I may have gone my own way.

[lowrollerParticipant 7]

I am not going to lie when my ex dumped me it left me reeling to fill that poon gap around my c~~~ and I’ve been searching but ive noticed as these months have drug on that im not the same guy I used to be, I am cynical .. I know the truth .. I might be a little damaged.

I know how to play the game but  refuse , I’ve been deliberately sabotaging my best prospects and just recently Ive been thinking about like do I really even want to f~~~ around with another woman?

Is it worth the hassle? they are usually dense .. unhelpful .. self entitled princesses.

Maybe..it wouldnt be so bad to just skip it..think of all the free time ill have without a new girlfriend or without looking for one tat in itself will free up alot of my time and energy and MoNEY!  I dont even feel the same drive , my body is willing but my mind is resisting ..whispering to me . go your own way lowroller..you allready have one kid isn’t that enough? you’ve done your part now do you!

 

 

[Anonymous 0]

free time is great, so is money, two things you wont have with a gf. pump and dump, sounds like thats how you want to roll.

[hmskl’dParticipant 6419]

… I’ve been deliberately sabotaging my best prospects and just recently I’ve been thinking about like do I really even want to …

My neighbor is an attractive slim brunette woman who has been widowed for a couple of years.  Her husband was a close friend of mine and died quite young.  She is about three years younger than me and has no children.  Our farms have common fence lines and we chat and visit quite often.  There is even a field road that connects our places.  She grew up in the same town as I did and we went to the same church and schools.  Her personality is about as nice as one can get … smiling and always cheerful and friendly. She’s a great cook and has a good job.  Ok; why is a MGHOW typing on like this?  … because I cannot approach this prospect … I can’t ask her out; not now or ever. I must keep sabotaging this potential relationship and just stay friends.  She is very traditional and I can’t lead her on.  I must accept the fact that she will eventually meet someone and my opportunity (if that’s the correct word for it) will be gone.  Don’t get me wrong, this hasn’t been easy for me and this is probably the longest and most difficult post I will ever make.  Just want to say that as you guys wrestle with these issues … some of us are doing the same thing.  Best of luck to you with whatever path you decide.  I can’t take a chance with my neighbor because of an absolute fear and distrust of long term relationships.  Personally, I can’t combine GMOW and dating. I’m not yet strong enough to do that. I can’t cross the line and guarantee that I will stay on the correct path … so, I will simply go my own way and avoid any attempt at anything beyond friendship. That I can do; that I will do.

[sidecarParticipant 35862]

lowroller wrote:

I might be a little damaged.

Hardly.  You’re not damaged.  You’re polished.  She scraped the scales from your eyes, wiped the muck from your headlights, and now for the first time you’re seeing the world with crystal clarity.  It’s not your fault the world you’re finally able to see correctly is, well, broken.

hmskl’d wrote:

because I cannot approach this prospect

I think you’ve made a wise choice there.  Good fences make good neighbors.  If you got into a relationship with her and it went south she would still be your neighbor.  You’d still both be stuck together by a common boundary line.  That’s something neither of you need.

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