Hello, my introduction, very pleased to be here.

[ThewayforwardParticipant 20]

Hello fellow gentlemen

I am obviously a new member here, allow me to introduce my self, I am a man, 34 years old, never married (dodged that one!) and I consider my self a MGTOW, I have been on the outskirts watching mgtow grow the last 2 or so years, I have wanted in earnest to join and contribute, and finally I made the jump to come here, and share my experiences, in regards with women, society and mgtow.

I wish to share my experiences in manner that is both entertaining, and has some thing to contribute to the community of good men here, so please, read and enjoy, I hope it is of value to you in some way.

The first place I shall start is like all of you, women, and my experiences, in high school, I was not a popular kid, so girls and the like where very much like strange, mystical creatures, to touch one…oh the possibilities, how ever being shy, coy, and generally socially awkward around them at the time, didn’t permit me to get up and close with one, well as time progressed, and hormones raged, the desire to actually touch one grew too much, so I did some thing, I went and saw a prostitute, at the ripe age of 18.

It took me half an hour to work the courage to walk into that brothel that long Friday night, many, many moons ago,The room was dimly lit, she asked me how long I wanted, in which she responded with the cash requirements, it was the late 90s, so it wasn’t too expensive, non the less, a few moments latter, an attractive young lady appeared, she took off her clothes, to reveal a set of ample t~~~, and a vajay-jay sweet as gold, in short I was hooked, and this set the stage for ALL encounters with women up to the age of 26-27, I lost count of the amount of brothels I went too, but regrets, no, there was no need for deceitful social dating, in which lies, bulls~~~ and generally being judged was the norm, no, I walked into a room, paid money and got what I need, essentially, honest dating.

At the time, I strongly pined for female companionship, a “girlfriend” I believe is the term they use to describe this succubus, like many of you, I too believed the lies, that a girl I could find, and she would love me for me, and never leave, and yes, I too believed in Santa clause and the Easter bunny, due to my introverted nature, getting a girlfriend was like going to the moon, the prostitutes I had sex with, in all sincerity, where far more honest then the women I started seeing and dating in my later years.

Well finally at the age of 26 I finally had my first girlfriend, after many years, of failed attempts, getting rejected, it finally happened, our relatins~~~ lasted a turbulent 18 months, at first she was sweet, her pussy, tight, moist, ready to envelope me, like a raging tsunami, the sexual encounters with out time limits, was honestly refreshing at the time, ohh how I loved this girl!….

Time has an interesting way in shaping a mans wisdom, like winds eroding sandstone on a lonesome shoreline, experience divided by time reveals many things one doesn’t notice, even many years later.

This girl, slowly and surely, right beneath my nose, started turning, against me, at first it was the remarks, which slowly started turning to requests, then to demands, and finally, the demands transfigured them selves into this wilder beast, in which neither logic or reason seemed able to penetrate, the accusations flew, the demands where slung far and wide towards me, I was at a point, of emotional break down, I was literally pulling my hair out at times.

That terror of a relations~~~, eroded, I finally ended it, it was heart wrenching, I was gutted emotionally, in all honesty, it took me two years to fully recover from the experience, my lack of experience really showed, yet, believe it or not, I was going to marry that girl! oh how lucky I was! how destiny smiled upon me, in my miserable wretched tears, I could not see the benevolence that was being bestowed upon me, I could of married a demon beast, now that could of been bad!.

I didn’t let this experience put me off..oh no, hormones still raged, erections and fantasy’s of sex and ideas of romance filled my inexperienced mind, I still quested on looking for love, and I use that term very loosely, as my confidence and experience grew, I started getting involved with more women, and each time with more and more ease, the shy, awkward young man of my youth, turned into a confident man.

But with each passing woman, one constant remained, I shall spare the she said..he said rhetoric, I think you have all heard and read them, but it seemed every woman I met, was just like the last one, so in yearning, I spent many years, in therapy, trying to understand why this was so, but it made no difference, they still showed up, married ones, ones already in relationships, heck even a few lesbians! all ready to jump ship! and boy! so many of them, no, scratch that! all of them had relationships, it seemed that each woman would have a very cunning strategy, find another man, and jump ship.

all the women in my strange sojourns had this constant, and I mean these guys loved there women, I mean really love them, I went through the highs and lows, and here I am gentlemen, it has taken me 3 ciders to type this experience out, make that four (hick!..) like a hopeful message in bottle, but after many, many, many stubborn attempts of trying to find the one as they delusional call it, I quit! it just aint worth it.

I consider my self fortunate, the sad fates that have awaited many good men, that ended in divorce, and a broken man, or worse, a man in a dead marriage, his spirit extinguished, only a few glowing embers remain, the glowing embers only visible to the man within, are still there, and all it takes, is just one spark to rage a fire so fiery and intense, it was man and is man, mans desire to fly, to grow, to learn, to understand, not just him self, but the stars, the heavens and all that is good, and great, to invent, to innovate, is the infinite potential inside the fire of every mans heart, to know thy self.
But to get to that heart, that heart, one must pass the test, the test of the temperance, the temperance who comes, with her seductive ways, to seduce the man from achievement of finding his inner fire, his inner god, his inner Christ, his inner temple and all that great and good, he must chose, her..or that that which burns in him, every man has it, what ever he choses to use it, or ignore it, is up to him.

