Hello

[Doc HollidayParticipant 168]

Long story short – blue pill for 25 years, found the red pill out of desperation two years ago, down the rabbit hole ever since. Doesn’t that sound familiar? I’m happy to be a part of this community.

Newcomers and veterans alike – stay the course!

MAGA

[MarketWatcherParticipant]

Welcome Sir.

Doc Holliday wrote:

Long story short

We like long stories. Tell us about YOU.

[BoskParticipant 111]

Welcome.

Yes, please, a little bit of background might be useful for others, not to say even polite.

But I’ll try not to be rude on this like a female would be.

[Anonymous 42]

Welcome, Doc Holliday! How’s life outside the O-K corral?

[Anonymous 18]

Sweet bro.

Rabbit hole is the best hole. Mental satisfaction and biggest comings of age bringeth the hole.

Welcome.

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

Greeting and welcome home!

[GregB0Participant]

Welcome and hopefully you will pop out of your hole every now and than to share a tale from your neck of the woods. Best of luck

http://www.ok-corral.com/media/documents/ok_corral_guide_map.pdf

​"​My father didn't tell me how to live; he lived, and let me watch him do it.​" - Clarence Buddinton Kelland

[Doc HollidayParticipant 168]

The most important people in any man’s life are his parents. We learn how to behave according to how they behave, until we unlearn that behavior after swallowing the red pill. I had a financially successful beta father and domineering mother, the classic blue pill relationship. Childhood conditions included an Irish divorce, mental health issues, and drinking problems. On top of all that, I lived in a community that promoted tradcon values at all costs. Taking cues from a primary relationship and my societal incubator, high school, college, and early adulthood were an absolute bitch.

Academics – super easy. Athletics – decent. Friends – easy. Girls – super hard. I had everything a guy dreams of growing up, but I couldn’t figure out chicks for the life of me. Some weekends I would get drunk enough to plow. It was just enough to keep me going. In the grand scheme of things, I was actually successful with women – by accident. The lack of understanding nearly killed me.

After college, I got a job in a field I loved, worked hard, got promoted, etc. But as that happened, I let myself go. I started drinking a lot and putting on weight. I wasn’t even getting drunk pussy. Drank more, gained more weight. Eventually, I became completely invisible. I went without sex for three full years. Mentally, physically, spiritually crushed.

The first step in my MGTOW journey came when I quit drinking. I made a decision to cut that s~~~ out of my life because it was creating more problems than it was solving. I saw immediate results. Around the same time, my sexual frustration hit a peak and I found TRP on reddit. I read and read and read, having realization after realization after realization. I started lifting almost immediately, entered monk mode for six months, got out in the field and started f~~~ing again. Just like that, women and gynocentric society became readily apparent. I knew how to navigate the game, but I still felt unsatisfied. Then I started getting more of what I wanted…still unsatisfied. The women were all the same. The pickup was all the same. The sex was all the same. AWALT in full bloom.

Recently, I hit the MGTOW subreddit and read a comment that changed my entire life. Paraphrasing – “When you realize everything you’ve done for 30 years, from the house you live in to the job you have to the shirt you put on has been for women, you’re bound to have some rage.”

Even as I improved my life, I pedestalized. I put sex above everything else. I wasn’t living for myself. I was living for something else, the worst thing to live for – women. I was no better than the manginas who I despise so much. I just took a different form.

And here I am. Raging.

MAGA

[MarketWatcherParticipant]

Doc Holliday wrote:

. I wasn’t living for myself. I was living for something else

Doc Holliday wrote:

And here I am. Raging.

Rage away brother. Thanks for the good read! Also, great job beating the alcohol.

[Anonymous 43]

Rage on with your good self amigo!

Welcome

Rage all the f~~~ you want here, we’ll help you through it.

