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[jackjansonParticipant 2]

i have been thinking about MGTOW for 2 years, after reading The Manipulated Man by Esther Vilar in early 2013.  i only became a MGTOW after my first year of listening to youtube MGTOW things.

i was still idealistic about women, until i got a job with them.  things were great, until i made them mad.  i went from low blood pressure and sad to high blood pressure and anxious.  i did not realize how much i depended on women physically and psychologically.

i plan on choosing my time of death instead of dying of natural causes.  my ability to choose comes from the epiphany that everything we do throughout our day in our entire lives is to keep ourselves alive, or for pleasurable power.  having awareness of my condition breaks down the barrier to ultimate control over my life. i am very proud of my awareness, and will not be persuaded by those who want to take away my power over my life.

[VileNordParticipant 766]

Well not too soon I hope! The realization that life has no meaning outside of the meaning that you personally assign to it is a realization that most people cannot cope with. It puts the responsibility of a good life too square on their own fragile shoulders and they don’t have the fire to uphold it. Be blessed in the knowledge that if this is the only life we have, we will live it to the fullest! Godspeed, brother!

Lust for comfort suffocates the soul

[KeymasterKeymaster]

i plan on choosing my time of death instead of dying of natural causes.

I was barely 18 and I knew a guy (about 45) who I met up with in France on a trip. He said exactly the same thing as your bottom paragraph. He was a friend of a family member and I didn’t understand it at the time. He showed me around on his motorbike and made sure I had a place, contact and a phone number while traveling in Europe on my own.

One day I visited and accidentally set off the silent alarm to his house while he was out. I was watching TV, sitting on the floor and eating a bowl of cereal. Then before I knew it, the police showed up , busted the door open thinking they were catching a burglar….. and “FREEZE!!!!!” I have TWO GUNS pointing in my face and I just about S~~~ MYSELF. I threw my hands up in the air and the bowl of milk and cereal went flying.

I don’t remember anything after that. Except that day, he told me this. I won’t ever forget it.
I must have reflected on it in the last couple of years at least a dozen times. Silently and to myself.

I never told anyone this story.

But I see your point.

That book hollows you out. It’s life altering in a way. I read it twice in the same day.
Welcome to MGTOW , Jack.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

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