Gentlemen
I wanted to share something absolutely meaningful to me
I’m sure most of us already had thoughts like “What is life? And what is it’s purpose? Why am I here and now? Is this what I truly deserve? Where is my destination? What am I meant to be or supposed to do?” all that sort of philosophy.
To my constant observations and experiences I came up with a conclusion what life is in my mind.
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LIFE
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You are born into this world called earth. You start with nothing and absolutely NOTHING! Zero. 0. You have no talents, no skills, no powers, no strengths, no rights, no identity, no fame. You land anywhere on the planet, where what it seems to be some strangers decide it for you. They could do anything to you ranging from keeping and raising you up to killing you where you are the moment you open your eyes for the first time.
You are either a male or a female child, that’s not up to you to decide who or what you want to be. Life does that for you. The same counts towards race, looks, disabilities and more natural properties.
You are being thrown out from the dark void into this controlling s~~~hole called earth, where global problems are never changing, where terrorists keep attacking the population, where you are expected to be rich, stable, married etc., where you are “staying” or “imprisoned” either in your family with your parent(s) or fosters home, whether you like it or not for not any less than 18 years. Anything that happens to you inevitably will stick with you until you die, again, like it or not.
You keep living or surviving. You can collect what’s left to collect and start picking up some experience a child can make. This goes on and on and on… You can fall from a tree and be either temporary or permanently crippled, get hit by a stone in your eye, feel like s~~~, try some things out you can or just w a i t . . .
The foundation of life is your health. This speaks for itself. You do with it what you can and health will treat you back the exact same way. You are based on it.
Assuming you survived and graduated, in today’s times it’s “manageable” somehow. However nothing is free and you are just standing there, trying to figure a way up. You may have developed some knowledge, skills and stuff like that keeps in you… but you are still without money if your parents don’t support you with money. So what are you going to do is up to you inside of your possibilities, again, like it or not.
By now you have figured out, how everything costs much money and you don’t have it. And if you start making some, you also notice, how the expenses have left you still poor but not as bad as being unemployed. Employers may have their standards when you apply somewhere and you’re just there the way you are in the current state: Unemployed, poor, hungry, maybe below average looking and may wear the same 2 outfits you only have left until your next income, probably mentally praying to get it, and you may not exactly smell like axe-spray.
You compare your lifestyle with the others and are aware of starving children in Africa, homeless people freezing their asses with their degrees, terrorists terrorizing areas, media manipulating humans, societies hatred and discrimination towards males and other people, corrupt politicians endlessly trolling it’s people, how money runs the world and ruins everything, accidents and all sort of tragic things. They simply overwhelm the positive sides and cannot be overseen.
Life will find ways to annoy you and make you go nuts. The moment you are happy, life is likely to turn around and ruin it for your day, unless you somehow manage to make sure it will not.
And the best of the best is: Innocence is nothing. Nobody ever had it to begin with.
To sum it up in all short… If you happen to have played through games like GTA, Prototype or Skyrim, you notice after you have beaten the game, that there are no more main quests left to do. And so sort of is life. You are left without any quests but you decide what you do now. However there is no quit or save/load or options. You are there in this location of our planet earth and that’s it.
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Personally I don’t have time to put up with s~~~ like that. Life is too f~~~ing short to live in misery and I have much much better things to do. I’ll sit here, enjoying what I can and be on my way. There’s not much that can stop me now where I am but I’ll do my best to avoid these and negativity. I simply have had enough and couldn’t avoid wasting my childhood in waves of depressions. I let it all go and I don’t care anymore. I AM DONE FOR THIS LIFE.
"We are free to follow our own path. There are those who will take that freedom from us, and too many of you gladly give it. But it is our ability to choose – whatever you think is true – that makes us human. There is no book or teacher to give you the answers, to show you the path. Choose your own way! Do not follow me, or anyone else."
Ascended 4 years, 1 month ago.
