Welcome back. It’s so easy to slip into complacency. Forgetting they have an agenda is easy to do, especially if you are a trusting person. A few kind words, some nice gestures, you lower your shields then the photon torpedos get through.
SO DAD-GUM TRUE sir…!!!
And I am way too trusting, and not just trusting, I am the kind of man that has always wanted or strives to see or believe in the best of people…Which has gotten me ABSOLUTE NO WHERE…Even less than no where…In fact, it has gotten me hurt more often than not…And at one point in my life I attempted to change my personality to a man who acts out to anyone and everyone in a “hate filled” way or manner…But this was very difficult and taxing on my spirit…It is very difficult to be someone you are not…And can take a fantastic toll upon not only your spirit, but your very body…At this time of my life, I had extremely high blood pressure…Border line heart attack or stroke…I had several episodes of where I even thought I was having a stroke or heart attack…Went to a Dr. and he was in shock at how young I was, and how high my blood pressure was…At that time I was in the gym lifting HARD CORE every single day too, so it was not as if my health was bad, I was in some of the best shape I had ever been in “physically”…So…After much inner thought, and much time spent upon reflection, went back to my more trusting persona…And again, this got me used, abused and wrecked, but at least, I was and am not being someone that I am not…I have too say though, the education I have obtained from this site, and the men here has helped me protect my heart, and not having to be hateful at the same time…We can be very protective of ourselves and not be a hate filled man…And just my two cents gents, this is by far the best of both worlds, cause you do not carry this 33 ton chip on your shoulder that will eventually weigh you down or grind you to absolute dust…NONE THE LESS…Yeah…But as others have said, YOU NEED to come back in here, never leave, MUST KEEP THAT SWORD SHARP AND USED FREQUENTLY otherwise what good is a dull blade…? None…And you end right back where you started, and thankfully I did NOT let myself get that FAR DOWN before I rushed back here, and FILLED UP on my red pill deficiency…!!!
WHEW…Nearly too late though..I highly recommend for all my brothers, when you feel like your ready to face the world and MOVE beyond the realm of this safe area created by GREAT AND FANTASTIC MEN, think not too leave in entirety, nay nay…Come back, visit, drop a line, and never leave in entirety…Old comfortable pathways, old comfortable routines fall RIGHT BACK INTO PLACE, without even thinking about them, just kind of happens, sub-consciously…Anyway….Good to be back gents….GOOD TO BE BACK AMONG GREAT MEN….!!!
Men are at a time when panning for gold in a urinal has a higher probability of success than finding a faithful and loving woman, it is time to go your own way.....
Jeremiah Johnson 1 year, 7 months ago.
