Karma Coming Full Circle

[ExpendableYouthParticipant 381]

Hello my friends,

Today has been one of the best days I can remember. There was a previous relations~~~ that I had been in which ended up pretty much how many of you describe. Well, let’s say it is what pretty much shifted me back to the Red Pill a few years ago.

Time has passed, but my mental scars will remain. I sometimes find myself alone and curious, so last night was no exception. For a minute there, I was on one of the Alternative Lifestyle websites. I had an account from years ago so I log in just to satisfy my lizard brain. (Which I know better now)

Upon 1 minute of joining, who do I see on the top list? My ex girlfriend, nonetheless. Fully nude, 70 pictures for everyone to see. Hey, what’s the problem brother, t~~~ are t~~~– right? No. LOL, I started to look at the dates when these pictures were made….2, 3, 4 years ago up till now.

Photos of her being locked in a dog cage (Which ironically, I set up for her dog IN MY HOUSE a year ago) naked was disturbing. The most disturbing part? I WAS NOT TAKING THE PICTURES…in my OWN house???? While I was at work, this s~~~ was going on. IN MY OWN HOUSE.

Pictures of her “weekend with friends” were anything but friends. That is of course, if you think lighting a firework IN YOUR ASS is what a friend does, and takes pictures? Talk about how she “needs daddy”, daddy was this 45 year old guy from how I understand it now– was on this website. Coming to terms, a few of her “friends” on this site actually came over to MY house. Oh, just friends….lololol. Talking about how daddy powdered you, then proceeded TO P~~~ ON YOU and then wash you? WHAT IN THE ACTUAL F~~~….I KNEW she had some dad issues but my god, she has pictures of her sucking a pacifier in BABY CLOTHES.

No WONDER I was told so long ago “I am sick of walking on eggshells when I am talking to you about what me and my friends might get into” LOL, no s~~~ guys!!!!!!!!!! Hahaha

I think the best part is where she blogs about her “adventures”. Now guys, the only reason I am writing this is to show you– YOU DO NOT KNOW WHO THEY REALLY ARE. I was seeing pictures of her being tortured by 3 different men, pictures of her clit for everyone to see, completely nude pics…..all made available public ally. We were dating when all of these “pictures” were uploaded, I was merely just a live-in simp. This double life, I had no clue was going on. Now it all makes sense to me. Finally, it all makes sense.

I NOW KNOW, I dodged such a bullet. For a long time, I was down on myself for what had happened. But now I see, and I can finally say it. This women was a whore, lived a double life and tried to manipulate me into someone I could never, nor ever want to be. No more “guessing”. I have the proof that I finally needed. Let me tell you guys, it is absolutely LIBERATING to get that monkey off my back. I now know MGTOW is the only way for me. I was so hard on myself, when in reality all that was happening was I WAS NOT LIVING UP TO SOMEONE ELSE’S EXPECTATIONS!!!! Do you see the problems here, brothers? NEVER AGAIN will I go down such a route.

Brothers, I couldn’t really ask for any other way to end my relaxation vacation than to have stumbled upon this news. I can’t even begin to explain to you how good I feel. At to think, I thought I was missing out? LOL, no….this one is BATS~~~ crazy. And to think, she is doing the exact same to the next man……LOL MGTOW BABY!!!!!!!!!!! I thank the lord I did not marry this person.

The karma? She is going to hit that wall fast. And rightfully so. She now wonders “Where all the good men have gone”. LOL. The man that was f~~~ing around in my relations~~~ also ended up having a heart attack about 5 months ago. As much as I hate to lay some shade on my fellow brothers, you shouldn’t have been f~~~ing around chief. Just another Chad, dime a dozen. Now it has come full circle, the people that had given me such a bad 2 years…now get theirs in one way or another. And the best part? I did not have to do anything, I SIMPLY WENT MY OWN WAY and let it HANDLE ITSELF!

Thank you all,
EY

[TaxGuyParticipant]

Just when I thought I’d read it all……….. Congratulations on the great day. I’m sure you had some days where you were seriously doubting your sanity if that s~~~ was going on around you. I’d say I’m never surprised by the depraved s~~~ some women will do. But you just surprised me.

Order the good wine

[ExpendableYouthParticipant 381]

In short, a weakness in the lizard brain actually yielded a positive effect. Something that will help me go forward and CONTINUE to MGTOW. Anytime I have a lapse in judgement, I will refer to this incident to remind myself
AWALT and that it just is not worth it.