So here I am, mgtow, I am not perfect, I too am not immune from the temperance, I too have my weakness to her, I too pine to f~~~, to have a woman, I too still feel my desires…so I come here, to share, to contribute, my journey here it has led me, and I seek to find within that which brings me closer to the unknown, the great mystery of the universe, the same pull every artist, poet, inventor, philosopher, ad infinite, that journey, that is what make mgtow, that journey, we all came here because we know the truth, and the truth shall set you free.

My experience is not based upon belief, but simply experience, there was some nice women here and there ill confess that, but that was drowned out by the cacophony of s~~~ that is called the modern woman.

-thewayforward.

[ILiveAgainParticipant]

Welcome Thewayforward

Great intro and yup …. the same ol same ol from the girls.

It’s not until you realise they’re are all educated and indoctrinated in the same way ….. just like a Ford production line. And as with such a line ….. an endless stream of the same s~~~ rolls off every 10 minutes.

I stopped looking for a good model many years ago.

They’re even becoming the same shape …. just like modern cars ?

[RoyDalParticipant]

Welcome! I am glad you made it.

Society asks MGTOWs: Why are you not making more tax-slaves?

[FuckMeSpectator 215]

Thewayforward wrote:

but it seemed every woman I met, was just like the last one, so in yearning, I spent many years, in therapy, trying to understand why this was so, but it made no difference, they still showed up, married ones, ones already in relationships, heck even a few lesbians! all ready to jump ship! and boy! so many of them, no, scratch that! all of them had relationships, it seemed that each woman would have a very cunning strategy, find another man, and jump ship

Welcome Thewayforward, thanks for sharing from the gut, it takes courage to do that. Yup, after a while they all seem the same, that’s why I have a hard on for an Amish woman I have yet to meet. Of course I will have to sharpen my barn building skills beforehand. Therapy with a woman therapist = VERY risky at best, with a man = might be helpful, with a pair of running shoes = you will NOT fail!!! We have become a money centric society, just Google “How The Love Of Money Deadens Us”, the author explains it better than I ever could…so their strategy is MONEY almost each and every time. If you find one that’s NOT a whore she will f~~~ you unconditionally for free…then when your done, go your own way brother…

BZ & Crew

You think Chernobyl was bad? Wait until the ink drys on that marriage contract you just signed...we know, you just wanted sex and fun...you could have gotten that for $100.00 a couple times a month instead of DESTROYING your life!!!

[PhantomParticipant 3328]

Welcome home & ship ahoy! Time to drop anchor and no longer be tempest tossed by their wayward ways. Really enjoyed what you shared. Very inspirational & brought one of my all time favorite bands & song to mind.

I think your words in your intro was as close to the heart as they could get.

Rock on brother & glad you made it!!!

[HitmanParticipant]

Welcome dude!

[heads-upParticipant 320]

Hello “Thewayforward”
What a skill with words you have,I thought this is a long intro but glad I took the time to read it,eloquant and well paced,I especially like how you ended it too
“but that was drowned out by the cacophony of s~~~ that is called the modern woman.”
LOL
you cheered me up

[Anonymous 5]

Great to have you here, a terrific intro and a powerful nic as well.

Yes, men are conditioned to think it’s their fault because of women’s controlling and exploitive behaviour in “relationships” All traditional media and social media endorse this view as well. You’ve got to hand it to womankind for this exceptionally clever piece of sleight of hand, not hate or dislike them for it.
Laugh your head off about it but don’t ever believe it for a moment again.

Thewayforward wrote:

I quit! it just aint worth it.

You didn’t quit, you won. You realised it’s a rigged game at every level. You’re blessed you didn’t go up any more levels.

[John Woods 13Participant 2855]

Thewayforward wrote:

how destiny smiled upon me, in my miserable wretched tears, I could not see the benevolence that was being bestowed upon me, I could of married a demon beast

This is why I never shy away from pain anymore. There is a lot to gain/learn from pain in the long run.

Welcome sir! Great intro. I hope you will ‘share and contribute’ since you seem to have a way with words, especially after those ciders. So keep the cider and wisdom flowing.

The answer is NO. “I could but I won’t”. Memini murum!

[Anonymous 29]

Thewayforward wrote:

I am obviously a new member here . . . . . . it has taken me 3 ciders to type this experience out, make that four (hick!..)

Well it took me just as many coffee’s to write mine which was not half as long as yours and I survived. Good write up and welcome.

[ThewayforwardParticipant 20]

Thank you gentleman for the kind welcome, I shall be stocking up on cider.

[MattNYCParticipant 2329]

Hey TheWayForward, welcome aboard & i very much appreciate your honesty. I think you share something in common with a lot of the guys here, in that most of us got here “the hard way”. It speaks well of your character that you’re able to bounce-back, learn from the experience, and build a better life going forward.

I’m also a big fan of working girls – strikes me as a completely honest relationship, all the good parts, none of the bulls~~~, and she leaves when i tell her. Also if you’ve ever run the numbers, you know it’s cheaper/easier than pickup or maintaining a gf. And good grief, don’t get me started about the cost of a wife – you can buy a lot of cider w/that $$$

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