I can't even begin to tell you how much I hate

[Anonymous 43]

Being a “Participant” in the Illinois Disbursal Unit. Participant. Entering a pie eating contest at the county fair makes me a participant. What I am is a prisoner on temporary release.

F~~~ you State of Illinois State Disbursal Unit for calling me a participant. As if I was willing to give money to these f~~~ers out of the goodness of my heart for good and noble reasons.

I just sifted through papers looking for something and came across the order that made me homeless, having to pay $800 a month out of the $1200 take home pay. Order entered 3/15/2016, the day my little girl told me to go away. I sat and cried outside the Starbucks where my girl broke my heart so long, a cop rousted me for loitering, 4 hours after the place closed. I drove home in the dark. I drove from Chicago to my home in way the f~~~ out there in some dirty cowtown. I had to teach school the next Monday. Two weeks later I had to get rid of nearly all my belongings and live in a tent, while I worked for a school district.

F~~~ you Judge F~~~wit for not listening to me, for not looking at the evidence put before your eyes, showing what I made and my expenses. F~~~ you Judge F~~~wit and that fancy crystal award you got from the feminist group. Shove it in your earhole. F~~~ the c~~~ who spermjacked me, coerced me into making another child and f~~~ing some guy she found on facebook. F~~~ you c~~~ for making me feel so horrible and worthless that I wanted to burn to death. F~~~ you up the ass and out the right eyeball for that you f~~~ing c~~~. It will be you burning in hell for all eternity you useless cheating slag.

F~~~ me for falling in love, devoting my life, my resources and my future to a woman. F~~~ me for doing what was right and honorable. I thought I was doing everything right, and by God I was an amazing husband and father. That woman did not deserve anything I did for her. I threw everything I had into the pleasing her, and her greed consumed everything she touched. What ever I did was never good enough. She looked down at my efforts, and it made me want to try harder, and it still wasn’t enough.

F~~~ that c~~~ for allowing me to participate into sending the f~~~squad disbursal unit $500 a month. $500 a month to stay out of jail.

I am working on rebuilding. I felt a little lax in my studies, and so I went digging into the past, I went looking for the one thing that would light a fire under my ass. And I found it. I needed to remember. I grew too used to the two years of peace.

God forgive me for letting up on my studies. I know nothing comes easy. I have chosen a difficult path, because it is difficult. I will succeed.

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

I dont know how the court system computes alimony and other payments…But it is messed up that the husband is left with almost nothing and is destitute so the c~~~ can “maintain” HER lifestyle….

The husband cant even get a decent meal, or a roof over his head just so c~~~ is not “distressed by the situation”. Where is the fairness or decency in that. Its no wonder a lot of the good husbands off themselves because c~~~ has the audacity to be “committed to the relationship” and deserves “fair treatment” by making the husband destitute and fighting for his right to just see his kids…

The stories are the same brother…Be strong…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[Point Of No ReturnParticipant 4074]

Hang in there May

Know when it is your duty to give them zero explanations for your actions.

[Anonymous 42]

Need any Roll-aids? Or a baseball bat and a clear shot at the back of judge F~~~wit’s head?

No brainer! I choose the bat!

[Truthseeker82Participant 6406]

Everyday you are one step closer to financial freedom and one step further from the memory of the wretched bitch that tried (but did not succeed) in destroying you. Your anger is fully understandable- but something only a man can understand.

She will have to live with herself forever. I live in Chicago and know all to well how screwed up the system is in Illinois. It just plain
sucks. Vent all you need – were here for you. And for any lurkers out there – read and re read what has been written here. Know the system can and will work against you if you are male. Opt out now and preserve.

[Old BuckParticipant 3596]

You are a man rebuilding his life. Nothing comes easy.
Stay the course, as you are on the path to freedom.

Don’t focus on the past or where you have been. Focus on the future, where you are headed.
Every day is one step past the bulls~~~ and closer to final closure.

You are almost there brother!

Don't chase tail. Turn yours around, walk away, and live free!

[HitmanParticipant]

looking back hurts too much.
i say go forward !!!

the FASTER you go forward,
the further AWAY from the past….!!!

[Anonymous 1]

I been thru that same courthouse may. We are here for you brother. Let it out we are all routing for you. I want to be there on the 7th of may.

[Remove me!Participant]

You are rising out of the ashes like the Phoenix, my brother! I understand you’re anger, but stay on the path!

Like a bird on the wire, like a drunk midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free.

[JustAnotherGuyParticipant]

I feel your pain. I had the luxury of living out of a spare room with my parents, but I had to commute an hour one way, I lost my house, and I had to sell the only thing that previously gave me peace: my motorcycle.

The fire of seeing her playing house with the new dude p~~~ed me right the f~~~ off. Knowing he was an abject loser who couldn’t legally drive himself (license revoked) for a decade. Seeing wedding photos with my two year old walking the ring down the aisle to join her and the dude p~~~ed me off.

Finding zen was a long damn road five years and counting in the making. I still lose my cool over the life promise that was revoked.

The brotherhood is here for you. I have a carousel of king fu films and a cabinet full of the most horrifically violent video games, and there’s a s~~~ load of beer in the fridge if you can pry Tower away from it.

Cupcakes are Cold. MGTOW is Absolute Zero.
“Let us wait a little; when your enemy is executing a false movement, never interrupt him” –Napoleon Bonaparte, 1805

[Anonymous 11]

Excellent use of adverbs!!!!!

Take it easy, man.

[WallyParticipant]

Going to be a party on here on your day dude, keep improving your life, you are an inspiration.

"what a waste of a life, to marry, give up your freedom, just for the hope of not dying alone. Don't get married Son."

[TheSpiceParticipant 2644]

I feel your pain, brother. We’re all here for ya.

"I've been thinking about what it would be like if we got back together."
"You know it's too late for that."

[Anonymous 14]

May, yes, wayyyy to many adverbs man.

[Anonymous 42]

JustAnotherGuy wrote:

there’s a s~~~ load of beer in the fridge if you can pry Tower away from it.

What’s with all the accusations about me and hording all the beer? I don’t even drink beer!

NO you can’t have a hit! I am the asshole that Bogarts all the weed!

PUFF PUFF PUFF!!!

[HitmanParticipant]

[Remove me!Participant]

In 2 years, I say we all meet in her town and put a big bag of flaming dog s~~~ on her front door.

Like a bird on the wire, like a drunk midnight choir, I have tried in my way to be free.

[JustAnotherGuyParticipant]

Anonymous wrote:

JustAnotherGuy wrote:

there’s a s~~~ load of beer in the fridge if you can pry Tower away from it.

What’s with all the accusations about me and hording all the beer? I don’t even drink beer!

NO you can’t have a hit! I am the asshole that Bogarts all the weed!

PUFF PUFF PUFF!!!

A likely story. We’re onto you.

Cupcakes are Cold. MGTOW is Absolute Zero.
“Let us wait a little; when your enemy is executing a false movement, never interrupt him” –Napoleon Bonaparte, 1805

[Anonymous 43]

sorry

a little stressed out. flipping flash cards with acronyms and ports is making me loopy.

loving the burning bag of dog s~~~ idea, but I think I’m going to leave a little pile of silver dimes on her doorstep. 30 pieces of silver.

ill be ok guys

[Anonymous 11]

Port 1433 is ???

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