Hello there

[JullzerParticipant 0]

Hello,

I wasn’t supposed to leave a message, in fact, i wrote here 3 texts this evening and maybe i will delete this text too. I just read this post:

/forums/topic/mgtow-saves-lives/

and it got me thinking of my entire life.

Firstly I’m a pathetic fat loser that hasn’t accomplished anything yet, even though i have 29 years behind me. My self esteem is rock bottom, haven’t got laid in over a year and i think i’m going crazy by each minute (yeah i know that i should not talk like that about myself but, f~~~ it, this is me right now). Last week, i almost went to the kitchen to get a knife and end my life because i honestly have no purpose to continue living. I’m not blaming anyone for my condition and i did not took my life yet, mainly because i know that life can be awesome and there are tons of things to do to feel good and have a purpose. The great part is that my brain is literally an awesome creative machine. This is why a year ago, i’ve started to learn how to produce music. Got good, got great, and then women happened (and i was needy). Don’t get me wrong, i love them, but i’m literally fed up with all those s~~~ tests and manipulation games. Anyway, all of them put me into their friendzone, but i refused to be another man-gina following their perfume. One of them has even got me into pursuing her because she wanted to be with a friend of mine and she wanted to make him jealous and i was stupid/needy enough to believe it even though we had nothing in common (i’m a pathetic fat loser and she can go f~~~ herself). Now imagine a rejected guy with low self esteem having even a lower self esteem. Hi, I’m Julian, nice to meet you. So, after these events, slowly and steady, i lost all the purpose in my life. Nobody to impress, nobody to talk to, colors are faded, everything is gray, i breathe to continue breathing… and test web applications so i could eat something.

This is the end of my complain…

And so, yesterday, i found out about MGTOW literally by accident and a glimpse of light showed into my dark, empty, soulless life. I’ve got most of the information about MGTOW from Sandman’s youtube channel but i know there is more to learn in this matter and if it can help me get out of this s~~~ somehow, that would be awesome because, deep down, in the back of my head, i know i can find a caged zeta character waiting to be released.

 

Have an awesome day.

[MGTOWmonkey aka No More Fucks To GiveParticipant 6635]

Dude you have to understand that women tend to move as a collective,so if society keeps telling them what they deserve or should have and what a guy should give,they will buy right into it. Even the so called once NAWALTS collapse under this pressure,everything is a benefit to them financially and they could do no wrong or be held accountable for what they do. Its nothing wrong with you!! Your just in unfamiliar territory and goes against all you were told growing up. The good part is your young focus on you and build yourself up without feeling the need to be validated from a women. Focus your time on your goals and ambitions,the quality in women these days honestly is not even worth the mental torture your putting yourself through. Remember its just a vagina,it comes with alot of nasty problems(Publix aisle 6) and see for yourself besides they give it away like a charity,I focus on myself and things that make me happy. If I want to have sex I meet women with no strings attached and they seem to like me more this way because I dont feed into their s~~~. Always remember they need you,you just wanna f~~~ them.

Never lose sight of what brought you here.

[ComingInHotParticipant 160]

Hey man, welcome to the forum.

While I am not picking on you, you have been brainwashed into thinking you need women and all the BS they come with.  Women are like leaches and black holes.

Start working out and get in shape, this can be accomplished by walking at first, then lifting depending upon your life and activity level.  If youre fat, you can fix that.  If youre pathetic you can fix that, being a loser, you can fix that too and I believe that is a state of mind.  You know what you cant fix?  The f~~~in lives women destroy and the sick entitlement, and give me mentality along with the they deserve everything narcissistic + histrionic + borderline personality disorders most women have.

I am almost your same age.  Albeit a little older.  You need to get your stuff together one thing at a time.  Make goals that can be accomplished and make them happen.  Everyday, wake up and have a purpose to live and get that list done.  As time goes on expand that list and add more to it.  The world is yours, it is a playground, you just have to learn how to navigate it.

Good Luck and welcome aboard.

[ExsliventxsParticipant 1067]

Jullzer wrote:

This is why a year ago, i’ve started to learn how to produce music.

Accomplishment #1.

Jullzer wrote:

and test web applications so i could eat something.

Accomplishment #2.

Jullzer wrote:

Firstly I’m a pathetic fat loser that hasn’t accomplished anything yet,

Wrong. See #1 and #2 and that’s just what you’ve shared.

Jullzer wrote:

Nobody to impress, nobody to talk to

Well you sure as hell can talk to us, also, gaming is fun, you can talk to other people online relatively easy with Teamspeek, Mumble, Ventrilo, Skype.

You don’t need to impress anyone. This stems from your not being impressed with your own achievements.

I’d say start with taking value in yourself, how many tricks do you know can even do web application testing and music production? …..Exactly.

The sad thing is, once you do land one of these women you’ll slowly begin to realize there’s absolutely NOTHING special about them.

Then you’ll wonder why you’ve been judging yourself by their and societies standards. Let’s save you hundreds of dollars. Stop doing that…

You seem like you’re reaching out, when you should be reaching within, I know that sounds silly but it’s true.

The only reason reaching out to MGTOW works is because the ENTIRE idea is to reach within. So we can help with that, welcome aboard.

 

 

[MrDextroParticipant 111]

Hello Julian

You will be seeing the light and the days will get better, you HIT ROCK BOTTOM, and that’s actually a good thing! so lets get these few checks out of the way; now I’m assuming you got both arms and legs check (don’t take that the wrong way, one less thing you have to deal with) oh and you have a Brain check and are you in good health check (I don’t mean “overweight” I mean a chronic/debilitating illness, mass-cell disorder: immune/cancer, sever-asthma that requires steroids or a mucus/digestive problem such as cystic fibrosis or gerd) If that were the “case”… any of these checks I mentioned well, I don’t know what to say to you my friend. MEANING it could be a whole hell of alot WORSE, where you COULD NOT do anything about it, physically/mentally/and spiritually.

Red-Pill, Mgtow will set the course of NOT giving a “f~~~”, not giving a “f~~~” (in a good way) is actually the foundation of inner-reflection, some call it “Buddhism” which in turn will “awaken” you. LIFE is about YOU, not in a narcissistic way, but an awakening will allow you to see; how others see you, how you act towards other (like a third person) maybe to the core of it you find out that your selfish and arrogant…self-evaluation, once you see yourself LIFE is way f~~~ing easier to just “play” along, LIFE really is a “joke” it’s rigged and unfair, SO WHAT…so, I can’t get a “girlfriend” or “wife” and have “kids” SO WHAT! on top of all of this; We live in an indoctrinated society, it’s just human algorithm; always has been, always will be! you can be an Atheist, agnostic, or follow “THE” denominations…HISTORY will repeat.

Read these forums, read what can happen to a western man from personal experience of divorce court, read how “MEN” lose their f~~~ing minds over a woman (woman breaks up with psycho EX…BETA/provider cares for her and gives her an awesome life…she still wants psycho EX…psycho EX murders BETA, woman plays victim) just s~~~ like that man! if MEN didn’t try so hard to impress woman which in return stir s~~~-up, the world would be a keg party! YOU KNOW, I would love it if a mangina, or a woman called me a “LOSER”… my response: f~~~en’ right I am !!!

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