Haunted by the world

[AntipathyParticipant 4901]

I noticed something today that I noticed in the past, but this time stronger than ever. I took a break at work, and took a few minutes to watch my co-workers going about their jobs. I noticed how much it resembled the borg from star trek, and felt like agent smith watching the matrix from the skyscraper, but rather than “marveling at its beauty”, i felt a sense of hopelessness beyond words. Here were all these “individuals” getting upset at eachother over the positioning of wood pallets. It occured to me how hostile these people are, how empty they are, their lack of sentient thought, their incoherent actions, and hungry wild animal personas.

Then I walked past the office, pregnant girls, more than likely soon to be single moms, bringing more people into a world where apparently, decent paying jobs, are dissapearing like a magician’s rabbit. And an education system that is for the most part a giant scam. And the average IQ score dropping 14 points over the last decade. A world where sexuality, becomes a confused identity, where female nature destroys a mans chance of ever living in harmony with his dream woman. A world where men have been programmed from birth, to treat their fellow man like garbage, and only have kindness and respect for females.

I wonder how my fellow MGTOW’s feel about these things. Personally it all leaves me feeling crushed, it takes every ounce of energy right out of me, leaves me with a deep despair that affects me physically, i get upset stomache, my breath gets shallow, and being in public, just doesn’t feel right at all. I can see why our japanese counterpart ‘herbivores’ stay in their bedroom as much as possible, and try to live in an online world.

What do you guys think ?

[Faust For ScienceParticipant 22521]

Antipathy wrote:

What do you guys think ?

You are starting to fully grasp the MGTOW concept. There is a reason use the terms and make the comparisons to “red pill” and “matrix”. Because the comparisons are very real. We wake up to the falsehood of the reality around us. That everything we are told is a lie.

And in response, like what MGTOW stand for. We are men going our own way. Since we cannot change things, we are blamed for everything, and we are dismissed without a second thought. We are quietly leaving out the back door while no one is noticing us.

You just fully unplugged from the matrix and you do not realize it.

We are the catchers in the rye. Only our situation more applies to that quote being used in Ghost In The Shell, where individuality and freedom is being destroyed in a manner few notice.

With the quote being, “I thought what I’d do was, I’d pretend I was one of those deaf-mutes.”

Meaning, like the Laughing Man of Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex, we are going about our days, pretending to play nice, to play along, while plotting out escapes.

[GeraldParticipant 3620]

Thanks RedTow, I appreciate your post and your thoughts, and I see similar patterns, yet not so much in others, mostly in myself so far.

No longer can we walk away, we must run. Remove the motive power.

[Biggvs_DickvsParticipant 3725]

Faust For Science wrote:

You just fully unplugged from the matrix and you do not realize it.

"Data, I would be delighted to offer any advice I can on understanding women. When I have some, I'll let you know." --Captain Picard,

[Faust For ScienceParticipant 22521]

BD, you nailed it with that meme picture.

[ExpendableYouthParticipant 381]

Hey brother, I can definitely relate.

Bro— GO. YOUR. OWN. WAY. None of that s~~~ matters when you are MGTOW. As you know!

It used to get me riled up (still does, sometimes you just can’t help but to think WTF is going on)…..but man once you disconnect– those things don’t matter.

What did help is about a decade ago, I left “the rat race” and got into a field of work that I love. None of that 9 to 5 slave shift to take care of my family. I decided a long time ago I did not ever want to have children. I dated women who had them (LOL….hey I was younger), nothing against it honestly. But not for “me”. I like to think I would live by the D.I.N.K method. Double Income No Kids.

As for all these pregnant people. LOL, everyone and their mother was having babies in the 2006-2013 era. At least in my age group (30). Many are now single moms….the “dad” was always an “asshole”— you know the routine. Weddings? LOL…..I’ve been to three weddings. All three of them have been divorced by their wife 2-5 years later. Good, stand up guys whom I respect very much…let the women destroy them. One got away clean (believe it or not), but the others…..

You are not alone. This is not the way it should be, man. The balance had shifted many decades ago. Ideals and principles have gone out the window. I know there is a unicorn somewhere, but let’s face it—seems like a pointless journey.

Turn on the TV, all you see is complete garbage. Turn that s~~~ off, even the s~~~ Online makes me gringe sometimes. Just block it lol, and smile knowing the fact that YOU SEE MORE CLEARLY NOW.

[Buller100Participant 2189]

It’s funny and I agree, it’s quite sad when you see we have been fed bulls~~~ , women only use us.

Not anymore.

