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It is such a weird feeling to discover that something you are amendment about be held by so many other people.

I am 28 years old and I decided to go my own way when I was 20 years old. I was never one you would call handsome but growing up I never considered myself ugly either. In my mind I was average. But man, was I so wrong that it would be laughable if not for being so pathetic. I was your conventional beta orbiting male in my teen years, thinking that if I was nice to girls I could convince one of them to be my girlfriend. Like I said before I was a pathetic excuse for a man. After being not only rejected multiple times and even been laughed at to my face several had one scream NO!! in a rather crowed area and been mercilessly mocked  for even daring to ask one of them out. I thought that problem had to lie in myself. I could be wrong but I never thought of myself as a bad person, just very vanilla.

Well one aspect of myself that I was able to discover was that I had a very high threshold for pain. Instead of breaking down and crying or giving up I resolved to do the best I could with this life even if it meant I had to do it alone. So over the next 8 years I made devoted every waking moment to self improvement and happiness. I got myself healthy, not only bought but was able to pay off my house and my vehicle and started to put away for my retirement. I am currently back in school, but not to make more money but to keep on improving myself. But something changed in me over the past years. I learned to love myself. I learned to be happy. I learned how to self motivate. I learned how to function without a woman. Then I realized I could continue this way for the rest of my life in this manner.

But I am starting to ramble so I will just finish out. I came here hoping to tap some of the knowledge of my older counterparts and maybe help some young(er) bucks with some of the rocky bits one goes through when embarking on this journey. I hope to get to know yo uall a little bit better.

[Crazy CanuckMember 4215]

Welcome to the forums. Keeping busy is the best way to fulfill your life. Don’t look back but forward.

"If pussy was a stock it would be plummeting right now because you've flooded the market with it. You're giving it away too easy." - Dave Chapelle

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