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    Loner
    Loner
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    Hello
    Its been a year since I stopped trying to get a girlfriend. Its been a year since I found mgtow. Man talking about things that I have experienced as if they were there. Man prophesizing things that was going to happen and later I realized they were true. Man of wisdom, who showed me I didnt know s~~~. All my desires, or at least what I thought it was, built on a lie. Study, become a good engineer, make lots of money, get a good girl, marry, reproduce… But there was no good girl. There was no one I could lean for support. There was no one who would be there for me even if I hit rock bottom. Mgtow also talked about redpill rage, but I did not feel any rage. It just shattered something inside me. I guess I wasnt strong enough at the time. Now after months of depression, after failing everything I was supposed to do, after seeing that I never knew how things actually worked I finally saw myself. Broken husk, empty of meaning and joy. For a long time I have been lurking these forums and watching mgtow youtubers. Thank you all brothers, thanks to you I now see myself again. I see that I never made any meaningful choices in my life, they were all chosen for me because I let them. After a year of self hating I have found myself. Now I know what I want to do. Since childhood I wanted to be a game developer but abandoned that because of family pressures. Now I am learning code, working on my little game. I do not know what awaits me but I will walk my own path, Alone.

    Sorry for my rambling I guess I needed to get it off my chest and again Thank you, strangers who helped me more than people I called friends

    #235362
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    Anonymous
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    Welcome! I can understand what you feel, have been through something like that.

    Just keep going, your sex drive reduces over time, and wont make you feel bad. until them, look up some cute porn stars on the net.

    #235406
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    Blue Skies
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    welcome pal. Code is a great skill to develop.
    enjoy the website and the forums
    i’m glad you found the path to freedom
    cheers

    MGTOW is not a movement, it is a way of life.

    #235429
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    RoyDal
    RoyDal
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    Welcome! I look forward to the day that you announce the launch of your game!

    Don’t think to much.

    Sobriety may be unpleasant, but you will never ever achieve anything worthwhile drunk.

    “Hey, Billy-Bob hold my beer and watch this.”
    — His last words inscribed on his headstone.

    Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

    #235510
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    K
    Hitman
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    welcome !
    freedom is yours now..
    and onion soup is f~~~ing amazing when it’s done right !
    i can’t write a lick of code,
    but i make one mean bowl of onion soup..Hahaha!!!
    LONER , you are in good company now brother !
    CHEERS !

    #235732
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    Hellraider
    hellraider
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    wellcome, brother.

    #235799
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    Badger
    Badger
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    Welcome. Hang in there as best you can until things improve.

    #236168
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    Killmandrill
    Killmandrill
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    Welcome Loner, you may find the wish-granter here πŸ˜‰

    Ah, women. They make the highs higher and the lows more frequent. Friedrich Nietzsche

    #236307
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    Nomadg
    Nomadg
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    Welcome. As you shall find life is good. Very good.

    It's never to late to be what you might have been...

    #237540
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    Xlrsnbrg
    xlrsnbrg
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    Welcome. Nice intro. I hope you succeed in your projects and, most importantly, have fun. And always remember that you should put yourself first, and everything you do yo should do for yourself. Not for a woman. Women will never make you happy, they only care about themselves.

    A man shouldn't make his life's objective to be on the side of the majority, but to avoid finding himself in the ranks of the insane. (Marcus Aurelius)

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    Stereotype
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    Welcome Loner, and believe me, it gets better. Matter of fact, you are poised perfectly for life to improve. You’ve been at rock bottom for a while. You have seen the potential of a good life. You’ve taken the first step towards it by coding your game. Take the second step, and then the third. The steps will start taking themselves after just a short time. πŸ™‚

    Like so many of us here, I think you’ll find that when you take control of your life, your time, your work and yourself, you will wonder why you ever thought differently before. Once the lie of marriage and family no longer holds you in its visegrip, you see that the power of living a good life is YOURS. It’s no harder than choosing it.

    You have made a wise choice, Grasshopper. It’ll never be time for you to leave. πŸ™‚

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    Atton
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    The numbers just seem to keep growing, welcome.

    A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

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    Rhino
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    Great story and welcome. You are already doing stuff you like and that will help you move toward your goals and keep your mind focused and away from your hurt feelings. If you build it they will come, I look forward to you making your dreams come true best of luck brother.

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