I have just realized…

[treznik87Participant 570]

I have been a monk for the past 2,5 years. That means not a single date during that time, not a single msg on a phone, not meeting any new girl to who I show interest. I just turned 30.

I have been there from July 04, 2015 pretty much daily, even tho I post rarely. It came to a point that some of my friends are wondering what I’m all about since I haven’t had any women in my life since my breakup in 2015 (just after this I have found this site). After the last bitch broke my heart I have been going to the gym religiously 4 days a week for 2 and a half years till present day. At first it was just to feel better (after the gym I felt alright for like an hour per day when I felt like compete shi.t after a break up). After that I fell in love with it since results became visible and I feel like I better myself everyday.

Some friends and their gfs are joking from time to time about me being gay since I’m often the only one who is single in a group, but its a hard sell since I’m 6 foot 4, 220 lbs of muscle and with a beard. Some guys who know me are asking me when i’m gonna start ‘living’ and that they would fucxk every bit.ch if they look like me… Because of that I have felt a need to share my red pill knowledge from time to time but I’ve figured its a waste of time since I was being called a woman hater, pessimistic and that I should seek a professional help. also hearing NAWALT gets old. I use Tom Leykis answers when being challenged or questioned and it works. Some friends who are purple agree to a certain extend but they also have a breaking point when they say I have a problem.

I don’t go out as much for weekends as I used to. When I do I get attention from girls from time to time, but I never act on it. I have decided I won’t have children and I have shared my decision openly with everybody – friends, family. For my bday some old c.unt said: ‘I wish you’ll get married soon and have some offspring’. I said ‘usually people wish me good things for my bday’… It really bothers me when others expect you to do that and that because you are 30 now…

I don’t really see any real reason to get involved with a woman or to try and find the one that is tolerable. I want sex sure, but when I think about all the time, effort, energy wasted on the last 2 girlfriends I quickly lose interest as I ask myself ‘are you prepared to do that again?’ Another thing about sex is that now, i wont have it without a condom even tho she is on the pill. Both or nothing. But the thing is I don’t like condoms so there is another problem. I wont put my future in a hands/vagina of some women and her ‘fake’ agreement/promises. I had sex 2 times the last 2,5 years. Both time with hookers – we went in some ‘spa/wellness for men’ with friends. I have been there 3 times and the last time I didn’t even fuxk one. I told my friends i did so i save myself from troubles of explaining myself to them. If that doesn’t make me monk so be it. I don’t care. The sex with hookers did close to nothing for me.

Sometimes I felt like I m wasting my good years for not taking advantage of opportunities for flings, sex… but after being red pill its kinda hard to even try this. I don’t know what was the purpose of this thread. I guess I just need to vent. Thanks for reading.

[It’sallbsParticipant]

Society,tuna and manginas will try to bully and shame you into being blue pill again-stay strong. At work ghost -work is full of tuna and white knights just waiting to stab you in the back and get you fired.

http://www.leavemeansleave.eu

[Anonymous 5]

I tend to go KM’s angle and say something along the lines of “It’s so hard to find the right one” or some other Blue Pill Blues statement.
I’d start using Blue Pill responses all the time, furthermore, you can shove Red Pills down any Blue Pills neck as long as you use “Some” in front of women.
AWALT is the last thing any of us believed. It took me months to realize AWALT, even on this forum. Don’t ever think you’ll be able to convert anyone in a series of conversations. You’ll be just making things more difficult for yourself.

[GargamelSpectator 29101]

treznik87 wrote:

Some friends and their gfs are joking from time to time about me being gay since I’m often the only one who is single in a group, but its a hard sell since I’m 6 foot 4, 220 lbs of muscle and with a beard. Some guys who know me are asking me when i’m gonna start ‘living’ and that they would fucxk every bit.ch if they look like me…

Same here. It even sounds the same in German.

They can’t understand if you are 6 foot 3, blonde, blue eyed, accent-free, wealthy and have higher goals in life than chasing pussy and living as their servant.

They: “When will you start living…?”

Me: “When should I start saving all of my money for the divorce lawyers?”

“That would mean no longer living!”

