MY BIG WAKE UP CALL

[NotMyProblemParticipant 965]

It’s been about 6 months since I last got laid.

One day I was horny and needed something to f~~~, so I went on POF and found the most desperate slut I could find. I don’t even bother with the pretty ones anymore, too much work…

My logical brain told me to rubber up and I really should have. Instead I raw-dogged her, despite multiple red flags that indicated she was high-risk. It was a complete override of logic. I had condoms under the pillow, yet my penis was 100% in charge and he wanted to get wet.

This is the most dangerous thing that can ever happen to a Man. I rammed this slut for almost an hour, pulled out and unloaded all over her back. I wasn’t proud of myself at all though. I felt dirty/ashamed/retarded.

A few weeks later I got a bump on my dick, so I got tested and thankfully it was just a pimple. Imagine two weeks of DREAD and PANIC… It was a BIG WAKE UP CALL.

Since then I’ve been extremely skittish about any further whoring around. I’ve been a PUA/MGTOW hybrid for the last 4 years, but the last 6 months I’ve been in full blown monk mode. The only logical course of action from here on out, is inaction towards females.

At this point casual sex is no longer interesting, relations~~~s drain me and marriage is out of the question. Using condoms is like taking a bath with your shoes on, and frankly I’m starting to wonder what sort of filth my dick has been swimming in for the last few years…

It’s just not worth it guys. I’m 28 and feel like I’ve had a good run. One thing I’ve noticed is my life is much more stable now. Less ups and downs. No more time spent in the pussy cloud, with endless texts and what not.

I think I’m going to continue this celibacy monk s~~~ for the entire 2016 year. I need to learn how to harness this energy inside me instead of letting it control my life. Control or be controlled.

Moral of the story: Don’t let your dick take control your life.

Not my property... Not my problem

[Blue SkiesParticipant 15665]

NotMyProblem wrote:

My logical brain told me to rubber up and I really should have. Instead I raw-dogged her, despite multiple red flags that indicated she was high-risk. It was a complete override of logic. I had condoms under the pillow, yet my penis was 100% in charge and he wanted to get wet.

definitely don’t do this again………i’m glad you smartened up

MGTOW is not a movement, it is a way of life.

[NotMyProblemParticipant 965]

I cant get off with condoms. Before I would try to use them in situations like this but it always led to blue b~~~~.

Most of the time I go for the younger, good girls. Though I’m learning that even the young innocent looking ones have more miles on em then my UPS truck.

Not my property... Not my problem

[RennieParticipant]

NotMyProblem wrote:

Most of the time I go for the younger, good girls.

That’s the way to go.

[Big BossParticipant 4496]

NotMyProblem wrote:

I cant get off with condoms. Before I would try to use them in situations like this but it always led to blue b~~~~.

Most of the time I go for the younger, good girls. Though I’m learning that even the young innocent looking ones have more miles on em then my UPS truck.

Sometimes you got to nut, but damn picking up the dirtiest ho is…
Damn porn and condoms can’t be that bad man.

[AnthonyParticipant 241]

Look up silicon sex dolls. They’re pretty pricey, but if you have the money, they’re worth it. (I don’t have one myself, but once I get enough money I plan on buying one) If they’re too expensive for you, get a fleshlight. Best invest ever next to free porn if a former PUA is attempting monk mode.

I’ve never had the problem because I’m a virgin, but if you jerk off before you go out to work/school/events, then you’ll have a less of a risk letting your dick think for you.

Also, meditation helps.

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