[Anonymous 3]

Thank you Doc. We are alike in a lot of ways.
I may misunderstand the rabbit hole thing
I was under the impression it meant going down farther & farther into delusion like Alice in Wonderland.
In anycase it seems to me you’ve landed in the right place. Welcome

[Doc HollidayParticipant 168]

Anonymous wrote:

Thank you Doc. We are alike in a lot of ways.
I may misunderstand the rabbit hole thing
I was under the impression it meant going down farther & farther into delusion like Alice in Wonderland.
In anycase it seems to me you’ve landed in the right place. Welcome

Rabbit hole meaning learning more and more truth. To me, the red pill doesn’t end learning that we live in a gynocentric society. It’s much more sinister than that. There’s no end to the discoveries, hence wanting to see how “deep the rabbit hole goes.”

MAGA

[FrostByteParticipant 19005]

We like the long rage better than the short polite. If rage is what you feel; it’s the honest pathway out of the darkness.
Welcome

If you rescue a damsel in distress, all you will get is a distressed damsel.

[MurineesParticipant 704]

Welcome back to sanity.

[phoenixgod1995Participant 3352]

Welcome to MGTOW buddy. If you ever need anyone to talk to, you have my ears.

Marriage and Divorce for a man is like getting a cactus shoved up your ass. It’s painful with all the spines that go in and it is painful getting all the spines out, meanwhile Wifey gets most of the money, your home, your kids, and practically everything you own.

[The Manipulated ManParticipant 1856]

Hello DH,

Appreciate your Introduction.

Doc Holliday wrote:

Even as I improved my life, I pedestalized. I put sex above everything else. I wasn’t living for myself. I was living for something else, the worst thing to live for – women. I was no better than the manginas who I despise so much. I just took a different form.

Me too.

Your Red Pills and Red Pill Rage are too familiar.

It is good to read how you eventually landed on your feet and ended up as a free man, MGTOW.

Are you at a place where a group of women talking sound like a bunch of hen’s clucking or are they “fascinating” to you?

I look forward to reading your posts and comments in the Forums.

Without giving away specifics where others can identify you, kindly provide some niceties about what you are doing with your freedom.

Hobbies?

What kind of fun things do you do?

General description of your work/ Training?

Living Situation?

Parts of the world you have lived (continents)?

Any future projects/ goals?

What happens when a man finally comprehends the cold and calculating thoughts that are going through a woman's mind, while her eyes are brimming with tears?

[Doc HollidayParticipant 168]

Are you at a place where a group of women talking sound like a bunch of hen’s clucking or are they “fascinating” to you?

Sometimes I fall back into the “Women Are Wonderful” mindset. Their external femininity is naturally seductive, so it’s hard to turn that part of my brain off. I will never lose my sexual attraction, but in time, I will be able calculate as well as those natural Machiavellians. One day at a time…

Hobbies?

What kind of fun things do you do?

1. My “cool” hobby is handicapping horses. I discovered horse racing after moving to a new city with nobody to talk to about nothing to do. There’s a natural camaraderie among horseplayers.

2. I’m also really into lifting weights. I do a five day split, so it takes up a lot of my free time. Probably 1.5 hours per day, not including commute.

3. I’ll observe people out in the world, most men dragged along by the female on their arm, the thirsty others trying poor strategies to get into every woman’s pants.

4. I smoke the occasional cigar.

5. I constantly read about self-improvement, trying new ways of doing things, etc.

6. I watch political theater.

7. I watch movies.

8. I watch football and soccer.

General description of your work/ Training?

Sports start up for a couple years, didn’t work out, transitioning back to managerial work.

Living Situation?

I moved back home to start the company. I was able to find my bearings again there even though I had a lot of pressure from the family for my decisions. Eventually I moved out to nice place in a mid-sized American city.

Parts of the world you have lived (continents)?

North America, South America, Europe

Any future projects/ goals?

Right now, no. I poured my heart into the last project. I’m just looking for job to pay the bills and clear my head before diving into my next big thing. For now, I wait. Sometimes I like it, sometimes I don’t. Everything ebbs and flows. My next passion will reveal itself when it reveals itself.

MAGA

[Cú ChulainnParticipant 3910]

Great posts fella, welcome to the forums. What age are you, if you don’t mind me asking?

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