" I used to ________________________"

[Anonymous 43]

I used to play racquetball for 2 or 3 hours a night chasing the f~~~ing ball looking for an answer to why the c~~~ destroyed our marriage. I had to torture myself to get to the truth, as if my own subconscious did not want to tell me that it was all my fault, and the inner me was trying to protect the rest of me from some harsh reality. After a couple years of trying to psychologically break myself, I gave up. The answer was not within me. Racquetball, running on the treadmill, swimming, sauna yoga, none of that cut my mind loose to find a subconscious answer.

Now, I don’t care. I know I didn’t f~~~ it all up. Her internal genetic programming doomed us from the start, and learning from you guys, I discovered that all women are like that.

Thank God she imploded only 11 years in, and thank God I found you guys. She was beating me down, and I was drowning in the s~~~ vortex. At year 10 I was having panic attacks and general anxiety from the constant mental and physical beating she was giving me. Something had to give. I believe the divorce saved my life. lol getting beaten, stabbed, betrayed, tracked, chased, almost run over, run off, and left for dead really made me appreciate life.

I used to think I was nothing without having a woman in my life. Today, you couldn’t pay me enough, give me the best car, the most exquisite home on 10000 acres. I would chose death over mandatory woman assignment.

[Sky-OParticipant 19079]

I use to care if I lived or died.

Now, I only want to live long enough to be able to continue taking care of an aging, 14 year old toy breed warrior (Maltese) that was left at my house over a decade ago by a pumpkin. I have spent our time together showing him the empathy and compassion that his mother lacked.

I will be with him until it is time for him to enter the gates of Vahalla.

And after that, my mission will be complete and I could care less about anything after that.

I’ve already lived the life of ten men and am grateful for both the triumph and tragedy that I have experienced in life.

All I ask my creator is that he allow me to have a warrior’s death. Not of my own hand for the sake of dying, but something epic that I choose and it goes wrong and sooner rather than later. I just need to hang on until the Maltese warrior has passed away.

Something like at the end of Point Break when Reeves takes the handcuff off Swayze (Bodhi) on the beach and let’s him go out into the storm and huge waves.

And when the FBI agents rush down to the beach, one of them says they will get him when he comes back in.

And Reeves is walking away and says to himself ‘He’s not coming back. . .’

And the last scene shows Bodhi getting pummeled by a monster wave.

I need to go out in a really epic way like that.

[OneLaneOnlyPlsParticipant 1747]

I used to believe in finding a girlfriend, having a decent relationship, and eventually… getting married and having 2 kids, along with that house.

For years, I met horrible women. The hotter they were, the more entitled they felt. Despite this, I kept believing.

I then met a woman who appeared to be ‘the lady of my dreams’. After 6 months, things seemed ‘off’, and discovered she was a hooker, she had re-started her profession whilst with me.

It took that, along with MGTOW and Tom, to stop believing in a fantasy.

My life is a lot better now. Whatever problems I now face in life, are not the result of a cuuuuunt. Therefore I have the power to always work towards solving those problems, without one arm tied behind my back.

I really hope more men discover this place. However they need to go thru a bit of pain first. Simply showing mgtow to a blue-piller, I feel would be a waste.

[Sky-OParticipant 19079]

[MGTOW@50Participant 225]

Sky-O wrote:

I use to care if I lived or died.

Now, I only want to live long enough to be able to continue taking care of an aging, 14 year old toy breed warrior (Maltese) that was left at my house over ago by a pumpkin.

I will be with him until it is time for him to enter the gates of Vahalla.

And after that, my mission will be complete and I could care less about anything after that.

I’ve already lived the life of ten men and am grateful for both the triumph and tragedy that I have experienced in life.

All I ask my creator is that he allow me to have a warrior’s death. Not of my own hand, but sooner rather than later.

Something like at the end of Point Break when Reeves takes the handcuff off Swayze (Bodhi) on the beach and let’s him go out into the storm and huge waves.

And when the FBI agents rush down to the beach, one of them says they will get him when he comes back in.

And Reeves is walking away and says to himself ‘He’s not coming back. . .’

And the last scene shows Bodhi getting pummeled by a monster wave.

I need to go out in a really epic way like that.

I’m willing to bet there might be a few things on the list you thought about when you were 12.

Make it happen, Captin’

[Anonymous 43]

I used to have 3940 days, now I have 962.

[Chase PesosParticipant 2136]

I used to give a f~~~, now I give a f~~~ less…

Chase a check, never chase a chick...

[MGTOW@50Participant 225]

Anonymous wrote:

I used to have 3940 days, now I have 962.

There should be a medal of valor on your chest.

I salute you.

[FunInTheSunParticipant 8289]

I used to believe that nice guys finished last in the race for women. Actually, they aren’t in the race. They are on the sidelines.

I know this, because I am a nice guy—the guy women can’t love.

I won the “pussy prize” during the moments when I was bold, and didn’t care about the outcome.

I used to believe that I was a one woman man (these men are a rare breed). I believed that all I needed was one woman and I could spend the rest of my life content with her.

Now I see the value of HAVING OPTIONS. A woman is less likely to play mind games on a man who has options. People, in general, respect a man who has better things to do and places to be.

