Hi,
I’ve been enjoying this site as a lurker for the last year and finally decided to get off the bench and participate in the forums. I’ll tell you all a bit about my story, and what brought me here, and I’ll try to keep it brief. I hope you’ll all get to know me through future posts.
I think I’ve always been mgtow, and unconsciously avoided women. My buddy and his gf (he’s a prototypical Chad) was at my place when I was 16…we were playing guitar and drinking beer…she asked me where my gf was? She knew I didn’t have a gf, in fact had never had one, and this was merely an attempt to shame me. I’ll never forget the snarky pleasure she took knowing that and calling me out.
I got my first gf when I was 18. I fell for this girl hard. She took my virginity (she was a virgin too), and sex with her was like a drug (you name it, we did it). I was basically a strung out junkie after that. I don’t know what it is with these c~~~s, but it was like I opened up Hoover Dam after popping her cherry. We did all sorts of crazy s~~~, and her hunger for c~~~ went spiralling out of control. Of course, at this point I thought she loved me, and we would be together forever, but wow was I in for a treat. I was in school and working part time at a s~~~ty meat market bar. While I was working, my gf was out playing of course. At the time this would have been inconceivable to me. It turns out she was banging my best friend, the same chad I brought up earlier. He admitted it to me. His comment was, and he said it sympathetically, “she’s a whore”. I guess she was over at his place and he was making drinks or something upstairs. When he went downstairs she was completely naked. She had an amazing body (16/17 y/o Blonde whore) so I don’t completely blame him for what happened. Yes, he had no honour, but he was ambushed too. Anyways, I was devastated. When I confronted her about it and told her what Chad said, she essentially got angry at ME! Wtf!! One thing she said to me I’ll never forget. I’m devastated at this point, and my entire world view is collapsing around me. She’s mad that chad told on her. She says “did he tell you I sucked his dick???”. She might as well have stabbed me in the f~~~ing heart with a rusty bayonet. We “patched things up” and I stayed with her like a good little cuck mangina for another two years. If I could go back in time I’d beat the s~~~ out of myself.
After that bitch, I dated a few girls casually but my ability to trust was gone. Enter the unicorn. I met the mother of my kids shortly after that. I was completely nonchalant in the relationship for years. I wouldn’t even hold her hand. I expected the relationship to be short-lived and didn’t want to be emotionally invested. She was the ideal gf in every way…honestly a true unicorn at the time. I kept her around. Years went by, and two kids later, we bought our first house. The same year we bought the house I find out she’s been f~~~ing a coworker AT work. Once I found this out, all her other lies start unravelling. This wasn’t even the first coworker! She f~~~ed five guys that I know about! These were married guys or guys in relationships too! Again, the cuck that I am, I tried to work things out, to keep my family intact. Of course this wouldn’t work. I couldn’t swallow the rage I felt every moment around her. It’s been a year since I’ve been on my own, and I’m still trying to figure out how to live life again. Thank god for this site. Cheers from Canada
Samsquanch 2 years, 9 months ago.
