I can't sleep. I am angry. And disappointed in myself.

[iMickey503Participant 12465]

I told my boss I was going to finish the job, but I could not. I even stayed there really late, but Damn, I just kept on running into one problem after another.

And I hate it that all of these mistakes I could of mostly avoided, but there was nothing I can do. I am working with someone else’s work before me, so I have to fix their work at the same time. Its not done wrong, its just a crappy situation and it could not be helped.

So, going in early today, so I can finish the job.

I feel horrible I could not finish last night, but after 14 hours there, I started making mistakes, so I left to go home, and of course.. Only slept maybe 2.5 hours. And here I am up again.

I was suppose to leave work yesterday at 7, but I left at 10:40PM I hate not being able to finish was I said I would do.

And the guy gave me 200 dollars cash yesterday. That was my second day there.

I am going in and hoping I catch up where I should be and finish cabling that floor. my boss should be in at 9am.

I mean I Hate it when I can’t finish what I said I would. Yea I ran into lots of problems, things I could not control, people not having keys etc, working around staff etc.

But I know that if I thought it through better, maybe I could of finished.

I hope not to make that mistake again.

I only logged 8 hours since I think it was mostly my fault for not being able to see the issus. For how much he is paying me, my guess work did not play out. So , I think I am doing the right thing.

It just did not feel right to charge him for work that I should have seen would end up with problems the way I went about it. Sure, I don’t think anyone else on his team could go much faster with the quality of work needed, but I am one of the best Low Voltage techs out there. I should have saw this and did something about it.

But It was my first day, and they guy (Super cool Eastern Rusky) did not speak super good english, so it was hard to understand. And I just followed his lead. I should have took charge, but did not want to step on any shoes.

I hope I am doing the right thing. Oh, working for another company. A legit one. My lord, it wonderful not stealing from Home depot to get the supplies you need. THe last f~~~er is dicking around with my last paycheck.

Well, better go to work. Don’t want to end up like keymaster and having everyone mad at me for not giving my 238.99%.

You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

[Gravel PitParticipant]

Sleep is a requirement. Im running low on it myself. You burn the candle at both ends, eventually you crash. Be kind to yourself, people understand there are obstacles. They like you, or your wouldn’t have the job.

[Blood AxeParticipant 1179]

iMickey503 wrote:

I told my boss I was going to finish the job, but I could not. I even stayed there really late, but Damn, I just kept on running into one problem after another.

I was suppose to leave work yesterday at 7, but I left at 10:40PM I hate not being able to finish was I said I would do.

I understand your frustration. In the world of men, our word is important. Keeping your word gives a man an honorable reputation.

Men do what we say we will do. A good man’s word is worth a lot. I’m sure you will finish the job and all will be well.

Back off Barbie!

[JVBParticipant]

chill my man. Your adding stress that is not healthy. I respect your work ethic but enough is enough.

Block of cheese, underpants, couch, sleep. Next thing you know you will be hundreds.

Peace is > piece.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

I got the same situation few days ago, i was p~~~ed of, but for other reason, i did something horrible, i gave a f~~~.

Learn to not give a f~~~.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

Tackle the anger first and the sleep will come.

You can only be expected to do the best you can.
The extra time you put in is evidence of you doing that.
You have done all you could.

My father always said: “son all I ask is that you give your best effort
and do the best you can. I will never ask for more than that”.

Now forgive yourself and get some sleep..

An order not a suggestion because it came from another man’s
personal father in heaven..Love and respect..

I have the utmost respect for the effort you put in to keep your word..

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[AwakenedParticipant 35200]

Would have, Could have, Should have, NONE of us are Miracle Workers…. Maybe NEXT TIME in a similar situation, tell your boss that you will do your best, BUT you are working out someone else’s mistakes, problems etc., and depending on how smoothly or not smoothly that works out, or doesn’t work out will depend upon the completion time.

Then, DOCUMENT your time invested in EACH task–even if it to remedy one of your unforeseen mistakes at the time.

Strive to do your best, not for perfection, and always cover your ass—Document Your Time.

In a World of Justin Beibers Be a Johnny Cash

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

Carnage wrote:
I got the same situation few days ago, i was p~~~ed of, but for other reason, i did something horrible, i gave a f~~~.

Learn to not give a f~~~.

