I Relapsed

[007 (Reborn)Participant 1672]

I stopped taking red pills several months ago.

My lack of sexual experience left me wanting to explore female relations~~~s.

My curiosity got the best of me.

I said f~~~ it and indulged in the club scene.

Met a chick. We f~~~ed within 2 hours of meeting in a bar.We did it again multiple times over the course of 2 months.

She developed feelings first. Told me she loved me after a long sex marathon fueled by LSD. I become emotionally attached to her.

Was certain I found a unicorn.

I was wrong.

She lives in a large house with family and others who pay rent. A guy lives there who she was friends with benefits with. I turned a blind eye at first due to blind, stupid trust. He still wants her. I can tell she still wants him even though she denies it and said they split.

She is only with me because of my genetics and money.

Every week she has a new bruise on her boobs or ass and says she fell or some other made up lie.

Talked to her on the phone last night. She moaned occasionally. At first I thought she was moving items or something. Then for about 5 seconds I heard the unique sound of a dick pounding a wet pussy. Sounded too real to be porn on her computer monitor. She kept putting me on hold too. Meanwhile she was telling me how perfect I am for her. Sickening.

Called me up 2 weeks ago saying she was recently diagnosed with HSV 1, HSV 2, and had no idea how.
Bulls~~~. Getting tested on Monday. That should be fun…

Emotions kept me from seeing the signs. She stroked my ego and penis. She told me everything I wanted to hear. A seemingly red pill woman.

I’m going to have coffee with her tomorrow. Will tell her I can’t trust her and why. She will protest, but I wont give in. I’m done with this.

I feel the urge to reiterate a few mgtow common knowledge ideas that I overlooked due to my sex drive.

-Unicorns don’t exist.

-Never trust a chick who f~~~s you on the first “date.”

-Women only see us as utilities.

-They don’t feel guilty for lying or cheating.

-It isn’t worth getting involved with women at all if you don’t want to deal with bulls~~~.

Just find one thing you’re good at and spend all of your time on that. Don’t give these untrustworthy hoes the time of day.

Pursuing Happiness and Freedom.

[OldBillParticipant]

You fell off the horse? So what? We’ve all fallen off that horse a time or two or three. Or even four.

All that matters now is whether you get back on.

Are you getting back on, brother?

Do not date. Do not impregnate. Do not co-habitate. Above all, do not marry. Reclaim and never again surrender your personal sovereignty.

[007 (Reborn)Participant 1672]

One more thing. You must take red pills on a regular basis or your biology will eventually turn against you.

Pursuing Happiness and Freedom.

[007 (Reborn)Participant 1672]

OldBill wrote:

You fell off the horse? So what? We’ve all fallen off that horse a time or two or three. Or even four.

All that matters now is whether you get back on.

Are you getting back on, brother?

Without a doubt brother. This experience permanently impacted my character. I have a deeper understanding of what it means to be mgtow and why it is fundamental to my life.

I’m jumping back on that dark horse and riding into the sunset…alone…with no one in the bitch seat.

Pursuing Happiness and Freedom.

[Mr. ManParticipant 2916]

Dude, it’s all good. This is how you learn. Not a problem, even if you relapse after this. The best MGTOW experience is getting in there and learning for yourself so you can come back here and tell your story.

[sidecarParticipant 35842]

007 (Reborn) wrote:

-Never trust a chick who f~~~s you on the first “date.”

That presumes there will be a second date.

Also there’s a corollary: never spend money on a chick who doesn’t.

She knows if she wants to f~~~ you or not within the first three seconds. After that she either tries to f~~~ you or tries to see what else she can get out of you.

The solution: Don’t date. Don’t spend money on her. And if she offers sex, turn her down the first few times until you know her better.

Again, women know if they want to f~~~ a man within three seconds. Men should be smarter than that.

[AttonParticipant]

007 (Reborn) wrote:

OldBill wrote:

You fell off the horse? So what? We’ve all fallen off that horse a time or two or three. Or even four.

All that matters now is whether you get back on.

Are you getting back on, brother?

Without a doubt brother. This experience permanently impacted my character. I have a deeper understanding of what it means to be mgtow and why it is fundamental to my life.

I’m jumping back on that dark horse and riding into the sunset…alone…with no one in the bitch seat.

Ride on brother ride on.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[KeymasterKeymaster]

We don’t need to worry too much about guys who relapse and have a moment of blue pill weakness….. because if he doesn’t learn it here, he will learn it from HER first hand.

007 (Reborn) wrote:

A seemingly red pill woman.

Ah yes, the most dangerous kind.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[Prefer Peace to PieceParticipant 10809]

007-

Welcome back brother.
Don’t worry about relapse. You’re human.
It’s not how you start. It’s how you finish.
“A red pill per day keeps the psycho bitch away.”
Again, welcome back 007.

