWALT!
In closing, I most sincerely apologize my brothers for bringing this annoyance into our circle through my own foolishness. I can only hope that she eventually gets bored and finally moves on with her life and gets the help she so desperately needs. How can one with perfect vision try to explain to another with perfect vision that the sky is blue? “Yes, my dear what you are doing is unethical and woman-typical, this is not misandry it is reality” I will keep an eye on this thread but will have to retire VOS-TOAST/GOS as the moniker has been compromised. I will lurk and return in good time with a new name until then, MGTOW is my only neighbor MGTOW saved my life…

[MeisterParticipant 2093]

I stopped reading when you said you moved in with a woman as a roommate, while working it out with your single-mother-girlfriend who aborted your child.

Jesus f~~~ing Christ!
That’s like a real life horror film.

Monk

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

Good for you VOS-GOS you deserve a great deal of credit. You climbed out of a VERY deep hole indeed and most people wouldn’t and couldn’t have done that—and they say the gate of hell is entry only. Desperate people often do desperate things. HA you escaped and are better for it. And there is nothing to apologize for–I look forward to your return…

If your bitch is lurking–this is for her.

Go to hell c~~~ and get off his back. We are very efficient at sniffing out tuna and smoking c~~~s who try and play games on the site—try it, I dare you.

[HitmanParticipant]

VosGos,
change your screen name,
and never, ever let a woman in your life.
why did you let her on here?
no bueno.
fix your s~~~.
and do not repeat.
oh, and if she is reading this she can suck my sweaty b~~~~..

[RorschachParticipant 2083]

FIGHT CLUB RULES…
YOU DO NOT TALK ABOUT MGTOW.

Yes basically everything stealthy said. Let’s also add that if she shows up starting trouble here, that tuna is poached pretty darn quickly. If you know the handles or the emails she is using make sure to let the admins know.

The accumulated filth of all their sex and murder will foam up about their waists and all the whores and politicians will look up and shout "save us!"....... and i'll look down and whisper "No."

[UntamedParticipant]

PistolPete wrote:

Good for you VOS-GOS you deserve a great deal of credit. You climbed out of a VERY deep hole indeed and most people wouldn’t and couldn’t have done that—and they say the gate of hell is entry only. Desperate people often do desperate things. HA you escaped and are better for it. And there is nothing to apologize for–I look forward to your return…

If your bitch is lurking–this is for her.

Go to hell c~~~ and get off his back. We are very efficient at sniffing out tuna and smoking c~~~s who try and play games on the site—try it, I dare you.

Hear! Hear!

Don't let them Blame, Shame or Tame you!
Give 'em NOTHING, not even an answer!
#GenderSegragationNow!

[Anonymous 42]

I felt bad piggybacking my brother in script, but a woman? That’s like cutting a smelly wet beer fart two seconds into a 20 minute gondola ride!

[Sparticus66Participant 508]

Getting clean and sober is a massive step for someone with an issue re dependency. And there is a saying that people who relapse usually do over ‘ finance or romance’. Women are bad for your sobriety.
I also kept coming across women who had had abortions. My personal belief is I’d hate for my baby to be aborted but I was not harsh with these women. I counselled them like a good Beta would as they cried in bed at times about the past abortions. I helped one girlfriend get all that crap out and then months later she insisted I pay for her aborting my baby. Luckily she was not pregnant after all. Then there was my wife. Then my girlfriend after my wife. She too said she’d never abort our child but then started going on about possibility of disability if she did conceive. I made sure there was going to be no pregnancy after that. And my sister told me about hers. Why do all these women off load about it? Is there a woman who hasn’t? What’s wrong with contraception?
Anyway. You are doing really well. Stay close to other clean and sober men and stay close to the men on here.
Best wishes

[AttonParticipant]

Welcome to the site boy you have had a time.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[Anonymous 0]

I’d like to go ahead and say that it is safe here on this site, because any problem that does present itself, like this harpee of a human being that has supposedly follow you here, should she cause any legitimate problems amongst this community, will be dealt with accordingly. Furthermore, as I think is the general consensus is here, is while we do accept your apology, the much bigger question here is have you learned anything and are you going to apply these lessons for the future? This is a rhetorical question, btw, as you were smart enough to come to this community and therefore are showing that you care enough about your future to educate yourself even further and learn from fellow mgtow as well as share a part of your own story like you have obviously done here. As we go into the new year here, though, be vigilant. There’s gonna be more to follow from women like this and other ones that identify with third wave feminism, as well as the fact that we now have a wild card of a president taking charge of the oval office within less than 3 weeks from now.

[Y_Participant 4591]

Hitman wrote:

VosGos,
change your screen name,
and never, ever let a woman in your life.
why did you let her on here?
no bueno.
fix your s~~~.
and do not repeat.
oh, and if she is reading this she can suck my sweaty b~~~~..

Amen.

VosGos – eligibility as a MGHOW has to be earned.

I have difficulty making sense of what you said especially letting a useless female in here. You should know the BroCode instinctively – it is in your Y gene.

Whether you are a legit MGHOW or not remains to be seen.

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