Here it is everyone…

[Anonymous 0]

I have posted a couple of posts here but never written any introduction about myself. It is a long one. I didn’t wanted to share my story first. But I realized that if I did not share mine and my best friend’s story, his sacrifice would have no meaning at all. Also @gambit already asked me to share my experience twice. So here it is everyone…

I’m 23 years old from India, Kerala (Eastern hemisphere) and I must say I was red pilled when I was a little child! When I was 5 or 6 years old (don’t exactly remember) my parents took me to an expensive marriage and it was the first time I was attending a luxury wedding. Having known my father’s friend got divorce then I asked my mother “why they are spending so much money for wedding?” She responded “marriage is something that only happens once in a lifetime.” That was the time my father’s friend (I called him “uncle”) was reengaged to a woman. With this in my mind I asked my mother again “what if they get divorced? Will he have to spend huge amount of money for marrying again?” I never dared to ask any questions to her after that day about marriages because she responded to me with a spank right in the middle of the crowd!

I had my first crush when I was 14 (9th grade) and it was all a puppy love. Two months later, I found out she was sleeping with the school bus driver of 28 years old. (It is illegal but it often happens in a third world country and the trend is pretty popular among below average income families) That broke my heart! I cried all night and was so depressed. It lasted for nearly 2 years and I barely passed my school exams.

At the age of 19 I had my first girlfriend. She was 16 and everything were amazing. We had our first kiss. She used her charms to get things from me like paying for her food, phone bills. I paid those from my pocket money. Until I found out she was sleeping with her school teacher at the same time. One of her girlfriends tried to gave me a warning but I wasn’t able to recognize it. I became so angry after this, I started alcohol and smoking at a heavy rate. I never let anyone knew this but my parents found out but by that time I almost became a chain smoker and alcoholic.

I wanted to quit everything at college and wanted to be the ‘good guy’. Right that moment I met another women. She was fat, yet she was so kind to me and caring. I wanted to date her, but she said she was very religious and was also saving herself for marriage. This trend is common among middle class and above middle class women. I gladly accepted her decision and confessed about my past. She said it will be fine with her as long as I will be honest and loyal to her after marriage. (I am barely sexually experienced because my ex girlfriend used sex as something I have pay for by paying her food and cellphone bills. This made sex during 5 or 6 months and I only did it 2 times!)

I thought I found my true love. I also remember reading somewhere ‘80% of men will find their spouses during college’ and believed that BS statistics. Well, two years later she said she was getting married (It was an arranged marriage and is still very common in India.) and she found a rich guy running a graphics designing company. I begged to her not to leave me alone. She said she wanted to have a good lifestyle and I won’t able to provide it. I didn’t want to let her go. “I want time. I promise I will become richer and will take care of you better than anyone. This man (her now husband) is 29 years old, I can do better than him when I get 29 years.” I said. After I said that she said this “Well, you might be able to do better then, but you don’t have enough money now!” It struck me hard. She does not want to be with me. All she wanted is money. And I was working a job then that paid me 5000 INR per month!

This incident gave an insight about women. I asked all my friends and they all have a similar story. Everyone of said “Never mind, Its something that happens to everyone of us. Get over it.” I just couldn’t find out why this all happened.

In the mean time, when I was 20 years old I found a job as a receptionist in a four star hotel. During this time, I have seen few actors, politicians, movie directors, business men and other high status or famous people booking rooms and girls flocking towards them. This had a huge effect on me. I just never believed when my coworkers said how women throw themselves at these people! But I’ve seen them myself. All they wanted is to trade their sex for time with high status/ famous/ rich people. The religious ones will go after the guys with the highest bank balance.

After experiencing all this I wanted to find the reason. Why they do such things? Most of my google searches took me to PUA websites. But they were asking men to treat women like trash! Use them like tissues and throw them! I was not very happy with this advice. After all everybody is telling us to treat women with great respect and care. (India has a culture boasting how much better they treat women. FYI) Reading PUA websites made me more sad. I felt like a loser when everyone is having fun.

