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    Hash
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    I’m a 24 year old psychology student at the University of Zagreb, Croatia. I’m obviously not living in a true western type of society and with all the stories I’ve heard and read so far I’m appreciating that fact more every day. Still, human nature is the same everywhere and so is woman’s. But let me ignore women for a bit and focus on myself.

    Short story is I’ve dealt with a heavy clinical depression period of about 4-5 years of my life (18-23) which I dealt with all by myself and successfully managed to pull out of it (this includes “reasoning” myself out of suicide in what I’d say was the last moment). Through all my introspection and analysis I’ve never managed to pinpoint a clear cause(s) of it. Probably because there isn’t one (or just a few). I got a solid idea on what some of the main factors are and can list them if you guys wish to discuss. The whole period was the best thing that ever happened to me (seriously) and I’ve (un)learned a aweful lot of crucial things which I’m also willing to discuss and, hopefully, expand on.

    This MGTOW thing is nothing new to me except the name to it. I was a really bright kid. I imagined my future self as a MGHOW, but I got lost somewhere along the way. It seems this may be innate in us men, but gets “beaten” out of us through social conditioning and that crap as we grow older and we lose our sense of direction (seems like a reasonable assumption).

    I’ve managed to rid myself of depression completely, going step by step through stages, mainly doing a lot of introspection and self improvement, but finally with a change of environment. By the time I accepted that I’m clearly suffering from depression and went to find help on my own it was already late as I’ve almost fully recovered. It only served to confirm that I have, in fact, suffered from it all these years of my life. Neither of my parents would really acknowledge it even today, but that doesn’t matter anymore. I got a younger brother who’s on the low side of autism spectrum (probably Aspie) who’s awesome.

    Now for some serious bragging time. I’ve finally realised what I wanted to do in my life and applied for these new nation wide standardised tests that weren’t there 5 years ago, prepared for them all by myself and ended up being #1 on the entry list for country’s top psychology program and “aced” a general intelligence type of test they used for admittance that was supposed to measure what they call “unschooling” factor, meaning they wanted to filter out people who learn automatically without thinking and understanding (sheeple idiots). I was 11,12% above the 2nd best among over 4k participants. I rarely surprise myself so pleasantly as I did back then 🙂 (btw I was in a LD sort of relationship arrangement with a girl from Toronto area at the time – mentioning this since I hear you guys love Toronto)

    So here I am now. In a heavily female dominated field with 61 female students in my year, 13 other guys out of which 2 are openly (and somewhat stereotypically) gay, and the rest are quite soft, shy and insecure. It’s a situation I find extremely entertaining to be honest, but I also have an instinctive drive to help guide and protect not the women around me as I used to feel I should, but actually the guys around me who seem to struggle with a lot of things I’ve struggled (and still struggle) with. The girls are okay I guess, nothing too extreme. Though I got some s~~~ for telling them I’m not monogamous and that concept of “soulmates” is bulls~~~ but that’s expected anyway. Some like to say how extremely selfish and arrogant I can be. I agreed.

    What I do know I need is some sort of a community of likeminded individuals that I have stimulating discussions with, that I can connect with when I feel islated and lonely and who will reasure me if I ever again doubt myself too heavily or start falling into that depression spiral again. Saw this today and figured I’d give it a shot. I’ve had some before, but they never lasted.

    I’d also be extremely glad to help anyone by sharing my experiences or simply listening to them. Internet says I’m a rare snowflake called male INFJ (MBTI, Jungian Typology) and that I’m a heavy empath with deep understanding of human beings (totally true btw) so I think I can contribute some 🙂

    I also enjoy writing walls of text. Thanks for reading.

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    Oaken1
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    welcome Hash.

     

     

    so,…be honest,….you’re working on your thesis,…right?

    #85103
    Russky
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    I am gathering that Croatia is a hub for good hash reaching eastern europe. Is  that the case?

    proud carrier of the 'why?' chromosome

    #85113
    Hash
    Hash
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    welcome Hash. so,…be honest,….you’re working on your thesis,…right?

    Haha not yet. I’ve just finished my first year here. I’m a bit late to the party cause stuff happened.

    I am gathering that Croatia is a hub for good hash reaching eastern europe. Is that the case?

    Uh… What gave it away?

    #85152
    Qcummer
    Qcummer
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    ok, question:

    Crocop – Great headkicker OR Greatest headkicker?

    #85162
    Crazy Canuck
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    Welcome to the forums, have you heard of NLP? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuro-linguistic_programming

    Tony Robbins teaches and I saw him get people out of depression less than 1 hours and only one session. It’s pretty amazing. If you interested you can read his books.

    "If pussy was a stock it would be plummeting right now because you've flooded the market with it. You're giving it away too easy." - Dave Chapelle

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    RoyDal
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    Welcome! I’m glad you made it and am looking forward to your future posts.

    Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

    #85276
    ILiveAgain
    ILiveAgain
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    Where the hell have you been? We have been waiting for years ….. geez ….. well come in then …. and welcome 🙂

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    Hash
    Hash
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    ok, question: Crocop – Great headkicker OR Greatest headkicker?

    You already know the answer 😉

    Welcome to the forums, have you heard of NLP? https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Neuro-linguistic_programming Tony Robbins teaches and I saw him get people out of depression less than 1 hours and only one session. It’s pretty amazing. If you interested you can read his books.

    I’ve heard and read some short introductory texts about NLP but never got the time to fully focus on understanding it. I’ve seen some videos of Tony Robbins in action but it was just some basic inspirational stuff so I can’t say I know objectively enough about him. I can see how he would be able to help a depressed individual in such a short time frame with his intensity of positivity but keep in mind not all people are the same and respond the same and depression, at least from my experience, comes in different stages where some are worse than others.

     

    And thanks for the welcome everyone 🙂

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