Hello everyone,
I’m new to the MGTOW scene, and discovered shortly after watching a YouTube video on the sexodus. I knew there were big problems with male/female relations after my break-up with my ex. I was Red Pill, in regards to many things, before I was Red Pill about the nature of women.
When reflecting on my previous long-term relationship, I could see how manipulative my ex’s true nature really was. The only time I had full control of the relationship is when I had other options in my life. Actually, now thinking about it, the first time we broke up, the only reason she came back, was because she saw me in pictures, on social media, with other women that were superior to her in looks; as well as a hickey on my neck, from a chick I hooked up with at a buddies party. The jealousy within her raged, and she wanted me back. She didn’t want me back because she loved me; she only wanted me back because of her own jealousy towards other women who were showing interest in me.
When I didn’t have any other female attention in my life, besides her, she often would go off cheating, because I was boring, and the chase was over. The sad thing about the relationship is that we had a child together, and after a nasty break-up, I never get to see my child. My ex essentially ran off with my kid with another man (you know, the “bad boy” type), and when I tried to keep my child away from my ex, there was an emergency hearing issued, from the court system, for me to give her back to her mother. The reason I tried to keep my child from my ex was for valid reason’s I wish not to disclose here, but lets just say my ex was not be responsible with this young life.
I haven’t got to see my daughter in going on several years. Some days it is hard, others not so bad. I do often worry, when she gets older, she will be a manufactured whore when she gets to the age of understanding sexuality. I wish, for nothing more, that to be a part of her life, and teach her how to not be amongst the liberal, female trash we see out here in the western world. I now leave it up to God to some how mold her, and preserve her, from what she is up against.
It took me a while to get over the relationship and all the betrayal (about a year and a half for an eight year relationship). Over the time I learned about various dynamics of dating, and how wealth, status, and looks are the main things that keep women around (not genuine care or interest). One reason my ex left me was because her new partner had drama for her to be involved in. She was offered attention from this new guy, and she felt special and noticed from her peers. I, on the other hand, am an average guy, not to concerned about being rich, and with not a ton of social status (have a small group of friends), so all the women have not been flocking my way, outside a few random hook-ups.
I have a few passions in life, and don’t see taking all my time into investing it into improving myself for women, and changing my personality around to suit what a woman wants. In my eyes, it’s a form of idolizing, and I refuse to worship women, as all my fellow contemporaries do.
Before I end this intro I’d like to give a shout out to Sandman and TruthOverEverything (YouTube) for all the excellent content they put out. Keep up the good work, brothers.
riddlebox 4 years, 11 months ago.
