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Greetings brethren!
As the title suggests I am an NCAA D1 Baseball player, im 19 years old and just finished my first year as a science student with a Math/Physics double major at a large west cost university/college, which I will not mention so I don’t get kicked out due to the Orwellian social media laws from the department of athletics; I like my scholarship and registration status the way it is.
since I was 12 years old I was determined to never get married EVER, so in a way i’ve always been a “purple pill” kind of guy, this was largely due to the fact that every marriage in my family and extended family had failed spectacularly. My mother has been divorced twice, my father twice, every one of my uncles have been divorced at least once, each with a worse situation than the last. Both my grandfathers are men I greatly admired and had amazing relationships with, they are both war vets and corporate executives before they retired, but I watched these once Alpha males act like beaten dogs around their wives, they were miserable and constantly verbally abused. Anyways this fostered a healthy sense of misogyny and cynicism and hatred of the institution of marriage.
Yet despite all this I was still a f~~~ing slave to women. I ate up the “women love gentlemen” aka ” be a white knight” aka “simp” aka “invert your penis, cut off your b~~~~ and become a Pussy”. through elementry school, and the first 2 years of highschool I was this pathetic being known by the above terms. By grade 11 I fully committed myself to excelling as a student athlete I played Football and baseball through the rest of highschool, I trained strength and conditioning daily and had 30 hours a week of practice between my two sports and raised my average from 2.7 in grade 10 to maintaining a 4.0 through the rest of my highschool career.
I finally started to get female attention, mostly due to my status as an athlete with multiple Scholarship offers and a great physique. On top of that I discovered Tom Leykis and became a Leykis 101 student, who helped my hone the badboy-alpha-male persona which I was inadvertently forming, I hung out with other Alphas, I restored and drove both a 78 mustang cobra and a 76 Harley-Davidson, I was a blatant stereotypical Alpha on the surface however underneath I was still a “nice guy”, and absolute science nerd with a passion for everything in geekdom, I was a treckie, and a hardcore Lucas and Spielberg fan.
In College I lost the last bit of respect I had for the women of my generation, the “strong, independent, spiritually evolved goddesses” I met during my day classes acted in a disgusting, child like, vulgar matter, the understatement of the f~~~ing year would be that they were un-lady like. But because of my social status as a NCAA athlete, and my alpha male and chauvinistic persona. I was angry and disgusted by women, I came to treat woman as nothing more than a cum-receptacle, and the f~~~ed up thing is that I was getting laid more than ever. I was f~~~ing the two hottest chicks in my residency building on a regular basis and was still banging other chicks I met at parties, I acted like an asshole, treated them like s~~~, cheated on them, lied to them, and they kept coming back for MORE!!! WHAT THE F~~~?!
Anyways I faked being an alpha, I faked who I was so I could get laid, I thought I was a bit of a bad ass but I was still a f~~~ing slave to women and their golden vagina, and fantasized about a NAWALT, a perfect relationship with a woman who would love me for who I was, and I could let my guard and bulls~~~ persona down and accepted all my faults and insecurities and loved me even more for it. I wanted this more than anything, at heart I was (and still am) a white knight, simp willing to sacrifice himself for others (women). My father was a vet, and I was raised to believe male sacrifice is noble and is our place in society, and in my gut I still feel it is my job to sacrifice for society, the state, and women, and I feel like I have to fight this impulse every day of my life.
Either way I discovered MGTOW and swallowed the redpill and everything started to make sense and I started seeing the world for how it is. I regret my actions in the first year of college, and recognize how unhealthy my attitudes were, I was holding onto resentment and disgust towards women, and I was no more free, I was no less a slave I was just an asshole. When I took the redpill I felt absolute freedom from the shackles of gynocentrism and society, I refused to allow myself to be used as a utility for corporations or women have become determined to excel and succeed purely for the virtue of doing so, and ultimately carve out a fulfilling life for myself.
