Glad To See Others Feel the Same

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Ive always been good at picking up women. It happened quite naturally. Even though I am short (5’5″) some reason women love me. Ive been told that its my self confidence. That, I have a lot of.  Patience, well… not so much. Ive dated all kinds of women, many that would be considered way out of my league. Ive dated pretty girls, athletic girls, intellectual, spiritual -blah, blah. You catch my drift.

Anyway, when I was 20 years old, I fell in love. I mean deeply in love and thought that I was going to marry this girl (I didnt). I made her do some crazy stuff, you know like learn, go to college, save money, get out of debt! (I was practicing MGTOW and didnt even know it!)Lol. I taught her a lot but she didnt teach me s~~~. I was constantly improving myself and she was doing nothing but riding my coattails. I started to feel unfulfilled and after almost 9 years, I broke it off. I remember crying all the way home after the break up. I was very sad.

It took me about a year to get over the relationship. During this time I read a little book called ‘The Game” by Neil Strauss. Its a book about the Pick Up Artist community. I was instantly blown away and started to read everything that I could find on the pick up game. I started to run game on women, which was already easy since for whatever reason they found me attractive. Even easier was ‘online game’. I couldnt believe that I could send a girl an email and have her over and sucking me off in less than five minutes of meeting each other! It was crazy and not only that, it happened a lot. Way more times than I would have imagined and with a huge variety of women. See I made this little deal with myself that I would go ahead and ‘sow my oats’, make up for the lost time in my previous relationship. But what I learned was how easy it was to manipulate women. How they had zero confidence and would almost do anything for you… I lost a lot of respect for women during this time and any woman that would sleep with me on the first date was immediately discarded.

Then I ran into a girl that was different. Lets call her VA. VA wasnt like the rest, she was a challenge. She had her own place, car, he own thoughts. I was having so much fun with her but what I didnt know was that VA, was much better at running ‘game’ than I was. She was sleeping around… a lot. I knew this but was ok with it because well… I was getting laid too. She also smoked and sold marijuana. This, I was not ok with. She drank a lot and was lazy. But… I put up with all because… I was getting laid. What I didnt know was that she was using her vagina as a way to keep me fulfilling something for her. She wouldnt agree to a relationship. But I wasnt her saddest victim. VA had a guy living at her place paying half the rent, doing all of the chores, just hoping that she would one day, agree to date him. She never did.

There was one huge thing that I despised about VA, and that was her habitual lying. She would lie about anything and everything. It just became too much, and as much as I liked getting good easy pussy, I ended it. Whats crazy is that the guy that was living with her, trying to date her ended dying in a drunk driving incident. An incident which was caused by her. He asked her to spend New Years with him and she agreed. However, a couple weeks before NY she started dating a new guy. She went away with this new guy and left this poor guy alone on New Years. Due to his sadness, he went out alone, got way too drunk and sped home, lonely and sad. On the way home, he lost control of his vehicle, went off the side of the road and was instantly killed.

After all of this, you would think that I would have learned my lesson but I didnt. I ended up meeting another girl that was also way better at the ‘game’ than I was. This is something that I should have already known. See, in the PUA community, its a well established fact that most women are way better at the game then men, because they have way more experience playing it. Women, especially attractive women are approached very often, they date all of the time. They have men on their phones, texting, calling, emailing, all day long. They know how to string multiple men without any kind of effort. Its really pretty amazing when you see it in action. Anyway, lets get back to this girl. Ill call her LB.

LB was amazing. Super wicked smart. She knows a lot about everything. Extremely knowledgeable about world affairs, history, music, the arts. She also is very knowledgeable about things that men love as well. Stuff like sports, poker, video games and movies. She knows her stuff and she knows how to put it to good use. She was also very attractive and from a well off family. Our first date we spent at my place watching old movies (8 1/2) and drinking whiskey. We ended the night playing strip poker and well.. we had sex. I was disappointed because I was expecting more from her. She gave it up so easily… (I came to learn that she slept with every guy on the first date)

