Greetings gentlemen

[Struck OutParticipant 468]

Hi everyone. I’ve been lurking for nearly a couple of weeks now. I had a stroke due to unmonitored HBP back in June and have been out of work since as both my left arm and leg have yet to regain much use. Thus, I’ve had plenty of time to tool around online.

I’ve been interested in politics since childhood (actually double-majored in PolySci in college) and discovered the MGTOW community while viewing a Paul Joseph Watson vid on InfoWars. I began searching for MGTOW content on Youtube and soon discovered TFM & Sandman and subscribed to both. I saw/heard mention of this website and checked it out. Needless to say, I’ve found everything in here a treasure trove of beliefs and feelings I’ve held for a long time…Just had no idea that there was an organized association of fellows who feel as I do. It’s been like finding home!

Anyway, more about me: I chose “Struck Out” as my username as I’m a huge sports fan who has divorced three times. I currently live with my “girlfriend” and her grown sons. I put “girlfriend” in quotes because she’s more like my nurse…We haven’t been intimate since before my stroke (over 6 months now). She grew up in a large rural family in South Georgia and just turned 50…She has old-fashioned values, and I’m thankful that she and her sons help take care of me. If not for her, I’d have to move in with relatives far away and uproot what life I do have.

My first marriage was to some loser I met in college back around ’90….That was my mulligan. Neither of us had ever been in a serious relationship and rushed into things. Anyway, the inevitable point came when all she wanted to do was argue, and I moved back with my ex-college roomie (which would become a recurring theme) after she came at me with a pair of scissors. There were no kids or financial losses to speak of from that little tryst.

I met my next wife a few years later at work and we “fell deeply in love”. She was seven years younger and only 18 when we got married. She bore me two beautiful daughters, and I was working two jobs/80 hours a week so she could stay home. One day I came home from work when my older was 3, and my loving wife informed me that she realized she had made a mistake and had prayed about it and wanted me to leave. (We were just renting, btw.) I moved back in with my buddy and we eventually got divorced. I’ve paid child support and had my girls every other weekend and on shared holidays since the divorce…They’re adults now.

Within a couple of years, I discovered the internet and AOL. I’d only had sex with 4 women up to that point, and then I went crazy…Surprised I didn’t have anything fall off. I randomly hit up chicks on AIM after looking at local profiles and was scoring left and right! I was a suddenly a stud after being a loser with women most of my life. After maybe three years of getting away with playing Russian roulette with my genitalia, a pick-up hooked me…She was a separated mother of a daughter my girls’ age. Eventually we moved in together and her daughter became one of my own. She finalized her divorce at some point and we got married a few months after. (What can I say? I was a glutton for punishment!). Her parents lived in town and kept pressuring us to move up until we eventually bought a new house. She was working full time and I was working two jobs again to try to pay the mortgage/bills. I caught her meeting guys to screw on MySpace (dating myself here), and so I lost the incentive to keep working hard. Eventually, the house was foreclosed and once again I moved in with my buddy and finalized divorce #3.

Anyway, my life has obviously been uprooted on multiple occasions with my finances/credit obliterated. I’ve actually gone as far as purchasing the implements for committing suicide at one point and have thought about ending it often. I had recovered reasonably well before the latest setback (my stroke). I realize that my days of intimacy and the search for true everlasting love are over now and just live day-to-day working hard in therapy and hoping/praying that my faculties all return. Having lurked here and perused many of the stories lately has provided both much entertainment and valuable information, and I am extremely grateful to have found this refuge for like-minded individuals. Our feminized society is going down the tubes, and I don’t know if I’ll be around long enough to see the end result….It’s all in God’s hands. …But in the meantime, I’ve found a place to munch on some popcorn and watch the carnage with others.

Typing with one hand gets tiring, but I felt I owed you guys a little intro. Not sure how much I’ll actually post, but you can bet I’ll be on a lot enjoying the wit and wisdom provided by all of you.

Cheers!

"Always learn from the mistakes of others. You can never live long enough to make them all yourself."--Groucho Marx.

[RomulusParticipant 4667]

Welcome Struck Out and thank you for the introduction. We’re glad you decided to join us here. There are many paths to MGTOW, many, as you describe with yours, littered with broken dreams and hurt hearts. But we arrive from what ever path and when we get here we find others who have similar stories and understand.

How can a woman be expected to be happy with a man who insists on treating her as if she were a perfectly normal human being.

[Solo MAN’S WisdomParticipant]

Welcome, Sir. The pleasure is ours. S M W.

When women lead, destruction is the destination. -- Me.

[xanthineParticipant 4903]

Damn dude…you’ve been through a lot. One thing I always wonder about is how much marriage “contributes” to hbp. I can’t help but notice the married men i see in my pharmacy take a lot more drugs for that stuff.

Anyway, welcome brother! Glad to have you here.

[Struck OutParticipant 468]

I’m not individually going to reply to each one, but I sincerely appreciate each welcome post!