[HitmanParticipant]

Those first moments when the red pill kicks in and your eyes open up really are like the Matrix..
you can never forget that, what you see at first but after a while you start looking for what you want to see..
Don’t worry, It gets better. .
Look for what you want to see and you’ll find it.

[The Batman 2020Participant 2112]

You’re free to have manpihanies about women, men, work, etc. but don’t dare question 9/11 or NASA.. Got to be a good red piller.

Your 20's are for learning, your 30's are for earning.

[EntropyParticipant 902]

The Batman 2020 wrote:

You’re free to have manpihanies about women, men, work, etc. but don’t dare question 9/11 or NASA.. Got to be a good red piller.

The 1st rule of 9/11 is you don’t talk about 9/11.
The 2nd rule of 9/11, is YOU DONT TALK ABOUT 9/11…

(But if i was going to talk about it, hypothetically, I’d say there sure are an awful lot of videos on YouTube that claim it was an inside job… just-hypothetically-sayin’)

"Compare your lives to mine and then kill yourselves" -BBR

[TicParticipant 4329]

the world is a f~~~ed up place, but it has it’s beauty. Don’t get caught up in the bulls~~~. We are lied to all the time. There are sinister forces at work. You can’t do s~~~ about it. We are a spec on a rotating rock, around a sun that isn’t the biggest, in a galaxy that has 200 billion stars. There are billions of galaxies. We are nothing. Just make a haven for yourself and live your life. You’ll be gone soon.

Like the song says, “I got 99 problems, but a bitch ain’t one”

God bless peace and freedom.

[Prefer Peace to PieceParticipant 10809]

Antipathy wrote:

i felt a sense of hopelessness beyond words.

RedTow-

Congradulations. You’ve taken the first steps.

“What I want to discover at present is the art which devotes its attention to precision, exactness, and the fullest truth.” Socrates

I think you will find “precision, exactness and the fullest truth” here at MGTOW.

After a while, the hopelessness will lift. Find things you enjoy. Tune out the dross.

[EyeswideopenParticipant 2930]

It’s been about 16 months since I started ingesting the knowledge in this site. I had recently went through a divorce like you described (<3 years in my mid 30s). I was, and to a lessor extent, still am disillusioned by society. The “rage” has mostly lifted. This recently left me with a hollowness that I needed filled- company of other men doing manly pursuits has helped.

I hunt and fish to clear my mind. I am starting to develop hobbies. I find beauty were I can. I focus on projects around the house, reading, reflecting. I am learning to accept things for what they are. The equality of feminism is a lie; women are the biggest losers. Men would have toiled regardless, opting out of the marriage/LTR, has made those resources available exclusively for myself or those I chose to lavish them upon.

The haunting/hollowness will pass. I have a greater appreciation for Gandhi and Budda. Peace, tranquility and knowledge. Enjoy the natural beauty of the world.

- Marriage is described as an institution. You would have to be crazy to be commited to it. -"If you want to live a happy life, tie it to a goal. Not people or things" Albert Einstein

[Anonymous 18]

The way I see this is you are finally breaking the chains and it physically and emotionally hurts.

Part because you regret you ever had to live a lie like that. Part because you see everyone around you still living in the lies and adamantly defending them without reason or evidence.

But the biggest part is a relief that you have accepted the reality. The Red Pill.

The emptiness will fill with your choices. It will enrich your life with more meaning than social media or corporate TV ever would.

I can’t express it much in words but I feel what you are going through.

This awareness doesn’t end with females. It’s beyond that. For good or for bad, you can just never go back to the delusional reality we grew up with.

[GuerillaParticipant 26]

Antipathy wrote:

Personally it all leaves me feeling crushed, it takes every ounce of energy right out of me, leaves me with a deep despair that affects me physically, i get upset stomache, my breath gets shallow, and being in public just doesn’t feel right at all.

Just take an outside perspective, you have no stake in any of this. Make a positive difference where you can, forget about where you can’t, and focus on what makes you happy! If you focus on this s~~~, you will have a mental breakdown and plunge into depression. F~~~ That!

Things are so f~~~ed up you can either choose to laugh or cry.

[TicParticipant 4329]

To help you get a perspective, watch “ETs among us.” it’s a very well done documentary on alien conspiracy. It’s on amazon.

200 billion stars in the milky way galaxy, consider average of 5 planets around each star= roughly 1 trillion planets in our galaxy alone.

Consider all this and get a different mindset about our life. Stop letting mainstream telling you how to think and feel.

God bless peace and freedom.

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