The relationship was drama filled. She was a drunk. She was dirty, sometimes not showering for days. She would go on and on about how she wasnt going to make it to her next birthday. She would constantly talk about suicide and pain and death and depression. At the time she was also unemployed and not doing anything but playing World of Warcraft all day, every day. Her roommate (super beta) was an ex fiance of hers. Yes, I said it, ex fiance! She also had an ex boyfriend, that would stay some weekends with her sleeping in her bed. (she always slept naked). So Im prety sure its safe to assume that she would still sleep with on occasion. She got another guy to leave his marriage. I know that he did it in the hopes of dating her (which after a while he eventually was able to).  She was doing what Sandman calls the ‘c~~~ carousel’. She didnt hide it from me, I would call her out on it all of the time. At first she would play dumb and deny it but she eventually came clean. However, her excuse would always be ‘Im not in a relationship’. She was leading all of these men on, at times also leading me on. And all of these men were getting hurt and filled with disappointment but she didnt care, she would just hop on the next victim and move on without any remorse. She would say that shes looking for a relationship, to get married and have children. But she would sabotage every relationship, she treated men like a commodity, like they werent human. And she was extremely good at making men feel small. Oh, she was also physically abusive. She smacked me many times and Ive seen her smack her friend (All Male Friends, Huge Red Flag!). Anyway, I tried very hard to understand this behavior but I couldnt, It made no sense to me.

My roll in this huge s~~~ storm was the ‘rebound guy’. What I mean is that I would cut off all contact with her for some time but she would always (especially after a failed relationship) come back and seduce me for sex. I didnt care because I enjoyed having sex with her but then I started to worry because she never used protection. She even got pregnant one time and informed me that I was the father. (she had an abortion) Afterwards, she started using birth control but no condoms. She was still agressively using the ‘c~~~ carousel’. I started getting fed up with all her s~~~ and started to call her out on how she treated men. She wanted to be a man, saying stuff like if she was a guy that nobody would care, etc. Anything to validate her horrible treatment of these men. I mean, all the men that I met that she was dealing with were extremely beta. I was the only one that would call her out on her s~~~ and Im the only one that she calls for rebound. Im not sure if that makes me the Alpha of this s~~~ pack but It sort of felt like it.

After a while, I just reduced our relationship to only her contacting me for sex. She did not like this but I did not care. I still feel bad for the other men that are being misled by LB. Ive actually apologized to a couple. Ive tried to talk to a few and let them know that they are not the only ‘man’ in her life (meaning, Im banging her too bro). Some accept it and move on, some dont listen and keep getting used. Luckily, I ran into some MGTOW videos and feel good that the feelings that I have about women and relationships are also being felt by other men. It allows me to feel good about the decisions Ive made about not taking anymore s~~~ from women like VA and LB. Its also allowed me to accept the fact that the majority of women in todays society act just like those two. Im happy for this and I hope to educate myself from my fellow MGTOW followers!

Also, sorry for the long first post but things have been frustrating. Thanks for letting me get it out!

Bogey

[Anonymous 42]

Bogeylol wrote:

fact that most women are way better at the game then men, because they have way more experience playing it

Their comes a time when “game” doesn’t cut the mustard anymore, I have had the same experiences with multiple women just like you. Now and for quite a while I’ve called it quits “GAME OVER” I was never an educated PUA, just a guy that moved on my own terms, and loved to tap ass.

After having a woman come back to me with an incurable STD; I made up my mind to never touch another woman ever again, I haven’t. They’re still out there and scanning for their next slice of sausage. I enjoy the f~~~ out of rejecting them every chance I get! Their comes a point where any logical man becomes tired of the game and the bulls~~~ that accompany females playing the game. I became a MGHOW long before it was coined…

PUA’s can be MGTOW, however I don’t recommend it. Why? Because chasing tail wastes allot of valuable time and saturates the brain with female subversion (pollution). My life has improved greatly since I walked away from today’s psychotic and narcissistic females. PUA’s have yet to learn you can’t win the game, you can only win when you don’t play…. That’s the real game, or to say it better; GIRL OFF, GAME ON!

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Anonymous wrote:

I made up my mind to never touch another woman ever again

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I understand the rational for your decision but sex and even though I understand the dangers (STDs, Children) sex is not something that I am willing to give up at this point.

Im at the age where marriage and a family is not going to happen. I have also reached the point where I dont see any type of short/long term relationship happening. Ill let the women I meet know this and they can do what they want with that information.

 

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