I'm an unashamed MGTOW.

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  • #655106
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    Trailboss
    Trailboss
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    What’s up Bro’s? Glad as s~~~ to be here! Been lurking for a long time! I have seen other sites, other MGTOW flavored sites…but this one is the best! I have never, ever opened up and paid to be a member of any other site: This one is the real deal and I am happy to land here! For some back story: I am 52, currently work in the I.T. field for a major NJ medical company. Before that: I am a former Navy Hospital Corpsman for the FMF. Done my time in the s~~~, got a prosthetic leg, nothing slows me down. Except….her. I have had several of “Her”. Married 2 of “Her”…almost married a third of “Her”! That part can be, and is, summarized in my intro. I have f~~~ed up bro’s! Just like many of you! I bought into the idea of the American Dream! Fought for it bro’s! Almost died for it! But…In the end…Just lost a leg for it. And maybe…some humanity? No big deal. Small price to pay! Like many of you, in the course of pursuing happiness…and the American Dream…I thought, in the pursuit of that, in the obtaining of and the conquest of, the American Dream, we could find the…”love of my life”. In essence, “The love of OUR lives”. Sad to learn…after all the effort, after all the bulls~~~…after all the pain…and the missing limbs and death…”The love of my/our lives” doesn’t exist. It’s been stolen. That’s the problem, as I see it. Stolen by…I don’t quite know what….evolution? The assholes and weaklings that were supposed to be weeded out by Natural Selection…they “survive”…by law and politics. They weren’t supposed to! The weak and the stupid and the useless…were supposed to, and would otherwise HAVE BEEN…if we were not victims of our own success…weeded OUT! Perhaps myself included! But…That is neither here nor there. I am here, therefore I AM! I am…I am drunk, and rambling, and struggling to introduce myself to a community of what seem to be some very like minded individuals. Men. I want the Men who inhabit this place to know and understand that as a new member, another man, I appreciate this oasis in the desert of humanity! I have taken the “red pill” and swallowed it DEEP! Despite the fact that I may have weak moments and consider the possibility of the existence of a “Unicorn”…or a “NAWALT” (Don’t laugh! I KNOW guys who have that!)….Deep down…I have possibilities but…I do know that even if I make an attempt…If I try to make it work with ANY of them…Just like the others…it will be BEAUTIFUL….at first! It will be BEAUTIFUL…for a while! We will be hitting each other off at EVERY f~~~ing chance! Sucking, f~~~ing, licking, working each other over in every dirty, sexy, “meaningful” physical way! Her tempting and teasing and playing me out in every conceivable way a woman can please a man! But…The law of averages suggests it won’t last. These folks I speak of, who seemingly have “that”…? It won’t last. It hasn’t for several. Someone said “A smart man learns from his mistakes…a Wise man learns from others mistakes”. True loving relationships ARE the Unicorn! And the Unicorn is, as it has always been, UNOBTAINABLE! I think because we are at peace! We have been at peace for far too long! Mankind is a warlike creature! We have been, down through the ages, at WAR far more then we have been at PEACE! In war…all we seek is peace. In Peace…all we seek is war! And if there is no war…well…we create it: in our own minds. But the end result is the same: We are at war! We will always be at war! Even with ourselves, if need be! What I guess I am saying is, in closing, is that without a “hot war”, we will always have a “cold war”…even if it’s between the 2 sexes…If that is all there is left. War is the best, and worst, thing to ever happen to humanity.

    Ok…tell me to stop drinking now…..lol. Nice to meet you all!

    An educated, armed populace cannot be enslaved.

    #655108
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    Weirdest intro I’ve ever read. Curious to know what you’re like sober.

    Welcome to the forums.

    Women are better at multitasking? Fucking up several things at once is not multitasking.

    #655113
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    K
    Hitman
    Participant

    welcome .
    glad you found us.
    i never drink before 9 p.m.
    thank GOD it just passed 9……
    Hahaha!!!!
    enjoy the site man.

    #655114
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    Anonymous
    6

    Wassup fool!!

    #655115
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    Trailboss
    Trailboss
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    Haha…sorry…just know I needed to post an intro…didnt mean to bore/offend/tick off anyone…not really drunk: just relaxed!

    An educated, armed populace cannot be enslaved.

    #655118
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    Trailboss
    Trailboss
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    How the hell do you chat here? Hook a brother up! Why is it broken…?

    An educated, armed populace cannot be enslaved.

    #655120
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    K
    Hitman
    Participant

    your doing fine.
    actual chat like talking live is weekends and you have to get invited..
    give it some time.
    gotta stick around a while,
    earn trust..

    #655126
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    Blade
    blade
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    I f~~~in love this guy i can see good value commin .

    Hey welcome bro . You dont sound like a pussy .

    EVERY f~~~ing chance! Sucking, f~~~ing, licking, working each other over in every dirty, sexy, “meaningful” physical way!

    lol bro i think you will like my threads .

    Party on bro .

    Welcome to ya new family bro

    THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

    #655146
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    K
    Hitman
    Participant

    great vid clip blade.
    i dig that one.

    #655157
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    Anonymous
    43

    welcome amigo

    #655160
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    Blade
    blade
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    great vid clip blade.
    i dig that one.

    Here is one for tunas

    2:10

    THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

    #655187
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    Randall
    Randall
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    Glad to meet you brother. You might have been drinking when you wrote this but your words written rang very true.