I was very much doubting my sanity. I knew it was there, but I could not prove it– so I would never “assume”. But god damn, it took a year after and living on my own, but I did find my closure. What I saw on that website was not classy at all. And is disgusted me, knowing you were “in love” with me but doing all of this behind closed doors. Now I know, I was NOT crazy. And I am so thankful for this.

Since going my own way, I feel so much stress being lifted. I do what I want, when I want. I can’t put it into words, I’m finally at home with who I am. Right now I’m unshaven, eating pizza and watching youtube videos. A pin can drop in my house, it is so quiet. There is nobody nagging me, or telling me my PERSONALITY SHORTCOMINGS (That’s always fun, right guys?) Talk about a catch 22. People may think “I hate women”, let them think that. I just know better now, I have THIRTY YEARS OF DATA……the data doesn’t lie brothers.

Out of respect (Although she deserves none), I won’t do anything with this material. I am not a scumbag, and I think being MGTOW means this kind of stuff doesn’t need to be put into your head anymore. But damn, if you ever f~~~ed with me again, I got you bitch lol. I would love to exploit this person, but that isn’t very MGTOW-ish. Better just to tell this to my brothers and let it go and continue onto my path. Just wanted to share with you all something I know somne of you can relate.

When in doubt, MGTOW.

[Mr. SpockParticipant 10907]

Congratulations on your liberation and for being a stand up guy and NOT sharing those photos. No need to stoop to a woman’s level.

Feminism isn't about equality with men, it's about leverage over men.

[ExpendableYouthParticipant 381]

No way, I saw all I needed to see.

Now that I have zero respect for her, nothingot left to do but MGTOW

[Blue SkiesParticipant 15665]

ExpendableYouth wrote:

The karma? She is going to hit that wall fast. And rightfully so. She now wonders “Where all the good men have gone”. LOL

thanks for sharing your story, Speaking of The Wall…..it sounds like she’ll join this thread soon.
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Pictures of hitting the wall

MGTOW is not a movement, it is a way of life.

[ExpendableYouthParticipant 381]

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Oh she will get there. Man, everything is better today. The air tastes better, the sun is shining more. I’ve become comfortably numb!

And now I will always remember– you have to trust YOUR GUT. Your gut does not lie. I knew it all along, I KNEW IT guys. Now, it doesn’t change the fact she still left me and put me down to all of our friends. But, after seeing this website….lol, why the f~~~ should I EVER care?

Then again, she might want me to pee on her sometime. Then “get baby a bath and put me in a diaper”. Or maybe I could tie her down and put pins into her vag………..judging by the pictures that “gets her off”. WHAT. IN. THE. ACTUAL. F~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FREEDOM—-Defined. Attained. Now back to going my own way, and AWAY from people like I described in the post. And I know guys, some of you might be like “what does it matter?”. You are right, nothing against people living out their “fantasies”….but you don’t do it when you are in a long term relationship. That is called cheating. Man or women, that is the lowest of the low. Fact of the matter if you need to create a “second life”, you are RUNNING from something. The daddy issues I knew about, but my god…not at this level. LOL

[Anonymous 43]

I had to read the original post a couple times.
omg yer ex outbats~~~crazyed mine by a whole nuther magnitude

[Anonymous 0]

Wow! Truth is sure stranger than fiction! I am glad it worked out for you in the long run, and only strengthened your resolve. Keep up the good fight, doing right by you and you alone.

[HitmanParticipant]

so glad you made it here man..
i believe it.
nothing surprises me with what women will do..
i posted about an ex who taught her cat to lick her clit.
i had another who wanted to DRINK MY BLOOD .
she wanted to use a syringe to draw my f~~~ing blood to drink !!!
i had another into the “baby ” fetish thing..
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so i understand..
glad you escaped the crazy c~~~ !

[AragornParticipant 277]

If you sit by the river long enough, you will see the body of your enemy float by.

If you change the rules on what controls you, you will change the rules on what you can control

[GnosticParticipant 2491]

This is some serious s~~~.

If you are still with her she may regreat her sexual exploits one day and get you in prision for domestic violence. Doesn’t matter if you don’t do it.

Congratualation for dodging a bullet.

There is no magic in MGTOW, just recognition of the truth and logical decision how to avoid dangers. The red pill is but the truth, it is no magical potion. Do not think in this modern world men have no longer have natural enemies, men are prey to women and government.

