Introduction

[DiogenesParticipant 373]

My story and how I found the red pill.
–Was a super motivated student in college. No girls. No time for them. Got a disappointing non-acceptance into post-grad studies and went three-sheets-to-the wind afterwards.

–Met a chic in a bar who was from a rich but dysfunctional family. Had a very good 2 year affair (we were good together) with her until her parents divorced and her mother called her home to attend to the mother’s emotional needs. She moved back, took up in a kind of arranged marriage with a rich guy from HS who was in the navy during our affair. I was committed to her and it damaged me emotionally. I went to visit a couple of times. I knew she was screwing him but thought – “ Oh well, she’s just lonely and under a lot of stress, so it’s OK.” She’ll come back to me. She wound up getting pregnant. Not my kid they all said. So, I let it all go emotionally … whatever, I was about to graduate with my life ahead. Down the road for me. But she got an abortion shortly after that and wrote me about. Suddenly it became my kid after all. That was an emotional devastation like I had never experienced. It took me a very long time to get over it, even though in my being I knew it was not my kid, but the pure evil of it…

–Next serious chic was during grad school. If you have ever known anybody that was possessed, you will know what that was like. Physically beautiful girl, but an absolute monster, who I brought to move in with me because some drug addicts had broken into her apartment and I wanted to protect her from that. Blue pill and white knight on steroids. All I will say about it is the madness got so extreme with her that I knew the house was infested with demons. I did not say a word to her about it during one of the worse moments. I started opening all the kitchen cabinets as a means of getting the demons out in the open. Remember, I didn’t say a word to her about it. She said to me, “It doesn’t matter. That won’t get them out.” That was a nightmare I was lucky to escape and I eventually got her out of there. Her threats after that were so credible, when I took a bath it was with a baseball bat next to the tub.

–But all of that is just prologue. I went semi-MGTOW for several years. My intention was to not date any girl until I found the one I would marry. That got me along until I met and married wifey and had 4 kids with her. I spent 17 years of madness with her also and almost went insane until I found the red pill on the bpdfamily site (https://bpdfamily.com/). Anybody around here who has been in a relationship with a crazy, violent, ultra-destructive female should visit that site and get red pilled. I’m not going to take the time and space to lay out all of that history. I will just say this – when you’re in an intimate relationship with a Borderline Person – you have one of two choices. Either you go mad and lose your entire self-identity or you find a red pill which helps you find your hard way back. By God’s grace, I found my way back and I am now a MGHOW, which is the right thing for me.

[Anonymous 43]

Welcome amigo.

Glad you rolled out of the s~~~ vortex. It’s 3:18 am Eastern. Always a good time meeting a fellow survivor of a woman with BPD. I just woke up screaming and thrashing thinking my c~~~ was coming at me with a knife, again.

[joetechParticipant]

Jesus May. I’m glad I’m not the only one up at this hour. Diogenes, your story about your wife sounds a lot like my relations~~~ with my ex girlfriend, minus the four kids. Welcome to the club. Now that you have a marriage and a divorce under your belt, I hope you’re cured of THAT mental illness. Now you can get on with practicing your “toxic masculinity” in peace. Enjoy, brother!

"Don't follow in my footsteps...I stepped in something."

[AttonParticipant]

That sounds like a hell of a ride.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[Modern Day WarriorParticipant 499]

Diogenes wrote:

Physically beautiful girl, but an absolute monster

In my experience there is a direct correlation between hotness and psychosis in women. Probably because hot chicks can get away with more, but that’s only because men let them.

"One must put up barriers to keep oneself intact." - Neil Peart

[Anonymous 5]

Welcome brother, I know you’ll enjoy sharing your Blue Pill hell
As you know, you’ll get blank looks when you quote your experience as an excuse not to get involved with women again.
They all try the “One size fits all” response of “Not all women are like that”

[MonkParticipant 16988]

So many men would have been saved so much pain if only they had stopped thinking with their dicks and their hearts, and started thinking with their heads.

When I was in my 20’s, I took up with a girl. She was keen on marriage etc. But having seen my fathers bad experience, I was cautious, so I asked around.

A flake.

Eject! Eject! Eject!

Fundamental rule: Never put your dick in crazy.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Welcome to sanctuary.
It’s safe in here men. Grab a chair, beer is cold. I don’t drink but I reach one out for you.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[bladeParticipant]

Welcome bro . Enjoy the forums

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[GregB0Participant]

Welcome and thank you for sharing, hopefully you will receive as much from the forum as we will surly get from you.

​"​My father didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it.​" - Clarence Buddinton Kelland

[Doc HollidayParticipant 168]

Welcome, this is a good place.

MAGA

[DiogenesParticipant 373]

Thanks for the welcome, men. I’m glad to join you. I rarely post anything on the web any more, but I’ll try to contribute to the conversations when I think I can add something useful.

[Anonymous 18]

Warm welcome to you sir.

Women have destroyed many good men’s lives.

And they are doing to to countless others as more and more men are waking up.

[Anonymous 3]

Wow!! You have been through some very real Blue Pill hell. Glad you made it out. Welcome.
My experience is the hottest women are the sickest, except for the feminazies who have hit the wall & nobody wants to bother with them. They scream for attention the loudest.
Again,Welcome. Thank you for your intro. This is a safe place & a place to heal. Your among friends. MGTOW

[MagpulParticipant 59]

17 years with a Borderline? Man, I can’t imagine. I spent 3.5 months with a BPD chick, physically beautiful, best looking girl I have ever been with and her ass was amazing. 3 months later I’m finally starting to get back to my old self again before I got into that hell hole of a relationship. She love bombed me endlessly and would talk like a little girl; her feminine traits were like a drug. But the devil inhabited that girl’s soul. Probably why she was so religious because she felt the need to purge herself of all of her demons and the terrible way she would treat people.

Glad you got out of that, those women are only chaos and destruction and they want nothing more than to cause emotional turmoil in the grandest scale, they get off on it and have no emotion towards their prey whatsoever.

[LEO THE WISEParticipant 249]

Hell was blue for you.
Heaven will be red colored, things are a bit twisted in this world. Turned upside down.

Going against the masses may be the right path…Sheeples are all jumping from the cliff.

Being a young MGTOW is great, wish you the best.

Leo the wise : Giving to all men their needed uprise My MGTOW YOUTUBE channel, first vid : https://youtu.be/Xt-tJgVUGuI

[FrostByteParticipant 19005]

Welcome Leo

If you rescue a damsel in distress, all you will get is a distressed damsel.

[DiogenesParticipant 373]

Leo, count yourself lucky (or wise) that you didn’t get trapped by an unplanned pregnancy with your BPD. I did and that is how it all began.

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