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To be honest I don’t know where to start. My introduction to you all might come off as a bunch of rambling seeing as how I don’t have a direction on what I want to type here but I’m glad there are like-minded brothers willing to at least listen and understand without getting the typical bull on social media from females about how I’m so “misogynistic”.
Anyways, I’m roughly 5′ 6″, started puberty when I was very young (More on that later), and have recently converted from mangina status to red pill.
The thing that made me convert recently was seeing the latest headlines in the news about Shirtstorm, GamerGate and the likes which actually effected my daily life. I frequent the local game store in my area which was recently picketed and protested by a group of about 35 feminists from the local community college. As I walked into the store these women, some of whom I went to high school with seeing as how I live in a rural area, called me names, spat on me and I saw a few of them carrying knives. Were the cops there? Nope. Being a conservative small town most law enforcement cares more about busting teens smoking weed, even though it’s legal in the state of Washington, than a mob of angry women with weapons trying to stop sales from going to a business that supported “THE PATRIARCHY”.
That in itself was like someone jamming a needle filled with whatever is in the red pill into my arm. It made me analyze my previous relationships with women starting all the way from middle school believe it or not to now at around 24 years old.
Back in middle school, or junior high as many older people call it, I was one of the popular guys. Reason being was because I played football, actually had a deep voice and hair on my chest from early onset puberty and cussed a lot. A lot of girls thought I was cute for some odd reason too which was totally fine with me at the time. Unfortunately, growing up, my mom being a second wave feminist from the 60’s and 70’s had always told me to NEVER touch a woman or make a woman feel uncomfortable; always keep a smile on your face.
Anyways, fast forward to the days when it was MSN Messenger VS AOL and I had started talking to a small group of girls from the next town over. I could tell they all dug me because of the smiley faces and other things kids that age do to show they have a crush. Later that year my town has a parade and some of the girls I had been talking to were part of their school band which comes and plays. Long story short, no pun intended, the first thing that comes out of their mouth is, “Holy s~~~ you’re short.” Didn’t hear from them again no matter how much I messaged or texted them.
Next, we have high school. By now I had lost most of my “charm” since my youth has basically left me being able to grow a full beard by 15. Freshmen year rolls around and I meet this girl. I did the typical gentlemanly stuff, asked her out to the school dance, etc. She was one of the cute cheerleaders at school. Ended up being steady with this girl for the next 4 years of high school. My grades actually suffered because I would cater to her so much that I had to stay behind and finish the next two years after my class graduated to make up credits.
So, senior year rolls around. It’s mid-November in North West Washington so it’s pouring down rain. Her and I had been going through a rough patch in the relations~~~ so I decided to make it up to her by surprising her with a bouquet of flowers and her favorite desert which was chocolate cheesecake. I didn’t have a license, car, or any friends to pick me up and drive me so I ended up walking about 3 miles in the rain with these items which I had covered in a towel to keep dry-ish. As I walk into her driveway I see a familiar truck that looked a lot like my, at the time, best friend’s vehicle. Her parents weren’t home either. So, I open the door and am instantly greeted with the sound of moaning and banging on the floor above. As I’m walking upstairs and into her room my heart drops and they stop and just stare at me for a second. I don’t say a word; I just drop the presents I had on the floor and started to make my way out of the house. As I’m about to walk down her driveway she comes running after me naked with a blanket yelling, “I CAN EXPLAIN. PLEASE.” I didn’t even look at her. I just kept walking down the driveway with my teary eyes being masked by the rain.
About half a year rolls by and I end up rebounding with a chick that has a kid already. I ended up being more of a parent to this kid than she was. Caught her f~~~ing some other dude as well.
Fast forward to college. I’m playing guitar in a hardcore punk band. Got a decent paying job doing web design. All is well. Eventually meet a girl at a show my band played at one of the popular venues out here. End up getting her number and within about three days she starts sending me nude photos of herself without me even asking for them. I wasn’t even implying sex at all. Nothing that would compel her to do so. I finally respond to her the next day since it was late at night when she had sent me those pictures and I had work the next morning. I told her that I didn’t really want to do that kind of stuff right off the bat because I’m “interested in the person underneath”. She got offended, starts flipping out saying that I didn’t find her attractive and was leading her on, all guys are the same, blah blah blah. Eventually she spread rumors to a section of the music scene that I had molested her. Band splits up because of this. Our frontman being even more of a mangina than I was ended up calling me a piece of s~~~ publicly at our last show in front of the crowd because apparently “rape culture” was a relevant argument.
Basically I’ve just stopped caring for talking to women but it never actually hit me as to why that was until recently.
Anyways, if you’re reading to this point then I’d like to thank you kindly.