    #655200
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    Chase Pesos
    Chase Pesos
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    Thank you for your service bro.

    The fact you can be whimsical about your tribulations gives me needed strength.

    Chase a check, never chase a chick...

    #655208
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    I_see_broken_clocks
    I_see_broken_clocks
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    FMF huh? You crazy bastard. Welcome ship mate. Hooya

    #655269
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    How the hell do you chat here? Hook a brother up! Why is it broken…?

    This reminds me of someone.

    Women are better at multitasking? Fucking up several things at once is not multitasking.

    #655276
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    Anonymous
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    Corpsman are the best! Welcome!

    #655344
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    Sandals
    Sandals
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    Welcome Brother. Thanks for sharing, and remember, All Women Are Like That (AWALT).

    By the way, is this how you say Corpsman?

    #655604
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    Trailboss
    Trailboss
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    Morning Men! Thanks for the welcome and kind words! I was kinda bumming last night and may have twisted the sentiment I was projecting but…I think it sums it up. Just got out of a 3 year relations~~~ that I very honestly believed was the “one”. With the one woman I thought would NEVER, EVER betray me or let me down! I mean…well, most of you have been there right? I BELIEVED it! And it didn’t come with a whimper…it came with a BANG! A nuclear blast with no notice! One friday night, back in August, things were fine: We did the usual after I came home from work. She made dinner, we had a few drinks, watched some Longmire on Netflix, went to bed. I wake up first, usually. Got up, put my prosthetic on, put her coffee on and went out for a smoke on the back deck (her house). A bit later, I see light go on in bathroom window facing back yard so I know she is up. Coffee pot beeps when it’s done and that usually gets her outta bed. I’m checking the news on my phone as I usually do and she comes out and sits next to me. Beautiful woman I have to say. I have always thought that about her, even though she doesn’t believe she is. That was part of her beauty…Anyway, we do our “Good Mornings” and she leans over and I kiss her on the side of her face thinking “It’s a nice morning and I’m damn glad to be here with her”. She is quiet and sipping her coffee (never touch the stuff myself). I say a few words and she isn’t really responding as usual and I wonder what’s up, in the back of my head. We have been here before, you know? There were times when she seemed down and I couldn’t always figure it out right away, but I could (and did) always make her laugh! That seemed to be the prescription in the past, so I did it again, that morning, those months ago. There was some stupid s~~~ going on in the world, as there always is, and I made a joke out of it. I forget what it was but I did get her laughing! I made some self deprecating joke out of whatever it was that was in the news that morning and she laughed. She laughed and said “Oh my God…You gotta go!” and I looked at her and her smile was gone. My eyebrow went up and she looked me in the eye and said “Yea..you gotta go. Call whatshisname (Guy I roomed with before I moved in with her)and get your old room back! You gotta go back and we have to go back to the way it was before…”! In a nanosecond I had it all worked out. Somehow I knew: “This is the real deal, have to bug out” I thought. “Expect the worst and always hope for the best” are words I have lived by since I was old enough to understand it. I looked back at her and said “Are you serious? This is what you want”? wondering if this was some female s~~~ test that she was about to fail miserably if she was not serious. “Yes, it’s not working out and your not happy here with me, with my life, and you have to go”. Long story short, there was nothing else to say. She got up and got dressed as I sat in the living room watching the news. She came out and said she was going out to some pumpkin patch to dump her ex husbands ashes or some s~~~. I made a call and moved out within 4 hours after she was gone. Didn’t talk or text for 2 months. Finally gave up, started moving on. Lotta details left out here, for brevity but…I’m sure you Bro’s who have been down this road get the gist. She did contact me after I got settled. I did get lonely and do some drive-bys at different times, different nights. Big truck settled in the driveway where my Jeep used to sit. “I’ve been hypergamied”! I remember thinking. Words I learned from this site! Hamster found a better deal! Even though I was paying up her almost foreclosed on mortgage and all…wasn’t enough for her. But, as I learned thru a mutual friend…it didn’t work out with him. And she tried to pull me back in. But by then, I had been reading more and more from this site. And all the MGTOW on youtube. That last phone call, 3-4 weeks ago, where she begged and begged me to come back! Said “It will be different this time I SWEAR!” and “I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU”! and “Dont you understand? I LOVE YOU”! But…I had been learning more and more. I had been hardening the walls and battening down the hatches. She kept pouring it on and on and on…and I said something totally original to her! Something I had never, ever been able to say to her…”No”. I just said “No”. Something just clicked and I said “No”. It felt good, it felt right. To me…not to her. She just said “You changed…your changed…you got so cold”. Then she said “I hope you die”! I remember laughing and hanging up. I slept like a baby that night. Gotta jet to work now Bro’s….sorry for the lack of paragraphs and s~~~…hung over. I’ll catch y’all on da flip flop! Stay hard!

    An educated, armed populace cannot be enslaved.

    #655644
    Atton
    Atton
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    Word of advice unicorns are all 2d

    A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

    #655698
    Trailboss
    Trailboss
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    @sandals: Hehe…I was almost a corpse man….almost! Best and smartest years of my life were back with the Marines as a Doc! Would give anything to go back! But…then I would probably never have had my son (Who is a natural MGTOW btw) and he is one of the best things in my life so…I have no complaints.

    An educated, armed populace cannot be enslaved.

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