Hello all….I am new here but so glad I found MGTOW….

[kgunn68Participant 17]

So, I thought I’d introduce myself and share my story.

I am 47 years old now, quickly approaching the big 5-0, and well, Im single, two years now.

I got married at 20, and no, she wasn’t pregnant.

I grew up in an abusive household, dad was a Vietnam Vet with a lot of issues, very violent, very hateful, abusive to my mother. I shoved him down in the floor when I was 17 and told him I’d kill him if he ever touched her again. I moved out the next day.

I had a few years of awkward dating, the occasional piece of ass, but mostly just awkward.

When I met my ex-wife, she was awesome, pretty blonde, fun to hang out with, had some direction in life. So, I married her, back then no one batted an eye at marriage that young, our parents had done the same thing.

Things were great, we both had careers, an active social life together. A few years later she got pregnant and we had our son. He is about to graduate college and is an awesome guy, Id never trade him for the world.

But…..she…..became the laziest bitch ever after our son was born. Refused to do housework, refused to dress up, refused to wear make up, refused to have sex, unless I worked for it, you know? Do this, do that, go here, go there. She got fat and honestly, I wasnt attracted anymore, so I stepped out, first with an old girlfriend, then countless others.

Yes, I know, I’m an asshole. I could have divorced her, but I did the numbers, I couldn’t afford to have my own life and pay child support and/or alimony. So I stayed, 14 miserable years, doing what I could to keep my sanity. If that meant a groupie piece of ass, so be it.

About eight years ago, I started having panic attacks, but I was sure I was dying of a heart attack, like my dad did at 55. I went to the ER repeatedly because of it, countless tests, countless doctors, countless money. Until one evening during an attack on my front porch rocking chair with her screeching about something in my ear, I said, “You know what, I dont f~~~ing love you, I dont f~~~ing like you, I want a divorce!”

It was like a great weight lifted off my shoulders!

Packing my s~~~ while she cried in the kitchen gave me a feeling of freedom like nothing else!!

So I move in with a buddy of mine, took a year off, got my s~~~ together, bought my own place. Then I started dating again, even though I still had a few flings with women I had cheated with.

I ran into an old friend and had lunch with her, she was great in the beginning, we had a blast, concerts, dining out, trips to the Florida Keys (she made a lot more money than I did). I sold my place and moved in with her after two years. Life was good.

We went in together and bought some acreage to build a house. I invested 40k and she did too. Three years in I proposed in a Limo on the way to her birthday party because she wanted to be married before her 40th birthday. life was good.

Then one night when she was working late, I decided to surprise her by bringing dinner to her office. Only to find her boss f~~~ing her from behind at her desk. I went nuts, beat his ass, went to jail……

Thankfully, I had a great lawyer who got me out of that s~~~, but it cost me 10 grand.

I never got my 40k back out of the land deal as part of me staying out of jail for beating douchebag’s ass….. plus she kept the 5,000 dollar engagement ring.

I lost my career over the arrest and I moved back in with my buddy, God he was a saint.

So, I was single again for a year and then got into online dating. I met someone fairly quickly, an Asian girl who was in my same line of work, we even wound up working at the same company in atlanta for a couple of years, rode to work together, it was pretty awesome. For those of you that have never dated an Asian woman, they aim to please, the sex was astounding…any and everything. I was so content with her. I had gotten another house and after a year I let her move in. We played golf with the neighbors, hosted BBQ’s, hung out with my old band. Times were good.

Until 6 months later, we were in my studio working one evening and I approached her desk, she made the error of turning her cell phone face down….

I walked into the hallway and down to the kitchen area for a drink before it hit me…..”Why did she do that?”

I downed a shot of Crown while I thought it over and went back into the studio maybe ten minutes later. She quickly sat her phone down, face down and tried to kiss me. I asked her who she was texting, she said a “friend” I asked “Who?” she said a girl she graduated college with. I said, “Well, you wont mind me reading the text…” as I tried to pick up her phone. she grabbed the thing and put it behind her back.

She got very hostile, started yelling at me, calling me an asshole, saying that I dont trust her….

And I said, “You are right, I don’t trust you” I sat down at my laptop and accessed the phone records, because of course, I paid for the phone, like I paid for everything else.

I printed out all her calls and started calling the numbers right in front of her. She just looked at the floor, while I had conversations with FOUR f~~~ing guys she had given her number to at work. Now, I couldn’t get the texts and I don’t know what they were talking about, but it doesn’t matter, does it? All the guys said she offered her number and that they didn’t know she was living with a boyfriend. Its a shame that I believe them over her.

So at Midnight on May 23rd, 2013, I told her to get her s~~~ and get out of my house. Demanded that she go, threw her s~~~ into the front yard as my neighbors helped her load her car.

So, the last two years, Ive done nothing but bed women, from online sites, from work, from wherever… Ive not paid for one f~~~ing drink or one f~~~ing dinner, and I never plan to again.

Yes, Im an asshole, but I’m an asshole without the guilt trip that women lay on us in their search for Prince F~~~ing Charming. They are always looking for the BBD (Bigger Better Deal) Fine, Ill f~~~ them until they all find what they seek. No more Mr nice guy, no more sitting at the computer wondering why chick A or chick B wont respond.