During this time a very close friend of mine got arrested one month for ‘rape on false promise of marriage (This is a law in India!)’. His girlfriend’s parents filed the complaint and he lost his job, suspended from engineering college and his family lost all their reputation. Somehow he got a bail and all of us friends went to see him. He cried saying he never did anything. He was a complete virgin! He never even kissed anyone in his life! We tried to calm him by saying “everything will be alright” but none of us knew how horrible it was for him until we got a call from his father next day early morning!

He hung himself! He wrote a suicide letter of 5 pages explaining his innocence and how he lost all his faith in justice. Us friends never thought he would do something like that ever! He even mentioned how dangerous it is for men to even talk to women. This gave us the real red pill. This whole thing happened nearly 2 years ago. After this many feminist-suggested laws has passed which made it even more difficult for men. I never talked to a women other than in family since last two years. I will never get married because of the false domestic violence accusation laws in my country. Every time a strange women talk to me I remember my friend’s dead body hung on the ceiling fan! I am afraid to even look at a women when I am off my job! I am no longer chasing women. No longer caring about them. I don’t need sex. I am happy when I found MGTOW.

The whole constitution in my country is made for women and I feel like a slave who have no rights. Not even basic human rights like freedom of speech! I thought this was a problem only in my country and I wanted to move to west till I found this site. Reading the experiences of people from the other end of the world made me realize I am not alone in this world. And I found tremendous happiness after I started going my own way.

The shame and loss of reputation because of a false rape accusation ripped off my friend’s dignity and life. May his soul rest in peace!

[ghostParticipant]

First of all, take a DEEP breath. You made it out of the s~~~ vortex ALIVE. You are more fortunate than others (i.e. your friend). That is tough man. You can NEVER give in or give up. May your friend rest in peace.

Thank you for sharing your story. I can sympathize with you on a variety of levels. Your story is no different than most of the one’s I have read, including my own.

You highlight a lot of what leads good men to this website and to adopt the mindset we all share.

We are happy to have you here and appreciate your contributions.

A BIG LEAGUE welcome to you, brother.

[RemovedParticipant 4676]

I am sorry for the loss of your friend, and his loss is definitely not a waste. He was cheated by a woman who wanted to get a free ride in life, and a system that empowered this. You are doing the right thing by remembering him, and not letting his memory be washed away as just another victim of the greed of women.

There is a long journey to heal from a loss, and you never get over it, but you are well on your way. I hope that you find strength in knowing you are not alone, and you find peace in finding yourself outside the brainwashing that we are supposed to have a woman in our life.

Welcome to the jungle.

[MACHOParticipant]

Thank You for sharing your story, Welcome Blood_King.

Anonymous wrote:

how dangerous it is for men to even talk to women. This gave us the real red pill. This whole thing happened nearly 2 years ago. After this many feminist-suggested laws has passed which made it even more difficult for men. I never talked to a women other than in family since last two years. I will never get married because of the false domestic violence accusation laws in my country. Every time a strange women talk to me I remember my friend’s dead body hung on the ceiling fan! I am afraid to even look at a women when I am off my job! I am no longer chasing women. No longer caring about them. I don’t need sex. I am happy when I found MGTOW

You must own a better Crystal ball than I

[Anonymous 43]

hmmmmm marriage is expensive, divorce is expensive, women leave you for wealth, women with hold sex as a weapon, women do the stupidest s~~~ to be with wealth, a false rape accusation and the one phone call led to suicide, looking on the internet for answers because why are women like this and no one warns us men.

this man has seen it all.

I don’t think we can really teach BK anything. There should be a diploma, certificate or a trophy we could give you. Most guys will give you a beer. I’ll share some of my Ginger Ale with you.

Welcome, brother. your eyes have seen much. your friend died so you could tell the world his story and his fate as a warning to the other men out there. his dying thought was

stay the f~~~ away from women!

men dying because of women really upsets me.

[DaveVParticipant 450]

A sad series of life events dude, but you are most welcome here.

Perhaps things here can help you recover.

D. G. I. Don't. Get. Involved. (Be happy, and stress not)

[DaveVParticipant 450]

D. G. I. Don't. Get. Involved. (Be happy, and stress not)

[Anonymous 18]

Women will go as far as male sex drive will propel them.