Anyways I apologize for the long winded introduction and im not sure if this was too much information for this section, but I had allot to get off my chest, (and still do so expect many more posts). This post became less of an introduction of myself to the MGTOW community and more of an exercise of self reflection, self examination and self discovery. Either way I hope it fits both purposes.
Hello and welcome. Great post and no …. not so long …. just the right length.
There was a ponit in it where I wanted to slap ya 😀 but luckily you took the pill just in time.
It is often said here … that all roads lead to mgtow ….. and your rather long twisty road did.
So again welcome and carry on carrying on 😆
Hello! thanks for the reception.
I kinda wish there was someone around to slap me during that period, I was going down a path that could have ended my baseball career, left out the fact that during this period of partying in college I started drinking heavily and using drugs, it was seriously f~~~ing up my life, and I stopped just in time to pass the p~~~ test. The only reason I was partying was so I could get laid and up my “kill count” Im just happy that I did indeed take the red pill in time, or I would still be taking pills of other sorts.
Most guys need to go through certain stages. If you listen to Tom Leykis you know there’s men who listened to the show however some still got married. Don’t have regrets, it’s a journey.
"If pussy was a stock it would be plummeting right now because you've flooded the market with it. You're giving it away too easy." - Dave Chapelle
Thats a good way of looking at it. I definately grew as a person, ive been sober from all drugs and alcohol for almost 6 months now and purposefully abstinent for 2 months. Im just amazed I got through unscathed, I rolled the dice on STDs, drug overdose, DUIs, and pregnancies, on top of that I opened myself up to rape allegations because the new “yes means yes” consent laws are so subjective and confusing. Its a miracle im whole.
Welcome! I’m glad for you that everything turned out well — all because you took charge of your life.
BTW, I knew a guy who played minor league ball for many years. It was a pretty good gig. I lost touch before he had to retire, so I don’t know what his second career is.
I restored and drove both a 78 mustang cobra and a 76 Harley-Davidson, I was a blatant stereotypical Alpha on the surface however underneath I was still a “nice guy”, and absolute science nerd with a passion for everything in geekdom, I was a treckie, and a hardcore Lucas and Spielberg fan.
I’ve done the same restore a cool car thing, actually more than once. I too am a science nerd, Star Trek fan, Star Wars fan, and science fiction and fantasy book fan.
You are a top athlete, which I never was because I have authority issues. Coaches rub me the wrong way. However, I always liked sports like swimming, weight lifting, and martial arts — sports where I am competing against myself.
So, I’ve turned my greeting to you into a brag about myself. I’m glad you are aboard the red pill train and I wish you a safe and happy ride.
Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?
Anonymous42a NAWALT, a perfect relationship with a woman who would love me for who I was
That’s a fools hitching post; I cut the reigns from my life’s horse and now, and forever, I’m free with no “strings” attached!
For only 19 years old you seem to possess more wisdom than most people have when they die! You’re going places, I can tell, and here’s one of the best places to go…. Welcome to MGTOW, we’re sure to enjoy your whacking the s~~~ out of gynocentric base b~~~~! Knock those feminist c~~~s out of the pussy park!
You have discovered MGTOW quite early and you have plenty of time ahead of you) Enjoy!
Seems like your on the right path. Keep up the good work. Stay true to yourself and make sure you continue to go your own way. You are miles ahead of the curve.
It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything
You tasted the honey and avoided the bees with all your youth, still, in front of you… Wisdom and a great life awaits you from here…
Welcome
I like my scholarship and registration status the way it is.
Be real careful. My current renter lost his collage scholarship due to a false rape charge. Any woman at anytime can accuse you and all they need to do is accuse you and your life turns to s~~~.
It’s also becoming clear that Universities are starting to “listen and believe” women because you know … vagina.
Voidraithe’s,
“My current renter
lost his college scholarship
due to a false rape charge.