[IGMOW (I Go My Own Way)Participant 2572]

I am doubting a woman who is a true unicorn would fit this:
she loved me after a long sex marathon fueled by LSD.

"I am my own thang. Any questions?" - Davis S Pumpkins.

[Anonymous 7]

Sucks man as soon as you develop actual feelings you are f~~~ed.

[Anonymous 42]

007 (Reborn) wrote:

I’m going to have coffee with her tomorrow. Will tell her I can’t trust her and why. She will protest, but I wont give in. I’m done with this.

Drop that bitch like the cum filled rubber sack she is!

Don’t even let the ink dry on the FOD clause! (FOD= f~~~ off and die).

HIV is a blood disease, having sex doesn’t mean you absolutely caught it, I banged a chick with Hep C and never got infected. Learn your lesson and ghost your way through this petri dish of a society.

Hep C girl was the last woman I was with and I’m never going germ/sperm swimming again! 20 years, may as well be 10,000 years!

[RedDawnParticipant 1391]

Anonymous wrote:

HIV is a blood disease, having sex doesn’t mean you absolutely caught it, I banged a chick with Hep C and never got infected. Learn your lesson and ghost your way through this petri dish of a society

He said HSV bro, Herpes Simplex virus. Fingers crossed he doesn’t get that s~~~.

Visiting MGTOW helps keep the mind in red pill mode. I guess you could say it’s like Church for red pill guys haha.

Often happiness is something retrospective, so gotta be careful not to take life for granted.. too much!

Courage is the key to life itself - Morgan Freeman

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

Don’t go to the coffee. Let her go now. If there are any personal items of yours of value that she has, let them go too.

And hope she didn’t give you HSV… but you’ve probably got that so at least you’ll have that as a reminder that women are not to be trusted.

[Anonymous 1]

What a hell of a story, you know, sometimes I fear ending up like you. The old me is still there deep inside, screaming for “love”, “unicorns”, screaming that I am wrong and I need pussy, affection, marriage etc.

I realized that I am stabbing my old me, I am trying to kill him with all my willpower, discipline and strenght. That moron is like the good version of Clark Kent, totally bluepilled, always taking s~~~, always sapped by too much videogaming, junk food, etc. ready to be f~~~ed by the first girl that open her legs and convince me about her BS.

Me and you are stronger than that s~~~, train yourself to make that happen no more.

[DanceMyOwnWayParticipant 2097]

Typical slut. I’ve experienced the phone sex cuck attempt thing too (she tried talking dirty to me during it). And I saw her a few days ago looking older and fatter. I felt nothing, zero, and she had to scuttle off and couldn’t even look me in the eye. My last words to her were “f~~~ off. I wish I’d never met you.” Dump that bitch as soon as possible. You are NOT alone my friend. You will learn and grow stronger sir. Watch Stardusks video on coming to terms with reality and Briffaults law. Feel free to IM me as I’ve been through this s~~~ almost exactly. STD scares are often groundless if you used a condom.

If you fall down 7 times, get up 8

[OgreParticipant 5863]

Welcome back.

Make sure you build some time into your schedule for regularly for the regular choking down of your red pills. The more you read here, the less you’ll be surprised. They get super easy to swallow once you realize that am hour a day reading here can save you from a lifetime of what is entailed in the stories here.

You have added to that archive of knowledge with starting this thread.

17K+ men wouldn’t all lie to you. None of us wanted her, and you were just lucky enough to find that unlucky penny in the bar you were cruising.

I failed to realize in my youth that I was the prize. I was going to work. I was going to earn. Little did I realize that due to feminism, that no longer meant I had to share. Road soon, Desert after.

[DanceMyOwnWayParticipant 2097]

Anonymous wrote:

What a hell of a story, you know, sometimes I fear ending up like you. The old me is still there deep inside, screaming for “love”, “unicorns”, screaming that I am wrong and I need pussy, affection, marriage etc.

I realized that I am stabbing my old me, I am trying to kill him with all my willpower, discipline and strenght. That moron is like the good version of Clark Kent, totally bluepilled, always taking s~~~, always sapped by too much videogaming, junk food, etc. ready to be f~~~ed by the first girl that open her legs and convince me about her BS.

Me and you are stronger than that s~~~, train yourself to make that happen no more.

Give it time Math. You will get there.

If you fall down 7 times, get up 8

[experiencedParticipant]

Welcome back!
As Old Bill said, there will always be relapses of varying degrees.
It is an important victory for you AND an extremely significant one for all of us at mgtow.com that you’ve chosen to return.

"It seems like there's times a body gets struck down so low, there ain't a power on earth that can ever bring him up again. Seems like something inside dies so he don't even want to get up again. But he does."

[Mr. CrowleyParticipant 384]

Welcome back brother!

We’re glad to see you made it out the other side in one piece. It’s never cool to lose a brother to blue pill.

Punks- Not Feeling Lucky Since 1971

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