Welcome. I also feel enlightened from this website (if you couldn’t tell from my name, ha). It is nice to know our eyes and minds are not deceiving us, and that things really are pretty f~~~ed up for men these days. Thanks for your introduction, I can definitely relate to many of your stories. It always interested me how quickly guys can lose their “charm,” like you say, when we no longer have something they want.
Your story sounds pretty similar to mine. This has inspired me to finally write my own “introduction” (I’ve been on this page about 3 weeks or so). Women making moves on us, then putting us out as the bad guy when we reject those moves, used to infuriate me. If anything, now they just prove to me that women aren’t that dissimilar to one another.
The thing that made me convert recently was seeing the latest headlines in the news about Shirtstorm, GamerGate and the likes which actually effected my daily life. I frequent the local game store in my area which was recently picketed and protested by a group of about 35 feminists from the local community college. As I walked into the store these women, some of whom I went to high school with seeing as how I live in a rural area, called me names, spat on me and I saw a few of them carrying knives. Were the cops there? Nope. Being a conservative small town most law enforcement cares more about busting teens smoking weed, even though it’s legal in the state of Washington, than a mob of angry women with weapons trying to stop sales from going to a business that supported “THE PATRIARCHY”.
Is that right??!! Not that I doubt it, but I though “gamer hate” was mostly an ONLINE phenomenon and not ACTIVELY fought against IRL to such a degree. F~~~ing HELL!! These feminists are out of control. And when I say “out of control” I don’t mean control “by the patriarchy”… I mean SELF control. It is unreal the level of constraint they can’t even discipline themselves with. Just off-the-leash rampant.
always told me to NEVER touch a woman or make a woman feel uncomfortable; always keep a smile on your face.
Ah yes. “never make a woman FEEL uncomfortable”.
Man I could write a feature article a mile long on that s~~~. I would like you to introduce me to a woman who practiced that f~~~ing s~~~ to ANY degree. “Always keep a smile on your face”. OH MY GOD. That would stick like a red-pill needle in my arm too. Find me ONE f~~~ing woman that walks around “always keeping a smile on her face”. The modern female is the most miserable looking human on the planet. I go running and hiking frequently and they all look like their cats just died – even when you say hello with a SMILE on your face.
The modern female will even call that “creepy” in some settings.
The rest of your story is brutal and I feel ESPECIALLY compassionate about the “holy s~~~ your short” comment. I never knew this until I came across a twitter account where women post their outright HATE for guys who aren’t born 6′ tall – or more…. and they aren’t even 6′ tall themselves. That’s like a Jewish Nazi. So ass backwards and insane. It p~~~ed me off SO MUCH, that I had a direct hand in obliterating the original account. But they started a NEW one.
Im over 6’2″.. so I guess you could say that I am “advantaged” that way…. however, you should know I don’t tolerate women who treat me well or warm up to be because they like tall guys. In fact, when a woman even ELUDES “I only date tall guys”…… I dump her on the spot and won’t even acknowledge her presence after that. It confused the f~~~ out of them because they think they are paying me a compliment, when in reality they insulted my shorter brothers. And my own father.
It’s very personal to me, because my own father was even shorter 5’5 — in shoes!
If my mother thought the same as these t~~~s………. well, I don’t even need to finish that sentence.Only 4% of men on the planet are 6’2″ and taller. And now women LOVE my height. F~~~ them all. It’s not a compliment. They have a problem when men prefer women who aren’t fat… but FAT is something she can help. You can’t do anything about not being born tall. It’s one of the most unimaginably unfeeling and cruel aspects of female character that I won’t abide.
The rest of your story (tears in the rain) was brutal. But you should know – even though I am tall – it’s not as much of a blessing as you think. I goddam guarantee it. So don’t beat yourself up for that or feel bad. DON’T. It’s not a negative. Its NOT your problem. And you can know there are those of us who don’t put up with it either.
Anyways, if you’re reading to this point then I’d like to thank you kindly.
Are you kidding? It was riveting. Welcome to MGTOW brother. Hope to hear more from you.
If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.Welcome. I also feel enlightened from this website (if you couldn’t tell from my name, ha). It is nice to know our eyes and minds are not deceiving us, and that things really are pretty f~~~ed up for men these days. Thanks for your introduction, I can definitely relate to many of your stories. It always interested me how quickly guys can lose their “charm,” like you say, when we no longer have something they want.
Glad you can relate, man. I completely agree, however, that the charm I spoke of is definitely what a woman will classify as disposable.
Your story sounds pretty similar to mine. This has inspired me to finally write my own “introduction” (I’ve been on this page about 3 weeks or so).
Dude, do it up. I would love to hear your testimony.