I used to think about the past and wish I could build a time machine. I would go back in time and create a wonderful life with my knowledge of the future.

Now I spend more time thinking about the future and what I can do to make my life better a few years from now. I want to move ahead.

"I saw that there comes a point, in the defeat of any man of virtue, when his own consent is needed for evil to win-and that no manner of injury done to him by others can succeed if he chooses to withhold his consent. I saw that I could put an end to your outrages by pronouncing a single word in my mind. I pronounced it. The word was ‘No.’" (Atlas Shrugged)

[FunInTheSunParticipant 8289]

Anonymous wrote:

I used to have 3940 days, now I have 962.

I hope that I can also share some good news in the year 2020. I look forward to it!

"I saw that there comes a point, in the defeat of any man of virtue, when his own consent is needed for evil to win-and that no manner of injury done to him by others can succeed if he chooses to withhold his consent. I saw that I could put an end to your outrages by pronouncing a single word in my mind. I pronounced it. The word was ‘No.’" (Atlas Shrugged)

[freedomParticipant 5129]

I used to think that a woman needs to validate me, nowadays the only validation I care about is my own.

[Puffin StuffParticipant 25019]

I used to think that if you make your wife happy she will stay. Women get bored and the best you do is watch her closely and anticipate when she’s getting bored and dump that bitch before she dumps you when she’s prepared to put you through the ringer.

In any fight it is best to hit first and hit hard. Your opponent may not have any chance to respond.

#icethemout; Remember Thomas Ball. He died for your children.

[Sky-OParticipant 19079]

Puffin Stuff wrote:

In any fight it is best to hit first and hit hard. Your opponent may not have any chance to respond.

I’ve been in a few fights.

And I have to disagree.

The switch inside me doesn’t turn on and I lack focus until I’m hit. And it has to be a solid hit.

And at that point, it’s on and I can justify what happens next.

And if I’m cornered with no way out, then that’s even better. Because it’s the one thing that always brought out the beast.

[Puffin StuffParticipant 25019]

I grew up in the Bronx. If he has a knife you’d better knock him out or run and you never know who has a knife.

I followed the same method in my divorce. She left herself open by leaving without discussing it, abandonment.

I hit first in the divorce and hit hard and won full custody of my son during the “tender years” at 9 months old until 3. Then 50/50.

She was shocked. She thought she had a baby and had all the power.

#icethemout; Remember Thomas Ball. He died for your children.

[shaunozParticipant 512]

Anonymous wrote:

I used to have 3940 days, now I have 962.

Is it when you youngest child turns 18 ? Perhaps on May 7, 2020 ? That is , the date that the Child Support Agency stops pursuing you as an indentured slave….

Just a guess ? OR else please explain … 🙂

[Sky-OParticipant 19079]

PuffinStuff

Shout out, east coast style.

I’m from Queens (Woodside)

I was back there in January for a week. WTF is up with DiBlasio:

He turned hotels into homeless shelters.

The once great Pan American on Queens Blvd has been turned into a refugee center for single mothers and their spawn.

[Puffin StuffParticipant 25019]

DiBlasio aka Warren Wilhelm Jr. is married to a lesbian, not a bisexual, a lesbian that “turned strait”. Is he Italian or is he German. He seems to change with the breeze.

He’s the first socialist mayor of NY. As NY goes so the country goes like it or not. NY was once the capital city of the USA and they moved it so NY wouldn’t be a target. The real power never left.

I saw the maps of the districts. Warren was elected by the 99% and didn’t even plow the 1% upper east side streets during the first snow storm he was mayor during.

It really is a tale of two cities — this time with the tony Upper East Side getting the shaft!

Huge swaths of the city’s wealthiest neighborhood had been not been plowed by early Tuesday evening, leaving 1-percenters out in the cold, according to the city’s own map of snow-plower activity.

“He is trying to get us back. He is very divisive and political,” said writer and Life-long Upper East Sider and mom Molly Jong Fast of Mayor de Blasio.

#icethemout; Remember Thomas Ball. He died for your children.

[Anonymous 42]

I used to VOTE before I was lawfully restricted from that and other activities.

Pay taxes? What are you f~~~ing nuts? Suck my dick!

[TaoTheMgtowWandererParticipant 263]

I used to believe that women were honest, genial and overall decent.
I used to have mountains of dams, s~~~s and f~~~s to give. College drained them, lack of sleep drained them, being forced to watch as my family tore itself apart destroyed whatever dams, s~~~s or f~~~s was left. Now, i have nothing but the truth, and my peace of mind.

I used to care.

I used to care far too dam much.

I used to be quite soft hearted. Not anymore.

I used to let people “in” to my emotional self. That steel door has been welded shut.

I got better, because i could not unsee the insanity ensuing online and in front of my eyes. I could not unsee the horror.

My peace of mind is worth more then your vagina...cunt.

[Anonymous 13]

I used to be a loving, caring husband who created a home. I was Mr Semi-detached Suburbia.

Then the bitch decided to destroy me and everything I worked for with the One Phone Call.

Now I’m a warning Buoy in a sea of treachery and deceit.

The batteries on this buoy will never fail.

They’ll have to torpedo me out of existence.

And don’t think they haven’t already tried.

C~~~s.

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