Hey guys.
My story is simple. I have been lucky enough not to initiate a serious relationship with any woman.
To tell you the truth, I was never successful with women, back when I gave a s~~~.
Now I am older and a lot more confident. I find myself friendzoned but I don’t mind a bit because I don’t need a women, which MGTOW has made me realise. Beyond the act to reproduce to maintain the survival of humanity, women have no practical purpose (except for those who just wanna fuk em for satisfaction sake). But even there, pleasure itself is pointless. If I remember correctly, I was listening to Sandman on YT last night and he said something like “pleasure is nothing more than the release of chemicals within the brain”. Well, it doesn’t matter if it was him who said it or not, the statement is still valid. I have found myself in this situation quite literally hundreds of times. Because I could not satisfy myself with a woman I turned to porn which was the next best thing. I found that after nearly a decade of watching the garbage that it was pointless because nothing was achieved. I wasted my time and energy and became a slave. Its a depressing path to take (for me at least), but understandable because it is merely instinct.
I’ve been following MGTOW just before I got out of a ‘relationship’ (which I will mention soon), and I can say, within a few months of reading topics within this forum I have learnt more important information during this time than my current year at high school. MGTOW is of one the best things that has happened to me in my entire life. Even though I understand modern women for what they are, I still feel the desire to have children, my own flesh and blood, as well as a good woman. One that hasn’t been exposed to all the modern ‘teachings’ (indoctrination). I know what you’re going to say and I will agree. It just isn’t worth it, wasting my time finding ‘the one’, only ending finding one I think is ‘the one’ but will just end up f~~~ing me over financially and be both mentally and physically taxing, degrading myself for her needs and wants. F~~~ that. I am not that guy anymore.
Last year I got into contact with a Russian woman. I Skyped her a couple of times and see seemed like a beautiful, hardworking woman. Apparently, her parents did little to provide for her and were alcoholics. She worked, studied and paid her fees for University in Moscow. I was looking for ‘love’ and I soon felt that I ‘loved’ her. I wanted to marry her after leaving the army and decided that I wanted to move to Russia to buy or build a house on the outskirts of Moscow. I even learnt a bit of Russian, some phrases I still remember. I fooled myself. I was a f~~~ing IDIOT. In May this year I decided to cease all contact with her. I got sick of communicating with her and got frustrated near the end as she was half a world away and nothing I said or did could bring us closer. I gained nothing, and neither did she, oh, maybe the chocolates I sent her for Christmas. I started to realise during that time that I wasting my time and money. I will never know if she was really a good person or not but I am glad I just gapped the scene. Before ending it all I tried to explain to her “It won’t work” but she responded in such a way as if I just spoke in an ancient language to her. She said “I don’t understand”. After that I just never logged into my email again. Not the best way to end it with someone and I will admit I could’ve just manned up and said how I felt, but then again, she never did either which f~~~ed me off the most. I even asked her on more than one occasion and she never gave an answer, instead, ignoring the question altogether. I said to myself “F~~~ it!”. I had enough and left. The only thing that so called ‘relationship’ brought me was grief. Wasted 7 months of my life. I hope that some of you will at least learn from my mistake.
Anyway, I would like to personally thank you all for waking me up and prescribing me with a good dose of red pills. I sure as hell need it, but I still feel like I need a good solid kick up the arse to fully detoxify my system from the blue pills. I am focusing on myself and by the beginning of next year I will be joining the army, assuming I pass the training. Since June I have been working out harder and harder, increasing repetition more and more. I have seen a HUGE gain in my physical appearance in my triceps and biceps alone. I also purchased some stuff from the Infowars store to detox my system from all the modern s~~~ food I used to consume. I have moved to an almost completely organic, non-gmo diet. I just ordered some more stuff from Infowars and will let you know if I get some results from that too. I ditched fluoridated tap water and now drink NZ spring water. I have never felt healthier in my life.
Now that I am free, I intend to travel the world, experience different cultures and quite frankly, just bugger off into the bush and not come out for months. No electricity, no smart phone, no PC, no contact, just me and the bush.
Anonymous 3 years, 4 months ago.
