I'm OK.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

I read every post written and was more than overwhelmed by the number, far too many for me to give individual replies. I guess I raised a stink. There were varying degrees of understanding, opinions and some good points I will look at again. Even those I seen as as-wholes still cared enough to respond and I even met some MGTOW’s I never seen before.

What was my motive for writing “Goodbye”? What I said when I wrote it. I had much to deal with and MGTOW had good reason to get tired of my dreaded “Three days after Christmas”. So my Dachshund and I spent “Oscar Day” (December 25th, he got many gifts) with Two Time Winner. I made a weeks worth of Neapolitan Lasagna we enjoyed and went home. I slept and meditated for most of the 26th-28th but it was far better then contemplating my final decision, like a year ago. I didn’t know how to face it so in some ways, I didn’t. I shut down the computer between my ears to re-boot it. This computer suffered from the vagina virus and it’s a really nasty virus but other pains of my past returned as well. I remain a MGTOW Monk and already swore that would never change but something has changed:

I want to live and thrive and next year is when I start. No more whining like a bitch because I know how strong I am. I have also tried to help others in MGTOW like Nerd but I could not reach my potential until I faced these three days. They were not near as bad as I thought and slamming huge amounts of hard liquor didn’t help me last year. I was facing more than I could take and broke down. No more. I am not saying next year will be rainbows, unicorns or I will be wealthy. At least I know I can make it and that is better than what I faced in 2017.

Recovery takes more time for some than others and some never will, I’m not sure if my dad ever did after 35 years. It took both of us two marriages to figure out it was a lost cause. It’s what we were raised with, isn’t it?: “Grow up, make a buck, get married, have kids. If you don’t, you are a failure!” It’s the same crap that makes us failures. My dad had two kids to keep him going, I had a dachshund but I also had MGTOW. So I might whine again when Oscar dies but hopefully, that will at least give me a few years before I do. My neighbors have already learned that if you mess with Oscar, I have nothing left to lose and will kill in his defense if I must.

By the way, my little buddy could be held by more gorgeous college girls in one night than any of you could get in a lifetime and would kiss every one of them. He is cuter than most Dachshunds and they don’t call them “Weiner Dogs” for nothing, Oscar is a magnet. It might cost me my job so… care to make a VERY BIG BET? He is the ultimate little Chad where I live. Let’s just say this is “Hound Dog Country” and Dachshunds are German hounds. As a monk, it’s not about me. It’s just about being held and kissed by gorgeous girls and nothing more. Think you can match Oscar? Bring in on!

[Anonymous 43]

You bet your sweet ass you are strong Sparky. You are stronger than anything that bitch can serve up. She is nothing. Laugh at her pitiful attempts to take you down.

Don’t you ever give up you hillbilly! Fight the s~~~ that drags you down. Fight for every cc of air in your lungs!

You fight the demons, and send them back to hell
you are stronger than the s~~~ swirling around your ankles.
Do not let other people define your success.

other people defining your success is a failure. How many men on this site were ruining their lives based on someone elses definition of success?

Stay in touch with us brother. Keep talking through the bulls~~~.

You are not a failure. You are one of the strongest men I have ever met. Knowing you makes me stronger.

[Anonymous 43]

Sparky, join me on Zoom, I sent you the link.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Welcome back fellow alien.

That sounds good, live thrive and enjoy the little things.

NFG about anything else. My greetings to oscar.

What did I said? If he doesn’t blow his head off, he will be like new.

Ohhh sparky trust me, every year it gets better and better. Life get simpler, more enjoyable, money grows and the peace… ohh the peace.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[Anonymous 42]

I told you Sparky would return, didn’t I? Good to see ya Spark!

Oscar has some real competition with my 3 lb. cuddlemuffin Master Chewbacca Fukushima!

Women can’t resist!

That’s why I don’t take him out in public, I don’t want or need the attention!

The them cuddlehug a porcupine for all I care!

