Pleased to meet you guys. I’m a MGTOW youtuber. Feel free to check my stuff out I don’t have many subscribers right now, but I think you may enjoy it. My story starts at the age of 12. I got my first “girlfriend.” Quotes because we all know how little those relationships actually mean. My first girlfriend planted the seeds of the red pill in my mind far before i ever knew about MGTOW.
I was under the impression that women were benevolent, and would never bring about harm to a male. HAH. WRONG. The conditioning my mother put me through, in addition to my liberal state had a major affect on me. I noticed with every single girlfriend I had, I came third in her mind. The first 5 girlfriends I had put their own wants and needs first, then their friends second. I was to eat the scraps, and actually feel like i was the lucky one in the situation. I am actually glad that i dated so young. These women, in their efforts to control me, just pushed me towards the red pill, and when i discovered it between the ages of 16 and 17, I would actually be willing to give it a shot. Every one of those girlfriends cheated on me. I was a virgin for every single one of those girlfriends. They would tell me things like “sex takes up too much of your mind, like i’m not going to have sex with you because you keep talking about it” meanwhile they are getting the 12 year old dick from some other guy.
I tried to kill myself at the age of 16. My girlfriend made it all about her. she would cry “wahhh my boyfriend almost died,” even when she was the one telling me i should just do it. She went to teachers at her school. They told her to tell me to do it, thinking I wouldn’t. I did. With a chord. I woke up after losing consciousness. My 16 year old self was not aware that when you pass out, blood flows again and you actually wake up. Thank whoever, or whatever is up the sky. Never kill yourself over a bitch. That’s what they want. They have the satisfaction of knowing you cared that much, as well as the ability to play victim.
At the age of 18 i truly embraced the red pill. I had a girlfriend from Brazil. She f~~~ed like a rabbit, but with the good times came more bad. She went on a date while we were dating. I wasn’t phased. I knew exactly how this went. I had another girl blow me the same night. I aint never seen a girl so hoe’d up to go to a movie, and i knew exactly what it was. I’m actually not too proud of this. I feel as though it was a beta-male action. I should have just told her that when she left to never come back. Either way though it’s done. I came clean to her, and she pretended as though she was devastated and didn’t understand why. Maybe it was the time she flipped and started calling me a bitch in public. Maybe it was the date. Maybe it was that she blamed me for her being in that percentage of girls who can’t cum (you will get blamed gentlemen. even if before you she was unable to cum, and before her you had your women running like faucets, she will say it’s you). She really did not see where she was going wrong in the relationship. This relationship truly red pilled me. Truthfully I have no problem with dating, but I make it clear that she is a tool in my life, as I am hers. I will never give my heart and soul to a woman. Because once you give them up she will always ask “what else ya got?” I’m in my early 20s now and I have a clarity that many in their 30’s do not. I have been here, and there. With young women, with older women. They’re all the same. I’m glad I was able to see this at such a young age.
4 big ass paragraphs. And that was a more abridged version. check out my channel on youtube by the same name, and i will go deeper into my own experiences, and philosophy. You will all see me around on this site as well. I hope we can debate philosophy, and provide support for each other in a world where we are expected to do it all, and then some. Till next time, I’m the chest guy, and I hope you all have a nice day.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6Ql_wJr9M82NZZaBo8Ztlw
Atton 3 years, 1 month ago.