[Anonymous 11]

I’m very happy you made it out of that royal mess man. Stories like this indicate it would be wise to have a hidden camera deployed just to keep an eye on things while you’re gone. That was full bore bats~~~ crazy.

But we trust our wittle princesses do we not there blue pillers?

The depravity of the bulk of modern women is beyond measure. My #1 rule is no women are allowed into my domicile. Many are thieves. The only exceptions are one long term trusted friend and family.

[AntipathyParticipant 4901]

It’s strange how, what everyone told us was just a bad apple, really is the entire apple tree.

Everytime one of us ended up with one of these whores, we believed what the gynocentric world told us, that we just got a bad one, and there are other perfect snowflakes out there just waiting to be discovered !

Then we found MGTOW and learned the truth. This is female nature, they do whatever they can get away with, and it’s not just one here or there, this is what is in their nature.

[Freeman_KParticipant 3524]

Thank you for your story, most of us can only dream of watching how karmic debts are served to bitches from our past.

That said, your story is seriously f~~~ed, she was doing this in your house !?. Damn… Seriously, bullet dodget. I know a similar and more extreme event because it also involves dead people, which is probably just a progression for that level of madness. So this story i know, this chick, … changed her gender to male, and she was a doctor for some really powerfull people. One day her troop of dogs almost kills random guy on street, nothing happens because she is connected as you can be, president of country type of connected. But then one day all makes sense why dogs were aggro, she is found dead with a strap on dildo – turns out she was f~~~ing her dogs in a garage and dogs f~~~ing killed her one day… True story, was a major issue but only after attempted cover up by government.

The choices we make, not the chances we take, determine our destiny

[ExpendableYouthParticipant 381]

And guys I may be getting a little backlash from this. But I will be 100 percent, I did need to go to therapy after this stuff happened. I have no shame in saying this anymore.

My therapist labeled it PTSD, and kept harping on emotional trauma issues. I went about 8 times through 4-5 months (Expensive at 150 a pop). I stopped going once I started to see less results (And when they began to keep suggesting taking medicine that will make me a zombie). Ironically, this is when I began going to this website. Free therapy, I was throwing 150 a pop when I can go get the best advice through this website….go figure. The best part of therapy was being suggested “Maybe you are attracting the wrong people. People of this nature seem to be orbiting around you, you have to know when to stop the orbit and worry about yourself and your own well being”. That resonated with me, you are who you surround yourself with.

I have no shame in admitting I needed some help through a professional. It was depressing to admit at first, but the best thing a man can do is admit he has a problem. Own your life guys. Now needless to say, this “situation” wasn’t the end-all-say-all. I had decades of abuse, but this one triggered EVERYTHING over the last 20 years– full circle. It got to the point where if I closed my eyes, I would actually see all the events that have happened to me. This is when I began to see I had a problem inside my mind.

Thanks for any replies, I know it might sound I was being a little…..non-MGTOW. I hope you all understand, that is not whiny…that is pain guys. Pain that hurts my heart to the point where I had to hold it to stop it. Pain that I no longer hold on my shoulders, the weight of 500 pounds has been lifted now that I FINALLY found the truth.

I woke up today, with zero thoughts of regret. I finally see things the way they are. I always in the back of my head knew something was not right. It all adds up now, the last 2 years or so completely makes sense to me now. And my god, I have my life back now. And I go my own way now. I had to cut out a lot of people in my life over the last 2-3 years. All I have left in this house is my cat and I. And that’s the way I need it, because that’s the way I can ease my mind.

It could be worse, my friends. I’ve only lost about 10k in the last year with all of this (extra rent, paying her to move out– remember we had shared lease, I just gave her her share back which was 1,500 dollars, bills, etc). Sure, it set me back about 2-3 years. But it is BETTER THAN BEING SET BACK 30!!!!!!

Thank you all for helping me, thank you all for posting on this forum. I cannot begin to tell you how you guys helped me see the light, through your OWN stories. What I type is what really happened, I have no need to “fabricate”. Sometimes, I really wish I was making all this up– then I wouldn’t have such a difficult time trusting people. But, this is reality…this is how my life has gone when I involved myself with women.