In July of 2018, this honey pot forum was sold out to an unidentified NPC sock puppet and troll organization. Most independent thinkers and writers migrated to other MGTOW forums as a result of the never-ending infighting and deliberate trouble starting caused by members who were given "carte blanche" by the admin to do whatever they want. Before my departure, I only left a few thousand cat pics here to comfort and ridicule the feminist owners who now run this place. Their background agenda is to make MGTOW look like a club of losers the public eye. And during the course of 2019, they actually managed to destroy almost all other MGTOW venues as well. Here is the truth about "theindependentman.org" aka "TIM" which was created as an extended workbench to further divide the community. When you register, they install a spyware Zombie cookie on your browser that does all kinds of things the user does not know of: http://www.filedropper.com/essay-on-the-removal-of-malware-cookies-used-by-tim

[GargamelSpectator 29101]

treznik87 wrote:

I don’t know what was the purpose of this thread.

This thread shows very clearly what happens to so many men who start to look through women and their schemes.

Even “pretty” and “good” men are losing interest and one of your statements is gold:

treznik87 wrote:

I don’t really see any real reason to get involved with a woman or to try and find the one that is tolerable. I want sex sure, but when I think about all the time, effort, energy wasted on the last 2 girlfriends I quickly lose interest as I ask myself ‘are you prepared to do that again?’

…and bears repeating:

“Am I prepared to go though this ALL OVER again?

Talking about the exhausting s~~~ vortex that sent you down MGTOW-road.

Women made relationships become relations~~~s.

In July of 2018, this honey pot forum was sold out to an unidentified NPC sock puppet and troll organization. Most independent thinkers and writers migrated to other MGTOW forums as a result of the never-ending infighting and deliberate trouble starting caused by members who were given "carte blanche" by the admin to do whatever they want. Before my departure, I only left a few thousand cat pics here to comfort and ridicule the feminist owners who now run this place. Their background agenda is to make MGTOW look like a club of losers the public eye. And during the course of 2019, they actually managed to destroy almost all other MGTOW venues as well. Here is the truth about "theindependentman.org" aka "TIM" which was created as an extended workbench to further divide the community. When you register, they install a spyware Zombie cookie on your browser that does all kinds of things the user does not know of: http://www.filedropper.com/essay-on-the-removal-of-malware-cookies-used-by-tim

[AwakenedParticipant 35200]

Just keep doing what you’re doing.

Your Blue Pill Friends won’t understand until they start getting Divorced, and even then some will be lookin for the NEXT Women before they are divorced from the first, but others will be Awakened.

ALWAYS keep the focus on YOU, don’t think twice about “explaining anything” to THEM.

TIME will sort this ALL OUT.

LIVE YOUR LIFE, and LET EVERYONE ELSE LIVE THEIRS…….

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[UntamedParticipant]

Congratulations on staying Monk for 2 1/2 years! Really.
I couldn’t do it, I need me some pussy once in a while and where I live I can get my rocks off safely and cheaply.
Having blue-pill friends is a great way to be an exemple for other men around you. If they have half a brain they’ll eventually come to the conclusion that your life is going places where you won’t find yourself despoiled of the benefits of your hard work nor will you be thrown in jail on a simple phone call.
Thanks for the thread, trez. It’s great to read a MGHOW who has his s~~~ together and see the blue-pill world for what it truly is.
Cheers mate!

Don't let them Blame, Shame or Tame you!
Give 'em NOTHING, not even an answer!
#GenderSegragationNow!

[treznik87Participant 570]

Thanks for the thread, trez. It’s great to read a MGHOW who has his s~~~ together and see the blue-pill world for what it truly is.

Once you see the truth you can’t look another way. Sometimes it’s hard. But it would be a lot harder not finding out about this site and feel all day every day how inadequate I am. I had only 2 relationships with woman and both times i wasn’t good enough. Last ex even said it to me the night she ended it: ‘Don’t you think I can do better?’ At first I was heartbroken, then sad, then angry, then indifferent and now… thankful. Thankful that she ended it, because a blue smurf that I was would never do it. You cant fix someone else. You cant make relationship work if the other person doesnt give a f~~~/ make an effort. You cant make someone love you or appreciate you. harsh. but its the truth.

[Anonymous 18]

treznik87 wrote:

For my bday some old c.unt said: ‘I wish you’ll get married soon and have some offspring’. I said ‘usually people wish me good things for my bday’…

You savage bruh.

Celibacy holds a key component in one’s life. However, it requires a very fine balance. Almost all other aspects of your life must be in your control before you can exert free will to choose not to have sex. Especially when you have women around you that offer sex.

When things go sideways it is often sex that people seek as form of validation and acceptance. Women, especially, love to engage in casual sex to feel wanted.

It is a drug at best. And at 30 – you have seen too much to shoot up which likely will have you pay many folds down the road.