[AstroParticipant 2045]

I will be there.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Anonymous wrote:

I told you Sparky would return, didn’t I? Good to see ya Spark!

Thank you most of all. When many did not understand what I said, you did. You are a wise man.

[SuggestiusParticipant 3312]

If your destiny is being swallowed up by some vagina, you will not avoid that. But I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed for you.

Just yesterday I had been riding the intercity bus and saw many young and attractive students. I was watching those gals for two hours, reasoning about women, finding them absolutely alike. Different ages, the same behavior.

Look at a woman as if she is a teen. Would you like to have something in common with a teen? You decide.

Happiness for all and let no one be forgotten ("Roadside picnic", Arkady and Boris Strugatsky)

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Anonymous wrote:

You bet your sweet ass you are strong Sparky. You are stronger than anything that bitch can serve up. She is nothing. Laugh at her pitiful attempts to take you down.
Don’t you ever give up you hillbilly! Fight the s~~~ that drags you down. Fight for every cc of air in your lungs! You fight the demons, and send them back to hell you are stronger than the s~~~ swirling around your ankles. Do not let other people define your success. Other people defining your success is a failure. How many men on this site were ruining their lives based on someone elses definition of success?

You are correct and we hillbillies have the will to fight when we must. I have even told other MGTOW’s when to f-ck off and will do so again. I faced my demon in a way and I won’t say we are done but at least I made him back off.

[Anonymous 43]

Kick the demon in the b~~~~, ear slap the f~~~er and make him cry for his momma!

You have already defeated the demon by identifying it, use the rational processes to deal with it. You are a man, capable of things you thought impossible. Reach for the solution my friend. You already know what it is.

Identify the problem, seek the solution, develop a plan to complete, gather the tools and resources and execute.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

I never seen you before but looked you up and know you did your time. My job is driving the hottest college girls you have ever seen while they were drunk, a simps paradise. I have also seen what they are with their words as a driver is invisible. They are the most attractive monsters you will ever see. Most college boys are afraid of them and for good reason.

[AstroParticipant 2045]

Suggestius wrote:

If your destiny is being swallowed up by some vagina, you will not avoid that. But I’ll be keeping my fingers crossed for you.
Just yesterday I had been riding the intercity bus and saw many young and attractive students. I was watching those gals for two hours, reasoning about women, finding them absolutely alike. Different ages, the same behavior.
Look at a woman as if she is a teen. Would you like to have something in common with a teen? You decide.

I never seen you before but looked you up and know you did your time. My job is driving the hottest college girls you have ever seen while they were drunk, a simps paradise. I have also seen what they are with their words as a driver is invisible. They are the most attractive monsters you will ever see. Most college boys are afraid of them and for good reason.

[Anonymous 11]

Sparky, it’s great to see your words….

[MonkParticipant 17143]

Astro wrote:

My job is driving the hottest college girls you have ever seen while they were drunk, a simps paradise. I have also seen what they are with their words as a driver is invisible.

An old friend of mine, now dead, worked for a while as a cab driver. He said the same.

They treated him like he didn’t exist and were amazingly indiscreet. His verdict: ‘utter trash’.

[Solo MAN’S WisdomParticipant]

Welcome back, Sparky.

When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

[Anonymous 12]

Good.
Welcome back on the Road.

[Heave-Ho MgtowParticipant 1797]

The path for going your own way has opened up for you. You may trip once or twice along the way, but keep your goals in mind and you’ll be fine.

skip the cavernous vag and go your own way

[Anonymous 54]

Your late.

[Anonymous 54]

Astro wrote:

I could not reach my potential until I faced these three days. They were not near as bad as I thought

So did you paint a darker picture than nessesary by calling them The Three Days In Hell?

My point being , you can punish yourself unessisarily by painting things darker than their reality.

Glad your back.

[Anonymous 54]

Now pay up. I won the f~~~ing bet.
Hahhaha

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