It’s funny though guys. If you never met me, you’d have no idea what has happened. I am very good at keeping things to myself, I am an introvert. I go to work everyday, I am friendly on my routes. But now I just don’t talk to women other than “Hello”. That’s about as much as I ever want to engage anymore. Their loss, not mine. I get the “Honey, who hurt you so bad” crap all the time, and the “Oh, you’ll find a good one!”. LOL, I just laugh. Now I know better, and the secret life is REAL. I could not believe it, as something or this magnitude never happened in my life (S~~~ man, my friends cant even believe it). But I do take relief in knowing I did not marry this person, nor have children with her. Boy, it could ALWAYS be worse. I count my stars that I did not take the trip MANY of you have. With time the pain vanishes, but 18 years of child support would have sent me over the edge!!!!!

I do not wish that person harm. In reality, that girl did me a favor. She saved me from making another mistake. For that, I will be grateful…..as f~~~ed as it sounds. It all makes sense now, what do you care about a 3-4 year relationship if you have 5-10 guys who are messaging you wanting to f~~~ you? A chad, waiting in the corner. Not just one Chad. 10 chads. That isn’t my kind of style. With competition like that, every move you make is a step into the coffin. It’s the truth, why even play this game anymore? It’s STACKED AGAINST YOU!

On a side note guys– I did know this all along….IT was in the back of my head. I just never had ironclad proof. When she began getting things sent to her in the mail, I wondered. When I was told it was from her family or friends, I figured “Why would someone lie about that, no big deal…cool”. I made the mistake of “trusting who you love” Then once I found her “alias” (She actually uses an Alias, told me it was her GRANDMOTHER’S NAME…lolol) on that website. It all became clear to me. 3-4 years of material, right in front of me. Reading her blogs I noticed she was not talking about me. She was detailing her breakup “FROM HER DADDY”….at the same time we had broken up. LOL, no wonder she didn’t care and I was sent to therapy. WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE if another Chad is there in waiting????? I seriously considered a home video camera, but I never wanted to go that far– in hindsight, I wish I did– I would have caught this s~~~ IN THE ACT.

Cheers! Thanks for reading, I hope my story can help you avoid making a mistake like I did. My pain will not be in vain if I can aid my fellow man into not falling for this bulls~~~ anymore. And that is what I can give to you, my friends– advice on a first-hand experience. None of this would have bothered me if the fact didn’t remain this is not some girl I met just a few years ago…this was someone I had known for almost SEVENTEEN YEARS. LOL, and it was all an ILLUSION. Well, won’t be falling for that oasis anymore!

This is what I would call a conclusion. This posts I made stems back from my introduction post. This book is now shut, the chapter completed. I will live my life how I always wanted– away from people like this. I don’t know about you, but sticking pins into my lover’s vagina isn’t really a turn on for me. LOL

[ExpendableYouthParticipant 381]

Gnostic wrote:

This is some serious s~~~.

If you are still with her she may regreat her sexual exploits one day and get you in prision for domestic violence. Doesn’t matter if you don’t do it.

Congratualation for dodging a bullet.

No no, not “still with her”. She left around Feb/March. She moved in with “daddy”, whoever that is now. I have not contacted her, got rid of everything in the house. But unfortunately it is a small world and we shared many friends. Needless to say, none of those friends are mine anymore. I am now referred to as “pathetic”, “creeper”, “damaged”, “broken”…..lol. I just shrug it off and don’t fuel the fire and retaliate. I laugh now and remember it went from “The most amazing man I’ve ever met” to those insults. Such is life, you know? I know the truth, have the proof…..you can believe the “hearsay” all you want. I know what happened, and that gives me peace of mind.

I will never use it against anyone (other than make a post here, anonymously) and continue going my own way. I will never stoop to that level, it is beneath me. Besides….fighting fire with fire isn’t the best plan of attack. Eventually, the fire loses its flame and extinguishes itself.

[Anonymous 14]

ExpendableYouth wrote:

Photos of her being locked in a dog cage (Which ironically, I set up for her dog IN MY HOUSE a year ago) naked was disturbing. The most disturbing part? I WAS NOT TAKING THE PICTURES…in my OWN house???? While I was at work, this s~~~ was going on. IN MY OWN HOUSE.

Can any of us even begin to fathom the stories the dog could probably tell about her?

[ExpendableYouthParticipant 381]

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[Chaff/FlareParticipant 3235]

ExpendableYouth wrote:

That is of course, if you think lighting a firework IN YOUR ASS is what a friend does, and takes pictures?

Dude, its actually really hard to find patriotic women.

When you find yourself in the majority, it's time to reflect.

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