Hi all,
I’ve been aware of this thing called MGTOW for about a week now, stumbling onto Youtube videos on the subject.
Here’s my story.
As a kid I hade a few friends, but kind of preferred to be by myself. I thought other kids were stupid. I never understood things they did to impress others or make others change their view of me. My dad was, and is now even more so, a very qiuet man. He never talks about how he’s doing. He never shows interest in anyone. His view of the world is basically that people are stupid. That’s what he showed me too, and that probably f~~~ed me up pretty good. The other one that I could extract some worth from was my mother. Pre puberty that was ok. When I hit puberty I of course changed, and she made a scene of all that in front of the whole famlily. I don’t think of it much, but that probably also f~~~ed me up pretty good. It would take a long time before understanding that I was different. I have basically been sad my whole life, and the few moments of hapiness I have had always seemed to inspire others to f~~~ me over. Underdog. My dad has never stood up for me. Going through school was just a prolonged torture. I grew apathic. Love for music was the only thing that my father really passed on to me. I started playing in bands and studying music. The relief and fantasyworld of music started to turn into a job. But lack of social skills made all efforts futile. 1993 I participated in something that would change my life. I undertook an education in self awareness. It was like tearing away layers of a cocoon, like being freed of an anchor on the bottom of an ocean and rising to the surface to fill my lungs with air. I thought my problems were over. I thought people would start to like me, because I’ve been freed of personal problems. lol.
Love I have not had much. Sex was never a problem, but the psyche of women, wtf. Like the kids when I was young, I just thought women were stupid. That have saved me from a lot of trouble. But since my country, f~~~ing Sweden hails feminism, manginas and that all men should be apathic drones, all male friends has “sold me out”. No swedish man backs up another man. I didn’t use to see this as men vs women. MGTOW made me realise how men has completely sold out solidarity to feminism. LGBTQ is the explanation for everything in this country. If you have a problem, it’s best solved getting a c~~~ shoved up your ass. It can’t be that you see that Sweden and large parts of the world has a totally f~~~ed up view of the state of society. Perversion is politically correct and is the method of choice for shaming men, especially if you “have problems”. My last relationship ended 2004. We lived 600km apart and I asked her to move. She took this as I broke up with her, and she would basically never speak to me again. At the time I was in group therapy. Later I found out that the therapist, who was Greek also was gay. The years in that therapy was a crash course in shaming. A complete brainf~~~. For me feminism has always been plain stupid, and I just never gave it any thought. It was a shock to me that it would be offensive to be anti-feminist, but now I understand why people hate me. I can see so many instances that I “broke the rules” without even being aware of it.
After a long run of working overtime, constant arguing with female bosses, their shaming techniques, s~~~-tests and shunning from collegues, I was in 2009 diagnosed with depression, and later also with atypical autism. It took me 2 years to get back to having an income, because now society has that to shame me for also. Today I just don’t care about other people. I moved out of the city. It’s not like I hate women, it’s just that I won’t play their games. I better end the rant here for now.
Cheers
Gunslinger 4 years, 6 months ago.
