Hello all, I have been a lurker for awhile. Finally joined up. This will be my introduction.
I was born a mgtow in mentality. I’ve always been by own person, a leader not a follower. That being said I noticed the flaws of our society at a very young age even though I didn’t really understand what it was that I noticed until later.
My first event for a red pill was a girl I knew in high school. My first “girlfriend”. I actually never knew who she was. She apparently had a crush on me and told my friends and brother, at first I wasn’t interested but she finally convinced my friend to give her a chance, well that ended up being a mistake. To keep things short she ended up basically using me, lied to me about everything and tried to get me into multiple physical fights with her ex and other guys. She was totally f~~~ing over her ex as well while claiming she loved him. Me and this guy finally talked one time after I said enough. We met up and realized this bitch had been feeding us both the same lies for months now and that she had two other guys she was stringing along and lying about being abused too and s~~~. She would also convince them to buy her gifts for anniversary or valentines etc. I never bought her s~~~ thankfully. I ended up being some what of friends with her ex after that talk and we hung out a few times. I still talk to him rarely to this day. That was my first sobering moment. This bitch ruined my birthday and everything since she knew my friends and s~~~ and caused drama at my party. This is how manipulative these bitches are, considering I was never even interested in her in the first place I was just being nice by hanging out with her.
Another red pill moment was when I was older. I just turned 18 and was almost killed in a car accident. It was nasty. I had multiple dislocations, cuts bruises and trauma to my head which left me with a slight speech and memory problem that still bothers me sometimes. I also can’t smoke weed anymore without feeling like my body is going numb yet on fire at the same time. No big deal, I never smoked a whole lot but it sucks when u want to burn one after a hard day’s work. Anyways my own aunt ended up getting me jailed on false assault charges literally weeks after this accident. I could barely walk and function and we had got into an argument which I called her a bitch and went to walk away and she grabbed by hoody from behind and pulled me to the ground and than I threw her again a wall and ran out of the house. We were at my grandmother’s house. Well I went home and seconds letter some fat little chubby bitch in a police uniform knocks on my door, doesn’t even try to listen to my side of the story. I got heated and went away in cuffs seconds later. She refused to let me file a report saying my aunt assaulted me but had no problem pressing charges against me. Well I had to spend almost 38 hours in the drunk tank because s~~~ got backed up. Meanwhile my body is in agony from my car accident injuries while I sleep on a cement floor with a paper thin blanket. It was a rough and miserable night. That year was probably the most painful s~~~ I’ve ever been through. I wanted to shoot myself for awhile I was in so much pain I could barely get out of bed and go to the bathroom. I could barely sleep I was in so much constant pain. Noone cared. Noone ever did anything. I never went to the hospital. And I guess when the ambulance showed up, I refused to get on. I don’t remember that day very well it was a blackout for me.
I also have theft charges from this same aunt who said she would buy me dinner one time after I got home off a long work shift, if I helped her and her friend unload some stuff from there car and drop it off at salvation army. Well while I was unloading s~~~ these dumb bitches were stealing s~~~ from the drop off area. Cops show up. I go to jail on theft charges.
Just to mention. This aunt and her friend were methheads. Well my aunt was an ex meth head and various other drugs. She was still using or relapsing at the time I believe. She still tells me she misses me and s~~~ yet basically refuses to own up to anything. I’ve pretty much cut her out of my life but it’s hard because she’s my mom’s only sister left. My uncle, their brother killed himself when I was 14 and it’s been very hard on everybody. He was also addicted to drugs. He lost that battle. But so yeah, those are some red pills Ive had to swallow the hard way.
Well so that’s my story for now. I have to keep it short, I have to go to work here shortly. I have other stories and stuff I will post eventually as well.
Sorry for spelling and grammar errors, I didn’t have time to edit. Thanks for reading my introduction fellas.
Please God smite the wicked now
Bigvern 2 years, 6 months ago.