Any woman
at anytime
can accuse you
and all they need to do is
accuse you
and your life turns to s~~~.”
Thank you for sharing this wisdom.
"It seems like there's times a body gets struck down so low, there ain't a power on earth that can ever bring him up again. Seems like something inside dies so he don't even want to get up again. But he does."
Anonymous18Welcome. Your story seems too good to be true. I sincerely hope its true. In fact vast majority of people with access to women as you have alongside your age would not have the maturity maturity to swallow a red pill.
It’s pretty amazing that there are young people with so much potential who so willingly trade off female approval and sex with self-growth and improvement. In addition to preventing any repercussion to a promiscuous young woman satisfying her guilt with false allegations.
You could be a troll/woman (lol you are equivalent of the female unicorn so often used an allegory in the forums). But I hope you are for real man, it’s more from optimism actually. A counterbalance to forces. If more young men stood their ground, we won’t need to dabble in disbelief about how easily young men are duped and played around by their female counterparts.
I hope you stay and continue to improve your growth as an athlete and as a man. Most warm welcome.
aha well I can ensure that I am indeed a male, and I can’t attribute much of the “wisdom” that I possess to my own experiences rather I was privileged with the men I was surrounded with on a daily basis, my team mates and my pitching coach. Every player on the team had to arrive at campus 1 week early for a week long camp, 8 hours a day, for 7 days. 4 hours were spent on the field drilling, running scrimmages, pitching against live hitters, and working on the fundamentals, the other four hours were spent in the media room talking. It was four hours a day of orientation, and team indoctrination.
We worked on our mental game, talked about academics, how to handle difficult proffessors, getting to know all the services available to us so on and so forth but we spent by far the most time being lectured on how to conduct ourselves in public, online and in our social life to stay eligible for competition. Just earlier another varsity team was almost completely dismantled due to “sexism” on social media, Im not going to go into detail further ill just say campus feminists were involved. Anyways we spent one day discussing the various ways we could f~~~ up our Baseball careers with first hand accounts from the seniors, and their near escapes thanks to the athletic department (I will share these stories in another thread as they need to be told in a MGTOW context). The coach began the discussion with saying: “the two things that will ruin your baseball career faster than any injury are Boos and Women” .
we went over properly disposing of condoms, avoiding sexual assault allegations, and how to navigate the mine field that is consent. The team culture and the leadership of the seniors created an environment which fostered success and dedication to our sports and academics. I became who I am because of who I was surrounded by; and the seniors took great care mentoring the freshmen.
the Team captain was a celebrity on campus as he was also the Varsity club co-president of all sports at the university, and on the school council. He had more women throwing themselves at him than anyone could count, I never saw him with the same chick twice, not once, and yet his priorities were kept straight, he turned down sex in favor of studying and late nights partying because of practice the next day. He would lecture us every week about priorities and about doing everything you can do now so you have no regrets later in life, and forgoing partying, chasing pussy, etc, because none of it could compare to the glory of having your name called out in the draft. several of my team mates were selected in the draft, ranging from 4th round to 38th. Watching my team mates, my family get drafted, was my red pill moment when I got my priorities straight.
That being said I have been purposefully abstinent for the past two months for my own personal mental health reasons and to attempt to gain a certain enlightenment that I believe can only be achieved when free of women, its my own summer of personal discovery of who I want to be and what I want in terms of my future relationship (if any) with women. I stated earlier that I still have deep seated feeling of that hopeless romantic and self sacrificing white knight mentality that has been ingrained in me since birth. When I said I had to fight the impulse every day I wasn’t exaggerating, I still have the hope (however illogical, and irrational) of discovering that female unicorn I alluded to in my original post and the idealized relationship that goes with it. But I will be honest with you, I do not believe that I will remain abstinent, I am currently messaging an x-girlfriend who wants to be friends with benefits, and I feel that I am approaching a cross roads.
