Good to know, I'm not alone, not by a long shot

[CthulhuParticipant 698]

Hi, my name is Lou. My story is a lot like everyone’s story on here and it’s different just like everyone’s story on here.
My name has been Chad Thunderc~~~, Jodi, but before that, it was Louis, just Louis and it is again, a no one that grew up, like many of you did, thinking that I wasn’t going to be complete until I was married. Until I found this site, i thought it was just me and that there absolutely had to be something wrong with me. I thought my failures were because I didn’t do something right, that I was broken. Today, I’m know I’m not. Yes, I’m bipolar2, but that doesn’t mean there’s something intrinsically wrong or bad with me. I used to be that simp, cuckold, beta, white knight. I was married twice, taken for everything I owned more than twice.
I may be the slow learner of the group. My story is hard to tell and it’s one you’ve heard before…….

18 years old. Just met this girl, in retrospect, her biological clock sounded like a wound up Harley on a straight stretch.
All she ever wanted to do is have sex and talk about having a baby. We got married, she got pregnant, sex dried up quick and she left.
I continued to be her bank account thanks to the court system for years, paying alimony(even though she had a job) and child support. It was tough, the amount I had to pay her through the system equalled more than the allowed amount that could be garnished. Got arrested a few times for not paying what I was supposed to. Lived in my car and at a friend’s house for a while. To everyone, including my family and what few friends I had left, I was a pariah, a leper. I eventually recovered my footing, she found a Chad that made enough money to send me adoption papers with a threat if I didn’t sign. Sign or pay more. I signed the papers.
For a little while, I was Jodi. Keeping it warm when the husband was gone. Met a girl I knew from high school, was deep in love with her in high school, but in the friend zone. This girl was going through a divorce too. We started hooking up whenever I was home, but it failed. She talked me down so bad that I left and didn’t even come back to my home town for years. My fault again. I finally met a girl, down south, married her, had a couple of kids, started making phenomenal amounts of money. But I was never home, Jodi was keeping it warm for me and I knew it. 10 years later, divorce raped again. It wasn’t nearly as bad that go round, I paid for a high end lawyer before she hit the account, but I had two girls with this ex wife that I had to pay for. She cleaned out the account or what was left at least, made some new credit purchases on my name, moved in with Chad and left me paying for a defaulting mortgage on 3 houses that I didn’t have, but her brother and father still lived in, credit card bills and my clothes. Good times. I recovered quickly, but I thought I was the damaged one. The one that was causing all of this drama and bulls~~~. Divorce was final June 27th, 2003, but the child support lasted a very very long time. Trust me. Time went great for a few years, moved to Phoenix, then moved back to my home town. I saw her again, the one that I loved. The one that talked to me like I was just some street bitch to her pimp attitude. We talked. We met. We decided to start over. I didn’t know that I was Chad Thunderc~~~, but then I was so happy to have her in my life, I could have cared less anyway. Then, I would have told anyone that she was my soulmate. THE ONE. She broke it off with me again and disappeared. No reason, no explanation. It took a while, but I recovered. I met another chick and we leased a townhouse together. We bought stuff that was ours and my stuff had to be tossed and sold. Hey, no biggie, right? Lived with her for 4 years. Fought about sex and money. Not enough of either for her and those were two things she repeatedly said she couldn’t compromise on. She accused me of cheating, lying, being a dick(I was). Called me lazy, fat, stupid. Bowed up at me once or twice. I called her bluffs, called her names like flappy mcflappyarms, fat and the nuclear weapon in every man’s arsenal. Last time we fought, she threw a pillow at me and it hit me in the face while I was drinking some coffee. Spilled hot coffee on me, she had just enough time to let out part of a petty little laugh before my right hand cut off her air supply and my left was c~~~ed back to smash her face in. In a split second, that very second, I took the red pill. I realized that she had no hold on me. I knew I was leaving her ass and I knew that I could leave everything I had gathered with her behind and still have more than I started with. Also, in that split secornd after she hit me with that pillow, i had jumped up from the couch, slid over the coffee table, grabbed her by the throat and laid her on her back, ready to turn her head into mush. Everything came back. I remembered all the s~~~ that my ex wives had handed me and I remembered all the s~~~ she herself had handed me. I had rage. I gathered my clothes and left. Borrowed enough money to rent an apartment and slept on the floor in my old sleeping bag until I could afford an air mattress. Meanwhile, the one that I could have sworn was my soulmate bounced back into my life. Right about the time I stopped sleeping on the floor and bought my air mattress. Meanwhile, I found MGTOW. I read it, found out about the red pill, realized it was society that was screwed up, not me and started asking the right questions. I asked this soulmate of mine what she had to offer. What could she bring to the table? Misery? She already ghosted me and broke my spirit, before that she talked me down into the ground. I asked her what she needed in a relationship. She said she needed a man. I laughed and said a real man wouldn’t want a 40 something with a 16yr old, angst-filled gay son and a rude ass 10 year old. I let her know that I wasn’t her atm, her security in this harsh bitter world. That I had removed myself from the confines of society and decided on the road less traveled. I’ll always love her. Always. I would just rather do better for myself and others by being alone. She couldnt understand. Threw herself on me, repeatedly. The best sex I ever had was with her. She had started to slowly hit the wall, but she was still in good enough shape. But I had taken the red pill, there is no going back after it’s been crammed down your throat. I’ll never be married again and this woman will be the last one I loved.
I know that, today, love doesn’t mean a damn thing. That women don’t love like a man does. A woman loves her children, but the man who afforded her those children is expendable.

