How you KNOW you’re lonely….

[huskerbaldguyParticipant 40]

I went through several months of Hell with a “trans-woman” who looked so much like an actual woman that I actually daydreamed about banging her. That’s how lonely I was, and BOOOOY, did she EVER use that to HER advantage. She has (or CLAIMS to have) this immune system disorder that causes her to have “flares” where her body will turn super-hot to the touch and she’ll collapse in pain. I forgot what it was called, but she couldn’t hold a steady job because of it, and she smokes pot to ease the pain. So one day I stupidly offered to drive her to an event I also wanted to go to, and she followed me around the whole time, which in my mind meant she must regard me as potential boyfriend material. But she made it clear a few days later that we were “just friends”.

As the weeks went on, and more of my time was spent helping her out like the idiot White Knight I was, she invited this complete f~~~ing LOSER to stay at her place. He was homeless, had no car, and was a douchebag to her. Once when she made steak for us, I actually complimented her on how good it was, while the loser said nothing nice to her, and even said to her, flat-out, “It’s f~~~in’ COLD”. He would also avoid her gestures of affection and go lie down and sleep for hours during the day. When she was sick, I would comfort her, while he would blame her for smoking pot too much. I invited her to my mom’s place to help me clean up her front yard, and I told this girl that she seriously needed to dump this f~~~-ass and be with me. To my surprise, she asked me if I wanted to be her boyfriend. Of course, I was like, “F~~~ Yeah!” (this was after she had kicked Douchebucket out of her house). But, alas, when I tried to pull her in for a goodnight kiss, she turned her cheek to me and said, “What are you doing?!” I told her I wanted to kiss my girlfriend good night. She then dropped this little bomb: “When I asked you if you wanted to be my boyfriend, I just did that because I was mad at Michael” (aka Douchbucket).

So, to conclude this story, I invited her to swim with me at my apartment complex, and she accepted. But, she chose to go visit a friend she knew from another unit in that same complex, and I didn’t see her for 90+ minutes. I told her that I did not appreciate being abandoned like that, and she told me not to “get in her face” and to “chill out”. I replied, “No! I will NOT chill out! I don’t take kindly to being ignored like that!” Her final reply was, “FINE! You can call me tomorrow when you’re f~~~ing chilled out!” MY final reply was, “There may not BE a tomorrow!” After that, I stormed back into my own unit and never spoke to her again.

I thought women LOVED jerks, but I guess I wasn’t the “right kind” of jerk. You have to be DESPERATELY lonely to fall in love with THAT. Blue Pill Hell WRIT LARGE…..

[HitmanParticipant]

huskerbaldguy wrote:

huskerbaldguy

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I went through several months of Hell with a “trans-woman” who looked so much like an actual woman that I actually daydreamed about banging her. That’s how lonely I was,

no dude.you don’t do that .ever. hope you learned a serious lesson.do not waste your time with trash. you got played,stop all interaction with that “thing”
i personally would’nt p~~~ on “it ” if “it” was on fire.
get a hobby, take a class,get a second job .
you know what the f~~~ diseases trannys have ? umm..ALL of them .
cut the f~~~ing cord on that s~~~ , pronto !
you don’t have to be lonely anymore, hang out here, give me flack, i don’t know..but leave that freak out of your life .

[huskerbaldguyParticipant 40]

Hey Hitman!

Yes, I learned my lesson BIG TIME. I will NEVER hit on another trans-sexual again. I just needed to tell my story (one of MANY) about the Blue Pill Hell I went through. I will most DEFINITELY hang out here at MGTOW Forums and absorb the wisdom here like a sponge! I appreciate your tough love, brother! I need it. I need to get the f~~~ out of Blue Pill Hell and develop a better mindset.

Thank you for the flack! 😉

[HitmanParticipant]

anytime friend.
we can only learn from mistakes..
like i know not to get married !
my worst mistake ever…and i’ve made a LOT .
i’m lucky to be alive, and i don’t take anything for granted ..
( except that women and even men who look like women will ruin you if you aint REAL careful.
stay strong and keep up the good work, because most of us don’t even find this place to be free ! you’re a lucky guy .
cheers !

[AvidAvariceParticipant 223]

Wait…

This is a trans woman, and she still does the same “bang the asshole” routine?

…What?

She theoretically doesn’t even have the same biological makeup that results in women doing stupid s~~~, and she still does the same stupid s~~~?

What is this I don’t even…

[hellraiderParticipant 2837]

Seriously, buy a fleshlight and use it.
Just stay away from women, and even more from “trans women”

[finallyfreeParticipant 341]

Not trying to be mean at all but Dude did you just admit to being sexually attracted to an effin tranny? my jaw is still on the floor? Please tell me you thought she was a woman at first. Ms. Michigan (aka – your hand) is far better than a tranny. I understand if you thought she was a woman at first but after you realized what “it” was it should have been friend only from that point.

