Hello to all my MGTOW brothers. I would like to offer my introduction. I am 50, divorced for 9 years from my first and only marriage. Six months ago, split from an eight year relations~~~ that almost destroyed me mentally.
Since I can remember, I had been the poster boy for the blue pill, mangina guide book. Programed from School, Books, TV and family on how to treat a lady. For years, I chased that nonexistent shadow of… If I can just get that promotion (more money), provide constant “loving” reassurance, bigger house, nicer car, awesome vacation, etc, then she will be content and happy. Not knowing that content and happy are two things that cannot exist in women’s self-entitled nature.
Summer of 1992, driving on a rural Indiana road, I was proposed to by my now ex-wife, “I’m pregnant”. This was only after about 6 months of dating. In my blue pill mentality, I did what I had been programmed to do, “that’s awesome, lets get married”. However, I distinctly remember a faint thought of, “I am completely F~~~ed”. Fast forward, two more kids and all her typical bitching, non-house cleaning, money spending and cheating. 16 years later came the, 6 months’ separation, then Divorce. I must admit, the Divorce was basically painless as we both just wanted out and agreed first time around on what to split. Of course, she was already seeing another guy so that made it a little easier for me. Although, I was screwed in the end, giving up half of my retirement and paying a s~~~ load of child support.
Now to the main reason of becoming MGTOW. During the separation from the Ex, I met that girl, you know the soul mate, the girl of your dreams, the one that would be forever. Little did I know what I was in for… I can only refer to her now as the Bitch from hell. Constant jealousy, I’m the best one moment, biggest piece of s~~~ the next and allowed her to separate me from all my friends and family. I thought these types of bitches only existed on TV or in the movies, this can be real, this must be scripted. I could seriously go on and on and on about her f~~~ed up BPD personality as most of us could but I will spare you all the things you already know about her.
One day, after many years of constant emotional abuse, I was researching why I was in such a depression. Then the moment came of my epiphany, I discovered MGTOW. After reading many articles and watching videos, I uncovered the truth. All this time, it wasn’t me. A huge weight was instantly lifted and I was exposed to the most important three letters of my life NFG!!! So, six months ago, I began my rebirth as a Man Going His Own Way. Within this short amount of time, I have gained my confidence back, I am more financially secure than I can last remember, and renewing connections with old friends and family. I am currently pursuing old and new life goals with the self-assurance I have not felt in a long, long time.
I joined MGTOW and have lurked in the back row from quite some time. Thought it was about time to stand up and say hello to everyone. I chose my avatar of the character Esteban Vihaio as he knew what the women in his life were good for. I cannot thank you all enough. Your shared stories, insights and knowledge have literally saved another Man. I now know I am not alone! The Man in me that had been isolated in the bulls~~~ social cocoon is now finally found freedom.
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FrostByte 2 years, 8 months ago.