The biggest lie to me was never told, but it was expressed. It was expressed by every woman I met. You need a man, you just haven’t found the right one, keep looking. I was led to believe that I needed a woman to be whole. Fact is, I don’t need to be whole. If you believe in the bible, God took a rib from Adam to make Eve. Adam didn’t need that rib to live. That rib needed Adam though. It still does to this day. July 13th, i went AWOL. November 11th, I knew there wasn’t any going back from MGTOW. To those of you who came before me, I thank you. To those of you who come after me, I welcome you. You’re in the right spot in your life. Feel free to make all the money you want, spend it how you like and answer to no one. If you can walk away from a woman and her ‘assets’, then you’ve simply walked away from a dysfunctional 13yr old maniac with a sociopathic nature.

I became no less than a full grown man with all the strengths and responsibilities endowed to him recently, in no small part to this website and those of you that have posted here. I thank each and every one of you for telling your story and being brothers, not in misery, but in freedom. I swear to God, you’re all f~~~ing geniuses. Glad to have found you and glad to have shared my story. I am free now and in no small part to the writers and contributers here. To the women that read this, your days are numbered, the wall is coming, your true worth is weighed and you have been found lacking. Society needs you. Men do not.

Why vote for a lesser evil? #ICETHEMOUT

[Anonymous 3]

Welcome! Great intro. I think you’ve had enough & are in the right place.
I hope you continue to participate.

Stick with the winners
Stick with MGTOW

[PistolPeteParticipant 27143]

That is quite and ordeal, you are lucky to have survived. I’m also glad you will stop using women to beat yourself up. Anyway, welcome, pull up a chair and grab a beer.

[CthulhuParticipant 698]

Beer grabbed, but I think I’ll recline on the air mattress. Been a long day.

Why vote for a lesser evil? #ICETHEMOUT

[Anonymous 42]

Welcome to the still clear waters! Welcome to MGTOW!

[bladeParticipant]

Welcome brother .

Always

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[SH3LLZParticipant 5569]

Wow, man.. As I read that I could literally see it happening in my head like a screenplay. You should make an independent film. With now woman to stop us, all of our personal projects can now come to fruition!

Seriously! A MGTOW movie. Give it a better title than that though. XD

Welcome to freedom brother!

#ICETHEMOUT!!! #MANOUT!!! #HIDEYOURWEALTH #VAGINAISWORTHLESS

[MasterShakeParticipant 184]

What a story. What a great intro. Realizing that women cant love like men is reality shattering. Only up from here though!

[DocParticipant]

Welcome Lou. Been quite a ride by the sounds.
Put your feet up.

The object of life is not to be on the side of the majority, but to escape, finding oneself in the ranks of the insane. Marcus Aurelius

[MonkParticipant 16975]

That’s some story.

Welcome to a brighter, c~~~ free future.

[CarnageParticipant 22113]

Welcome to the last oasis.

You have been beaten enough soldier.

Welcome home.

To those following me, be careful, I just farted. Men those beans are killers.

[Anonymous 12]

My story is hard to tell and it’s one you’ve heard before…….

That does not mean it is not worth telling.

For you. for us. For all those that sit on the sideline, reading this.
Thank you for digging through your past and looking at yourself in the Mirror of time.

in that split second after she hit me with that pillow, i had jumped up from the couch, slid over the coffee table, grabbed her by the throat and laid her on her back, ready to turn her head into mush. Everything came back. I remembered all the s~~~ that my ex wives had handed me

i would love to get a clip of that second.
A Man who wakes up in the most brutal Manner.
Oh to have been a fly on the wall…
see you snap out of it, get physical, stop the Bulls~~~ anyone can throw at you in a split second.

To the women that read this, your days are numbered, the wall is coming, your true worth is weighed and you have been found lacking. Society needs you. Men do not.

applause.
Slow clap with hair standing in my neck.
This is a solid indication you have woken up.
F~~~ me, what a trip.

[Anonymous 0]

Welcome lou,

You made the right decision bro

[Anonymous 5]

Welcome and thanks for sharing.
I know you’ll still miss that warm fuzzy feeling from time to time. The feeling that there’s a woman out there somewhere who’s your perfect soulmate. The fantasy that she’ll love you just the way you love her, possibly more. She’ll give your happiness the same priority as her own.
It’s essential for women to keep this dream alive. It’s the only way they can continue to manipulate and exploit men as resources.

The longer you’ve been red-pilled the less you’ll miss that cult-of-the-c~~~ propaganda. The less you believe it, the more you’ll appreciate your own company. Eventually you’ll completely dismiss any female opinion as either manipulative or delusional.
Enjoy the zen when your lizard brain eventually accepts reality in about 12 months or so. Till then, enjoy learning, enriching your life and the peace of being c~~~ free.

[Anonymous 0]

Welcome home, Lou
Beer’s in the fridge.

[CthulhuParticipant 698]

To all of you, thanks. Not just for welcoming me, but for blazing this path. I’m here now. I’m free.

Why vote for a lesser evil? #ICETHEMOUT

[TrailbossParticipant 1844]

Good story bro! Welcome to the Reality! MGTOW Reality!

Lot’s of us have stories: Some similar, some not but, but still relevant.

Maintain your path, set your goals, pump & dump if you must, but keep the faith and the strength up. Our daily dose of MGTOW is served up hot right here on these pages. Good luck!

An educated, armed populace cannot be enslaved.

[MurineesParticipant 704]

Cthulhu wrote:

To the women that read this, your days are numbered, the wall is coming, your true worth is weighed and you have been found lacking. Society needs you. Men do not.

Amen. Welcome brother.

[Author]

Posts