[Wolf redpillmanSpectator 1658]

This.threat.is weird i don’t.know about other.mgtow but.im sure 90%of.us don’t.want.to.know about you f~~~ing with some tranny weird threat to.me sound.gay.ass f~~~

[huskerbaldguyParticipant 40]

Redpillman,

Yes, I know 90% of you didn’t want to hear about it, but when a man is so lonely that he will stoop to that level, his mind will rationalize it and throw logic down the toilet. I am sorry if you were offended by my post, but I think this is the safest place to talk about that.

[huskerbaldguyParticipant 40]

finallyfree,

Whether I knew at first or not, or whether I was attracted to “it” or not, the point is that these kinds of scenarios are not out of the realm of possibility when you are of the sick mindset of wanting someone—ANYONE—to help “cure” your loneliness. I was attracted to the idea of HAVING SOMEONE, that’s it. I know this seems awfully bizarre to all of you, but loneliness does horrific things to your mind. I am not attracted to transsexuals, by the way. I was only “attracted to” this one because I needed to fill a void in my life. Relax, fellas—I’m not moving to the Dark Side. I’m here, I’m seeking guidance, and that’s the whole point.

[huskerbaldguyParticipant 40]

One more thing, and then I’ll stop discussing this any further: I did NOT have intercourse with “it”. Just wanted to clear that up. THE END.

[sidecarParticipant 35837]

AWALT.

ALL of them.

Never fails.

[finallyfreeParticipant 341]

Huskerbalgu. I kind of understand what you are talking about because I myself have thought about being with some pretty unattractive ladies due to loneliness. Sorry if I seemed insensitive. Loneliness is almost like a disease. Feel free to vent to us here. It’s part of the reason that this site exists. Again, sorry if I offended you, I was just kind of surprised that’s all.

[DeepInThoughtParticipant 2710]

7.4 billion people on the planet. I’m not lonely!

[KeymasterKeymaster]

Hitman wrote:

i’m lucky to be alive

Pardon me, but I will step up and correct any man who thinks he is “lucky” — just because a woman didn’t entirely destroy him. That mentality has GOT TO GO.

“Im one of the lucky ones, she only took half of my s~~~ , house and kids and man am I every LUCKY!!”

I call that bulls~~~ OUT – for his own good. Men need to stop thinking like that – prontissimo. God knows we all understand where it comes from , but once you put it into perspective, it actually sounds silly. And it’s dangerous… because some schmuck out there will also walk up to the altar, send her monthly checks for the rest of his life and think he’s “fortunate” that it didn’t kill him.

“Lucky” is betting on green when you play Roulette.
The little ball lands on green, and there is a POSITIVE outcome.

You’re not “lucky” when you get in your car and arrive at the other end in one piece. “lucky” is a marriage that was actually ENJOYABLE – but even you think of it as “the worst mistake you ever made”.

Personally, I make a very conscious decision to never use the word “must” in the MGTOW sphere of conversation…. but men really MUST stop thinking of themselves as “fortunate” for not being totally destroyed.

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On “being so lonely” that even a tranny looks good to you…. I have never been there myself, but I once saw a totally indistinguishable black tranny who looked better than a young Whitney Houston. Im telling you, “he” was GORGEOUS. He even knew exactly how to walk in high heels. Better looking than most women! A real “beauty queen”! Until someone said “dude that’s a dude”. Then I was like “no”.

Wolf redpillman wrote:

to.me sound.gay.ass f~~~

Not really. “Gay” is seeing a hairy ass that’s obviously male, with a deep voice, facial hair and thinking “Mmmm-mmm, I gotta get me some of that”. A natural desire for something that works THAT HARD to present itself as a way-attractive female ….. actually verifies than he’s NOT gay.

Attraction is not a choice.

If you like Stella, and someone serves you Coors Lite in a Stella Bottle, there’s really nothing “off” with the person who drinks it. The tranny is actually more “gay as f~~~” in this case. The OP likes the look of a chick.

Yeah it’s true that trannies take it in the ass. But so do women. I mean…. if God wanted women to get f~~~ed in the ass, he would have put a hole there. Know what I mean?

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[QcummerParticipant 652]

ok then OP:

This is just a tip that would help all who read the forums:

Please preface your story somehow.

I commend you for putting it in the proper category of “Blue Pill Hell”.

However, most readers will read your post without the proper frame of mind if they don’t recognize it’s a personal account from ‘Blue Pill Hell’.

I like your story about the depths of loneliness, however my first reaction was just like Redpillman’s…and reading his comment made me laugh b/c I was thinking the same s~~~.

You could still be some mentally ill tuna, but just wanted to give you a heads up about how your message was received. Again, props for having the right category, but best to ‘prepare’ the reader. It’s a profound subject and yes, this is the place to let that s~~~ out. Thank you for sharin’

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