I plan to never marry, and never give a woman that much control over me again. Ill pay my own way, make my own rules………

 

[harpo-my-“SON”Participant 2410]

Great intro  red pills from now on have a few on me.  Welcome to the forum Kgunn68. I play guitar also wrote a new song for International MGTOW day. You can trust women to be untrustworthy.  Happy MGTOW day

 

I was bound to be misunderstood, and I laugh at those who misunderstand me. Kind mockery at the well intentioned, but unfettered cruelty towards those would be prison guards of my creative possibilities. This so as to learn as much from misunderstanding as from understanding. Taking pleasure in worthy opponents and making language fluid and flowing like a river yet pointed and precise as a dagger. Contradicts the socialistic purpose of language and makes for a wonderful linguistic dance, A verbal martial art with constant parries that hone the weapon that is the two edged sword of my mouth.

[kgunn68Participant 17]

Thanks Harpo! Ill take a handful of reds!

[Smitty the Great OneParticipant 1535]

have you FINALLY leaned your lesson? I noticed you caught on to women and the BBD. We essentially the same age, so we have seen the downfall of womankind. Use the 3F’ my cousin David Allen Coe uses with women, findem, f~~~em, and flee…

Life is too long to play by someone elses rules....

[BrainPilotParticipant 7640]

That intro was an interesting read. And I was glad to see it end the way it did. I got nothing to offer you that you don’t already know. We’re going to use you as an example to hold up for some of our newer, younger less experienced members to emulate…
nice to have you here.
welcome to mgtow

Look, it's not my fault that tornado dropped a house on your sister. Now get back on your broom and get your ass out of here... and take your monkeys with you

[Krab_AssParticipant 267]

Welcome kgunn68.   Man – that intro was painful VERY painful.   Women are T-R-O-U-B-L-E.  ‘Nuff said.

 

"I care not what others think of what I do, but I care very much about what I think of what I do! That is character!"
~ Theodore Roosevelt

[Anonymous 42]

@kgunn68 Bravo! I love it when someone comes STOMPING in here raising dust like you did!
You’re not an asshole all alone anymore, welcome to a bunch of assholes just like you! A great cat kicking entrance! Thanks, I’d say welcome, but it’s pointless.

[Krab_AssParticipant 267]

Aye MG-Tower – I am an asshole as well!  I wear the distinction proudly!   Anytime the females in my family refer to me as a ‘nice-guy’ I correct them, only after I have regained my composure.   You see – being called a ‘nice guy’ is like drinking an entire bottle of Epicac and NOT being able to throw up!

Being called an asshole is who I am, because, in the eyes of feminists, manginas and white knights, an asshole is someone who doesn’t agree with them, and (GASP) actually speaks his mind regardless of the cry for justice and fair treatment that ensues.

"I care not what others think of what I do, but I care very much about what I think of what I do! That is character!"
~ Theodore Roosevelt

[DazzleParticipant 67]

You threw your bitch out virtually to the day I did mine and for just the same reasons my friend! But you know what? Being single just gets better and better. You’re doing the right thing, so just keep humpin’ and dumpin’.

[kgunn68Participant 17]

Thanks guys! It makes my day to find an outlet and a little support! Ive been turning all my friends towards this site!

 

[Big Viking Chef BVCParticipant 1286]

Welcome Kgunn68.  We are all assoles.  LOL  Reminds me of Volbeat’s song “Still Counting”

“Counting all the assoles in the room.  Guess I’m not alone, not alo-o-o-one…”

Love that s~~~!  I wear my assole on my sleeve.  Anyone who doesn’t like it can walk.  When I get p~~~ed off, I cook good food and beat the hell out of my drums.

Peace, Brother and once again, welcome.

BVC

 

Swallow this RED PILL ===> Men will lay down their lives for their brothers, their women and their children. This makes Men useful as slaves. Women will lay down their lives for ONLY their children. To expect more from women is just a FANTASY created by society and reinforced by the unconditional love that we experienced from our Mothers. The key to freedom is the understanding that the woman you meet is not going to fantastically love you like your Mother did. If you buy into the fantasy, then she is your new master. If you do not buy into the fantasy, then she is nothing, and you retain your freedom.

[Krab_AssParticipant 267]

Thanks BVC!  Volbeat eh???  I will be adding THAT to my music collection.   Good s~~~!!  Love the song!  I makes me want to get my Les Paul, warm up my amp and wake my neighbors up!!

Cheers!

 

"I care not what others think of what I do, but I care very much about what I think of what I do! That is character!"
~ Theodore Roosevelt

[KeymasterKeymaster]

@kgunn68 Welcome to MGTOW brother! Married at 20?! Wow. Terrific story!

I plan to…. never give a woman that much control over me again.

Cheers to that! And when women think you’re an “asshole”, it means you’re doing everything RIGHT.

If you keep doing what you've always done... you're gonna keep getting what you always got.

[mgtow_85Participant 752]

Great story! Welcome to the group!

I almost married at the age of 20 myself. Backed out a couple of days before the wedding when I discovered the bitch was cheating on me. She cried, begged, pleaded for another chance, and I GAVE her that chance…one at a life WITHOUT me. Bwaahahahahahaha!

At least I got my $1,600 engagement ring back.

I also got my life back, and took the red pill. It’s been a pretty good 10 years ever since, and as I get into my 30’s, I’m sure it’ll only be getting better from here. I come home to a nice, quiet house every day, sleep whenever I want, buy whatever the hell I want. That’s what freedom is, and I’m never letting that go. Always good to see another liberated, free man on here.

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