Carnage is the epitome of the word apathy..

APATHY:=lack of interest, enthusiasm, or concern.

iMickey503 takes pride in his work and that is self evident.

Telling him not to give a f~~~ is not good advice where his
occupation is concerned.

I do not know your occupation, but I pray your apathetic nature does not show up
in the Quality of your work..

Love and respect

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[AposematicParticipant 2671]

Harpo, carnage is a quack! He is subtly implying he f~~~ed up and killed someone

Afinogyny.. from the Greek Afino {to abandon/ to set down/ to leave /to allow/ to let } + Gyny {Women} MGHOW’s philosophy to not engage women without “hating them”. Narcorca =Narcissistic Orca typically spouting to a bathroom mirror taking an arms length selfie ; Wallinate describes post wall females whose SMV is terminally negligible New Years resolution "To not make women happy" . Instadestitue: yet another Neologism for Men that cohabit with women that decide to pull the handle of intervention orders.

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

o2tosin wrote:
Harpo, carnage is a quack! He is subtly implying he f~~~ed up and killed someone

Quack as in Doctor of the barbaric witchcraft they call modern medicine?

I am waiting until my father’s strong virile spirit replaces my impotent
week one. Then work on my earthly body will go much smoother..

Holistic cure is heavenly compared to earthly treatments..

The medical profession make no money after you are cured..

They only make money per treatment..

I treat them as Quacks!

Love and respect

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[The Black ScorpionParticipant 2143]

Work to live.

Don’t live to work.

The greatest tragedy in life is to spend your whole life fishing only to discover that it was not fish you were after. - Henry David Thoreau

[Daryll55Participant 2950]

JVB wrote:

chill my man. Your adding stress that is not healthy. I respect your work ethic but enough is enough.
Block of cheese, underpants, couch, sleep. Next thing you know you will be hundreds.

LOL
I gave you a star just for the analogy!

Made me think of the dad on “Married With Children.”

Marry again, Hell NO ! ( Even JESUS was hung on a cross just once)

[iMickey503Participant 12465]

I just got home. Strangely enough, I am Working in a hospital. I am working in the adult ward. Its FILLED with women.

I had a hell of a rough start. My boss asked me about if I had been in prison. And my DV stuff. He wanted to make me a permanent worker, but for now, he is just keeping me on as a contract worker. Man, that was tough going over each time. How many days I was in jail, etc.. I had to take a break before I started work.

I forgot how bad it was last time. F~~~, its just so hard to let go of the anger just like Harpoomsman said.
I started shaking, holy f~~~ man, I had to quickly excuse myself for a smoke break. Felt like such a weak pussy of a man. Its been months god damn it.

I was alone again today, and got the floor done. THEN.. Some FAT Heffer f~~~ing broke a sign on the wall that was just sticky tapped on! I caught it before it fell on the nurses head. turns out the only thing holding it was the Miller brand Paint they used.. I caught it just before it hit her head.

You know what I apploiges cuz I scared the nurse, or it was the other one going watch out, I heard it and just caught it in the corner of my eye jumped over and caught it.

How hard is it to use F~~~ING SCREWS? I should not have intervened, but old habits die hard.

One of Nurses said :I told you that sign would fall. I let my boss know what happned, and he said the same thing. Of course it was a woman who has been installing them.

Thankfully, it was about 10pm, and I was just leaving. I’m trying to keep a low profile, and now.. the security guy goes “Hey, are you the guy that saved the nurse from the E.R visits”/// F~~~ me man.. Just F~~~ me..

I’m just glad I got everything done today.

You are all alone. If you have been falsely accused of RAPE, DV, PLEASE let all men know about the people who did this. http://register-her.net/web/guest/home

[Daryll55Participant 2950]

Wha choo beatin’ yourself up for Bro ??
You reacted in reflex,which meant you were trying to save the sign and someone under it from getting hurt. No matter if it was man,woman,or child. (I’d put that in the “Woman owes MAN one column.)
Sounds like you had a minor anxiety attack on other stuff. Tell your brain that s~~~’s PAST TENSE! — I need to bury that s~~~. Bury it and tamp it down with a shovel. If that doesn’t work, get a steam-roller !

You can’t mold your future and enjoy the present when you think about the past.

Marry again, Hell NO ! ( Even JESUS was hung on a cross just once)

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