"Always learn from the mistakes of others. You can never live long enough to make them all yourself."--Groucho Marx.

[Anonymous 38]

Welcome brother. Let all your past mistakes make you now a wise man and enjoy your freedom for the rest of your time on Earth. Don’t commit suicide, the best revenge is living well.

[Struck OutParticipant 468]

Thanks..I’ve made it this far. I live on to spite others!

"Always learn from the mistakes of others. You can never live long enough to make them all yourself."--Groucho Marx.

[Two Time WinnerParticipant 1090]

Best wishes on a speedy recovery from the strokes. I had 3 or 4 transient ischemic attacks back in March of last year. Fortunately I just had a numb arm for a week before I completely recovered.

I’m twice married and divorced but there will be no third time. May be a slow learner but I now have a PhD in narcissistic bitches who have a huge sense of entitlement.

TTW

I ain't got a wife to spend my money, I have to do that all by myself.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Damnnnnn you really like the suffering rigth?

I bet the most gay dude in jail haven’t been ass f~~~ed as hard as you have been.

Welcome you crazy masochist.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[Struck OutParticipant 468]

I was raised exclusively by women(mother/grandmother/older sisters), most of which I still have a high opinion of. …Took me a long and painful time to realize that females of my generation and younger have almost all been ruined and no longer possess the traditional values of those women I admired in my youth. I’ve done everything within my power during my limited time with my own daughters to influence them to be decent human beings. I think they’ve turned out all right so far.

"Always learn from the mistakes of others. You can never live long enough to make them all yourself."--Groucho Marx.

[SH3LLZParticipant 5569]

Welcome Struck Out! Heres hoping for a speedy recovery.

Yeah man… High Blood pressure is no joke! And after three times married? You’re one tough mofo! Women will drive it through the roof!

CHEERS Brother!

#ICETHEMOUT!
#MANUT!

#ICETHEMOUT!!! #MANOUT!!! #HIDEYOURWEALTH #VAGINAISWORTHLESS

[Struck OutParticipant 468]

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SH3LLZ wrote:

Welcome Struck Out! Heres hoping for a speedy recovery.

Yeah man… High Blood pressure is no joke! And after three times married? You’re one tough mofo! Women will drive it through the roof!

CHEERS Brother!

#ICETHEMOUT!
#MANUT!

I’m now on two different (thankfully cheap with my insurance) meds, and so my BP is well under control now. A good side effect is that I no longer get randomly horny!

"Always learn from the mistakes of others. You can never live long enough to make them all yourself."--Groucho Marx.

[BoBParticipant 823]

Welcome, Brother. Sorry to hear about your troubles. This buddy that you’ve leaned on over the years, is a bachelor? Sounds like a good friend. I can’t imagine my wife allowing one of my distressed friends stay for very long…

[Struck OutParticipant 468]

BoB wrote:

Welcome, Brother. Sorry to hear about your troubles. This buddy that you’ve leaned on over the years, is a bachelor? Sounds like a good friend. I can’t imagine my wife allowing one of my distressed friends stay for very long…

Last I saw of him he was (single). He finally got tired of me moving back in with him. Was the kick in the pants I needed to get out on my own. Hope he doesn’t miss the rent money.

"Always learn from the mistakes of others. You can never live long enough to make them all yourself."--Groucho Marx.

[PrincekieParticipant 1042]

Welcome matey.

Bloody hell and I thought I’d had a bad hand! Hope you recover soon to full health. You’re still young enough to make positive changes in your life.

[Struck OutParticipant 468]

Princekie wrote:

Welcome matey.

Bloody hell and I thought I’d had a bad hand! Hope you recover soon to full health. You’re still young enough to make positive changes in your life.

Looking back (which I try to avoid), everything that’s happened has been my fault for not preventing it. …And while I appreciate the sentiment, I’ve read stories on here worse than mine. Thank God I’ve yet to be on the street/sleep in my car. (Knock on wood.)

"Always learn from the mistakes of others. You can never live long enough to make them all yourself."--Groucho Marx.

[SpiderHerderParticipant 3766]

And a warm greeting to you too, sir.

Welcome home, finally.

[Nomad82Participant 612]

Welcome Sir! The weather here is always clear.

Achieve Individual Greatness!

[BadgerParticipant 2277]

Struck Out wrote:

Looking back (which I try to avoid), everything that’s happened has been my fault for not preventing it. …

Welcome! Don’t blame yourself. Our society and our culture along with nature’s hormones create pressure on people to act in certain prescribed roles. Many businesses make a profit from marriage and divorce. None of them, including nature, don’t care if you are happy. The valuable information on MGTOW was not given to or made available to us when we were young, so don’t blame yourself for being confused and doing things that turned out to be destructive for you.

[AttonParticipant]

my loving wife informed me that she realized she had made a mistake and had prayed about it and wanted me to leave.

After having two kids with you and walking down the aisle and accepting your money.
Welcome to mgtow.com

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

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