I came close to a relapse

[qeeqoParticipant 1168]

I was approached through facebook by a much younger woman that I knew from decades past. She started a conversation and turned it to sex 3rd sentence. We spoke for about 3 weeks and I noticed something creeping in that I haven’t experienced in a long time, turmoil. I’ve been alone for 10 years and celibate. I simply had no desire to sleep with this much younger woman especially after listening to what she actually said rather than what I wanted to hear. She is 200 lbs of crazy in a 150 lbs sack. I didn’t want to throw oxytocin into the mix. I fall easily so I don’t f~~~ at all anymore.

I have a sister I’m pretty close to Whois crazy… bipolar, but I kept her apprised of the texts I was getting. She made an observation the other day that I found to be pretty accurate. She said, “I’ve watched you descend Into more and more turmoil since you started talking to her and the whole dynamic changed when you didn’t go for the hookup” This Gal said she thought relationships were never equal because someone is always trying to get a hand up on the other.” My sister said she’d observed her trying to do that so my solution was to defriend her and deactivate facebook. I also requested they remove all my data. So she got a hand up alright… right up her ass. Just walk away.

That turmoil brought flooding back many bad memories. Deactivating facebook was a pre-emotive measure from any further Kamikaze strikes of crazy, and it also stopped the turmoil. Glad I can work this s~~~ out here. I love the username here “Peace not piece” Right on the money.

[AttonParticipant]

Shields active

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[RedDawnParticipant 1391]

Congratulations Qeeqo! Open up the champagne I say! You walked away from a ticking time-bomb and you deleted the cancer that is Facebook! Give your sister a hug and have a great day!

Courage is the key to life itself - Morgan Freeman

[The Moth Attracted to the FlameParticipant 2982]

Social media had been a death nail to your masculinity. I had to learn from it. You made a very good choice.

[RoyDalParticipant]

Turmoil equals gut reaction. Trust your gut, which you did, and avoid danger, which you also did. Congratulations.

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[qeeqoParticipant 1168]

I hadn’t been on an emotional roller coaster in a decade. When this Gal IM’d me she asked me how I view relations~~~s. I told her that I see it as an equal partnership. She sees it as one is always trying to seek dominance. Then I watched her go for dominance. I decided the best way to deal with this was to just get off and work it out here.

[qeeqoParticipant 1168]

Thanks guys, these responses are great. RoyDal, I never considered that turmoil was a gut reaction, but you’re right on the money. The turmoil ended when I walked away. This was mostly stress for me so I removed the stressor. I gave her my phone number in the beginning and I deleted hers without memorizing it. Hopefully she gets the hint when she saw I didn’t exist in chat anymore and the next hint when she went to stalk my timeline and found out I no longer exist on facebook.

[HitmanParticipant]

facebook is for women and gays !

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