Once you ignore one woman, her world deflates. One man at a time. One pass at a time.

MGTOW is like a cancer for female psyche. It will either destroy females or force an evolutionary selection process unprecedented in our history.

All that or a nuke will clear out so-sight-ee.

[Anonymous 8]

Welcome to MGTOW brother.

Sorry to hear about your friend. You are honoring him by telling his story.

[NerdTunnelerParticipant]

Welcome brother…Focus on yourself and improve your life…There is no need to be in fear of the almighty vagene if you are not worshiping it…Leave it alone and you will be fine emotionally, mentally and financially…

I stand with feet apart and let my balls hang free...Manginas dont have balls...See how they stand and sit at the whim of their masters...

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

Good god, man… that is one of the worst stories I have ever heard. There are those who clal india “Cuckistan” and if what you say is common there, I can understand why.

I am sorry for what happened to your friend but you are right. Sharing his story may save others and for that, it will not be in vain.

[Anonymous 3]

A very senseless & tragic death. I am sorry for your loss.
I am glad you are here. A New journey begins now. Welcome

[AttonParticipant]

The shame and loss of reputation because of a false rape accusation ripped off my friend’s dignity and life. May his soul rest in peace!

This site is built with the intention of preventing just that.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[Anonymous 0]

Thank you everyone for honoring my friend. He was a really good guy. After this happened I quit all the social media accounts (facebook, whatsapp, okcupid all of them altogether) and living my life happily.I’m so addicted to my happiness and well being right now! I’m feeling very clear. I don’t have any emotional, mental or financial stress anymore. I realized I can live a better life without chasing the social norms. I learned my lesson at the cost my friend’s life! This is my past, my story and my friend’s story. Thanks for reading.

[Anonymous 1]

I’ve had friends commit suicide too. Vagina was always the culprit. I think you should do a post on just your friend’s story, put it in Central of Blue Pill Hell. That story needs to be told, again and again, it could save a Man’s life.

I came to the same conclusion about the PUA websites. What they are recommending will ruin your life in the long run. Some countries are a little worse than others when it comes to Laws. I worked with an immigrant from India. He was surprised that life in America was not all he thought it would be. He ultimately went back to India.

Now is the best time for you to focus on yourself. Build up some wealth, continuously improve yourself and your skills and stay away from women. Stay Strong, Stay MGTOW.

[TheWolfSheepFearSpectator 459]

I’m sorry to hear about your friend brother. I hope that f~~~ing bitch and her family meets a just demise. God has a special place in hell for these people.

Please God smite the wicked now

[MGTOW@50Participant 225]

Welcome.

I’m sorry for the loss of your friend. False accusations have terrible consequences for men.

The good news is that you now have knowledge that will serve you well in life. Focus on improving your life. The rest will fall into place along the way.

[IAmJacksBBCParticipant 47]

I’m sorry to hear about your friend, to lose someone to such false accusations is shameful and disheartening. Welcome to the site, know that you’re not alone.

[Ranger OneParticipant 16836]

The only thing more evil than the c~~~s making false accusations are the police, prosecutors, judges and legislators that have made this possible.

I am glad that my son’s are becoming thoroughly red-pilled through learning rather than experience. I have no desire to spend 30 years in prison for killing a false accuser, prosecutor, judge etc to avenge my son. And that is exactly what would happen. There exists a certain level of injustice where I simply won’t give a f~~~ about my own life and will pursue revenge.

Its seems everywhere is turning to s~~~ because of feminists and SJW. I want my own f~~~ing island country (population: 1 — me) with f~~~ing missiles that will shoot down planes or blow up boats approaching it. FTW.

All my life I've had doubts about who I am, where I belonged. Now I'm like the arrow that springs from the bow. No hesitation, no doubts. The path is clear. And what are you? Alive. Everything else is negotiable. Women have rights; men have responsibilities; MGTOW have freedom. Marriage is for chumps. If someone stands in the way of true justice, you simply walk up behind them and stab them in the heart-R'as al Ghul.

[Jack HarperParticipant 2863]

Jesus. I just read this. What a horrible story. I’m so sorry for your friend.

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