@Tbird- First off welcome and thanks for that excellent read of an introduction. I see that you are wise beyond your years and modest too as you credit your teammates more than yourself. The one issue I see in your entire series of messages is your very last sentence “I am currently messaging an x-girlfriend who wants to be friends with benefits, and I feel that I am approaching a cross roads.”. As a guy who has actually gone there, don’t do it. If you must have a gf, start by scratch by making a serious attempt at coming off as a bum (but keep your personality) to evaluate if they can actually judge you for you rather than your potential net worth. There are numerous discussions on this that can be found on this website. I would suggest watching Ex Machina to give you a very clear perspective of the numerous tricks a woman can do to a man in order to cloud their judgement. This site cleared my mind of such doubts and gave me the knowledge to ask the right questions and conduct the appropriate actions to ensure that the transaction/relationship will be as equal as can be if I should consider continuing. You’ll find many of the guys here will suggest staying away from it in general but nothing about MGTOW ever required not dating. Always keep that in mind and once again welcome aboard.
being lectured on how to conduct ourselves in public, online and in our social life
I’m glad they are doing this now.
Just earlier another varsity team was almost completely dismantled due to “sexism” on social media, Im not going to go into detail further ill just say campus feminists were involved
Feminists? Color me shocked.
“the two things that will ruin your baseball career faster than any injury are Boos and Women”
Smart coach.
@Sho’Nuff Shogun of MGTOWN Thanks for the input! and im a huge Tony Robbins Fan, and he always asserts that you become who you surround yourself with. I never saw “friends with benefits” as bait for the trap of a relationship. And when you say try to come off as a bum… is this a males form of a s~~~ test? im intrigued. That being said, I found out some information about this girl who I havent seen in almost 3 years from a mutual friend. There was a rumor going around that she had a kid, she told me it was a lie and a rumor, but my mutual friend had photo evidence, and no reason to lie. when I confronted her about it it turned out that not only does she have 1 child, she has another on the way from a different father. needless to say dodged a bullet there… she is 20, only 1 year older than me WTF!?. She’s been blowing up my phone all day, I will post a screen shot to show how comical it is she goes from begging, to shaming back to negotiating. That being said I am a little disappointed, the girl was an absolute 10/10 but I dont want none of that single mom bulls~~~, definition of “not my f~~~ing problem”.
EDIT: should I post the screen shots (with names and numbers blurred obviously) here or on a dedicated thread, it shows some interesting aspects of female nature.
Friends with benefits is a certainly a trap as someone usually ends up getting attached. It’s usually confused with the far more honest transaction that is prostitution. The benefit is usually one-sided as the goal is for the attached one to get a second chance at manipulating the other at previous relationship levels.
To answer your question on whether coming off as a bum is a s~~~ test, the answer varies on how hardcore of a MGTOW you are in my own category system.
1) The answer is yes if you’re a liberal/PUA since they usually s~~~ test/neg them to get laid however their actions such as “peac~~~ing” do not reflect that.
2) The answer is no if you’re what I call a moderate as you still search for value in the relationship. Some even go as far as to still hunt for what MGTOWs call the Nawalt Unicorn which is generally recognized as 1% which if you want to quantify literally would equate to a few thousand women worldwide at any point if you account for the marital status and age.
3) The answer is also yes for the hardcore MGTOW as most have already been through the grinder and simply want to not have to think of going through that bs ever again.I hope that answers your question and I’m glad to hear you dodged that massive bullet. You have a lot to look forward to later on in life and your coach appears to be a very wise one as he gave you arguably the best advice a professional athlete could ever receive as you’ll find that your finances will go farther if you continue the path of MGTOW.
I would probably say that im somewhere between PUA and moderate, ive never read anything into game but Im loyal Leykis 101 student, that being said I still hope I might find a NAWALT, but even if I do, im not signing any f~~~ing papers! but anyways, Thanks for the pills bro!
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