And with women – it is rarely just sex. By the time it gets to your turn she is either f~~~ing someone hotter than you on the side, or has f~~~ed enough hot guys (give or take few abortions) to be psychologically damaged goods.

Be wary of women that smile at strangers – they are the ones hurt the most.

Peace brother.

[Old RottweilerParticipant 1520]

You are just doing what is logical for the time we live in.

I feel the same way. I’ve had two women say they were on birth control, then say, oops, just kidding. I feel the same as you about condoms, so I just abstain.

It’s difficult to be sane in the land of the insane.

[Anonymous 14]

Ask your friends why they are not married with children and at home busy with that if it is such a great idea? I do still date from time to time, but my response to any prodding on the marriage or relationship front is always the same. F~~~ that, I don’t want kids, and I don’t want marriage, ever.

[Gravel PitParticipant]

Treznik, I have also had the same thoughts and can relate fully to your post. I’m 31, four years total monkhood.

I can assure you that we’ve made the right decision, have been hurt enough to know, and are not wasting our best years….on the contrary, we’re living our best years to the g-damned fullest! Screw ’em, we know better.

[Anonymous 42]

treznik87 wrote:

Sometimes I felt like I m wasting my good years for not taking advantage of opportunities for flings, sex… but after being red pill its kinda hard to even try this. I don’t know what was the purpose of this thread. I guess I just need to vent. Thanks for reading.

Stay clean and unc~~~ed, you’re avoiding all the torture! There’s only one way they like you and that’s dead, just like a spider! They’ll suck your insides out and leave a lifeless cavity in their cocoon they spin around you!

[Anonymous 1]

Yup, I have also just turned 30 this year. Been monk now for 10 years. Its really helped me out financially. I also don’t have any Drama or Mental Insanity in my life. My Family tried to set me up with a Borderline for my Birthday. You can imagine how that went over.

[ViciouscunningtreacherousParticipant 823]

I can see the path now of how things will change. How the ship gets righted, if you will. I’m older. 52. I see a common denominator among us older posters. Having futily tried my whole adult life (married and divorced 4 times…yeah,yeah,yeah), I/we have accrued too much damage. Too much bitterness. We are the products of our lives. We serve as the inevitable examples of what not to do. We are the unfortunate necessity in the equation that leads the younger of us to do, for me during my blue pill life, was the unthinkable-celibacy. In turn the young will be ahead of the curve in their own lives as individuals and have greater focus on their futures. They will achieve sovereignty and control of themselves while women will lose these over men. They will redefine masculinity in the correct manner for themselves, not for society as it is. They in turn will be society as it should be. One of ascension, not decline.

For in much wisdom is much grief, and he who increases knowledge increases sorrow.

[Secret Agent MGTOWParticipant 22503]

NExt time a friend says if he looks like you hed f~~~ every girl he could,

say “I am sure you would you pussy worshipper, you’re so ‘selective’ you would stick your dick in any old thing.”

How is that high-five behavior? Seriously. Hi 5, I have drug resistant gonnorhea now. And she missed her period.

Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

[Secret Agent MGTOWParticipant 22503]

“When will you start living?”

“You mean, I’m dead now? Buddy! YOU CAN SEE DEAD PEOPLE! WE GOTTA GET YOU A TV SHOW!”

Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

[Secret Agent MGTOWParticipant 22503]

If they don’t figure out AWALT and internalize it, they will just keep doing the same thing.

And they have to first get over AWALT does not mean identical behavior by every woman in every instance. This does not negate AWALT. When they conecptually apply “your mileage may vary” to AWALT they understand it is universal behavior but with different triggers, thresholds and values and restraining factors for each individual woman, but in the end, AWALT. ITs still a female brain and female hormones and a lot of shared societal programming plus a hive mind and smartphone updates.

Women want everything, but want responsibility and accountability for nothing.

[Chase PesosParticipant 2136]

Great post, venting helps bring it all together.

I’m 30 in February and been monking it for 5.5 years. Should have been longer but the chick practically begged me to smash, she was a pretty nice girl so I crumbled. Never since.

You eloquently touched on the myriad issues we face and the gents have given us great shaming deflections.

Self indulgent devils will never understand how beautiful, righteous men just opt out. The problem is them and the laws but they’ll never look into the mirror but to paint their faces. What’s inside their souls leak out in time and they get traded in for younger models.

Stay the course, brother. Keep shining!

Chase a check, never chase a chick...

[MaddladParticipant 765]

I have a friend who anytime someone asks him when he’s going to get married he says ” when i’m ready to stop enjoying my life” hahaha 😛

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