The modern female will even call that “creepy” in some settings.
Apparently greeting someone is rape. Go figure, eh?
Im over 6’2″.. so I guess you could say that I am “advantaged” that way…. however, you should know I don’t tolerate women who treat me well or warm up to be because they like tall guys. In fact, when a woman even ELUDES “I only date tall guys”…… I dump her on the spot and won’t even acknowledge her presence after that. It confused the f~~~ out of them because they think they are paying me a compliment, when in reality they insulted my shorter brothers. And my own father. It’s very personal to me, because my own father was even shorter 5’5 — in shoes! If my mother thought the same as these t~~~s………. well, I don’t even need to finish that sentence. Only 4% of men on the planet are 6’2″ and taller. And now women LOVE my height. F~~~ them all. It’s not a compliment. They have a problem when men prefer women who aren’t fat… but FAT is something she can help. You can’t do anything about not being born tall. It’s one of the most unimaginably unfeeling and cruel aspects of female character that I won’t abide. The rest of your story (tears in the rain) was brutal. But you should know – even though I am tall – it’s not as much of a blessing as you think. I goddam guarantee it. So don’t beat yourself up for that or feel bad. DON’T. It’s not a negative. Its NOT your problem. And you can know there are those of us who don’t put up with it either.
My father is 5’6″ and my mother is 4’9″. The funny thing is that my dad is such a blue pill guy that he doesn’t even notice a quarter of the s~~~ people are spewing at him. Which, to some, could be a blessing. Sometimes I want to be ignorant so I don’t have to deal with s~~~ but at the same time I feel as if my intelligence would drop a few points if I did so.
However, thank you for sticking up for shorter men like myself. I too find it hilarious that a woman can have height/weight/body type/hair color/etc preference but a man can’t have any kind of preference let alone weight.
Are you kidding?
Honest haha I’m honestly stoked that I now have a place I can vent to people that are like minded.
i just joined the site today, thank god i found the oasis! what draws me to the movement is the fact that i have felt this way for a long time now. now i see im not alone. from television to social media, the male identity is being sacrificed on the altars to the ones who see this as profitable to their endeavors. the feminist movement lays in a bed sullied with the f~~~ juices of many special interest groups, extremists, and people with a malevolent agenda against the male species in general. i choose the red pill, because i know “this is not real”
Anonymous42Anyways, I’m roughly 5′ 6″,*******than a mob of angry women with weapons trying to stop sales from going to a business that supported “THE PATRIARCHY”.******That in itself was like someone jamming a needle filled with whatever is in the red pill into my arm. It made me analyze my previous relationships with women*******Unfortunately, growing up, my mom being a second wave feminist from the 60’s and 70’s
Hey BreadBeard, I’m short too, f~~~ rejection, that’s a groupie thing, One on one I was considered a f~~~-muscle, AWALT, If you have a strong frame, they see a f~~~-muscle, sure I got rejected (didn’t care), but there’s allot of pussy out there that DON”T like big tall guys, contradicting the culture, like everything else they project in the public arena. I like being short, hell of an uppercut! I satisfied women 6″ taller than me, And have the complements to prove it!
Some C~~~ with a knife or other weapon (anyone for that matter)is facing certain doom, when or if they approach me! Self defense is a NECESSITY, weather we like it or not. If I were to go out “armed”, you bet I’m smart enough to know, a bullet may have my name on it. Women have NO IDEA just how ugly things can get! They’re f~~~ing stupid, they ALWAYS CREATING some uncontrollable situation that destroys and utterly f~~~ing ruins the PEACE. I treat ALL WOMEN like leaky dynamite, “DETONATE AT A SAFE DISTANCE”.
(“a second wave feminist from the 60’s and 70’s”) That brings up my next thread topic, titled: ” MG-Tower’s latest heresy, and cultural rewiring” All about the liberal feminist elderly women and their free ride on the backs of men they refused to serve, and the way they’re still being treated with kindness and concern, while old men live in the streets.
You can see where I’m going with this, I rewired my thinking many times over, but when asking my self how I feel about “elderly feminists” I must honestly answer; I left that bundle of mind programming circuitry alone and in place, till now, I hold my wire cutters, my soldering gun, I’m going back inside, and I’m cutting.
Anonymous42@redpilljunkie, Welcome, you jumped in just before my post, I would have welcomed you in the post above.
you’re off to good start, I like your attitude, Welcome and enjoy!what a story, Welcome to the forum. This is a good place to let go of some anger and bitterness. Try as I may I still find some rage within especially after hearing how heartless women can be.. MG-tower long as you have your cutters and soldering gun out take any empathy I may have left for old hag feminist as well.
I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.
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