Girl I Lost My Virginity With

[VladParticipant 110]

Hi guys,

Wanted to share this here for discussing. Enjoy.

A year ago I started going to this high end casual Lebanese restaurant. I was doing a lot of travelling to that part of the world at the time for job interviews so I really got into the food, culture, etc. First time I go in, I’m waited on by this sort of attractive face, very shy personality and sexy bodied waitress. I thought to myself at the time “she seems nice, I will come back here once a week.” And that’s what I did for a month. I would talk to her about life and work. Shes from Lebanon and lives with her parents and brother in a small apartment. She has a Bachelor degree in computer engineering. My outwardly mindset during these times was 100% that of a blue pill man. She was 25 and I was 21.

Eventually, she comes up to my table one day when I’m there and says “can I ask you a question?” I quickly oblige. She asks me if I have any advice about how to get her boss to pay her because he has been withholding checks from the staff. She acts nervous for asking this to me but I dismiss it for her being an emotional woman. She writes down her phone number and hands it to me. I am elated. I normally would have had to go through leaps and bounds to get a number from a girl, especially ones in my age demographic.

We text back and forth and she tells me shes going to quit her job because shes not getting paid. I told her to contact our states workforce commission and report unpaid wages (you know, the logical course to take). She never did. I met her 2 times after work where we sat in my car and talked and then I would take her home. The last time we did this, her father called and demanded to know where she was. She panicked and got out of my car and ran back to the building where she worked. I thought it was very strange but dismissed it because of her “culture.” I eventually asked her out to do something when she wasn’t working and she said something along the lines of, and I quote “thx but we are only friends, I appreciate ur helping me 😉 ” I left it at that and did not respond to her again.

3 months pass. She texts me saying “I pass by the parking lot where we would sit in your car and talk and think of you 🙂 ” Even being a blue pill, I had already lost interest in her so I responded with “did you quit your job” knowing she hadn’t. And she hadn’t. This is when the script flipped itself and I fell for the trap. She could sense I wasn’t interested anymore so she started making sexual innuendos. Yes, this sweet little innocent culturally conservative girl was trying to bait me with snatch.

I was (still kind of am) a virgin. I had a stunted sexual maturity due to an emotionally abusive mother. She started to s~~~ test me via texts and I did not fall for it. Unfortunately for me, she didn’t want me to fall for it. She wanted an asshole who would treat her like s~~~ and use her as a cumdumpster. This girl somehow got me to initiate a conversation about spanking her and her wanting to please “daddy” because she has been a “bad girl.” The conversations got continually more sexual over the weeks and I eventually met up with her. I made her buy my lunch and then we made out on a park bench. At the time I was in a battle between my sexual urges and my logical brain. I knew I wasn’t very attracted to her physically but at the same time I had never had a woman before. So I went with it. It was nice in the moment, but nothing special.

A few weeks later, I see her again. I make her buy me dinner and I knew that on this “date” there would be a sexual act carried out. And there was. She began to give me a handjob while I was driving so I parked in a private area, and she continued, eventually going full on blowjob. At this point, I realized to myself “what the f~~~ am I doing here!?” I finished myself off (sorry if too graphic) because I lost ANY form of attraction I had left when I saw her animal instincts take over. I reciprocated by giving her an orgasm over her pants. Drove home feeling disgusted.

After this event, she texts me non-stop describing how she doesn’t “just do that for anybody” and that I brought out feelings in her that she’s never felt before. I echoed many times over “We can just be friends” and she agreed over and over, thinking that I would pursue her more if I actually thought she wanted to “just be friends” as well ( I wish I knew at the time that I was using her own psycho game against her, would have felt more liberating ha).

Idiocy has no competition like that of a blue pill. What do I do? I met her again under the pretense of “just hanging out” because, before MGTOW, I genuinely thought man and woman could be friends. WRONG. I make her buy me dinner, treated her as if I was annoyed to have to be around her and then she got all hot and bothered. I knew what she wanted so I drove her home as fast as possible, leaving her with a case of blue b~~~~.

Almost 7 months have passed since I last spoke to her and she sends me a “happy thanksgiving” text, to which I reply, “you’re crazy, don’t talk to me.” At first she thinks its funny, but I keep pushing the “you’re crazy, leave me alone” stance and she eventually gets p~~~ed. Her last message to me was “You need therapy if this is how you think you should deal with people. Have a good life.” Because I am now a MGTOW, I feel like I’ve dodged a major bullet. This is my take on what I think her plan was: Seduce me with vagina, marry her and then give her citizenship and convert to Islam. From day 1 she saw that I had resources and nice things that I’ve worked to provide myself with. No matter how much of an NAWALT a woman may seem, they will show their AWALT sooner or later.

Anyways, just an anecdotal story for your viewing pleasure.

Thanks guys

[bladeParticipant]

Bro…. I tell you that you were not the first guy she has given a blow job .

Did she have a smelly pussy i just pick those middle east girls for that for some reason .

THE PLANTATION HAS NOW TURNED INTO THE KILLING FIELDS . WOMAN ARE NOW ROLLING CAMBODIAN STYLE .

[StargazerParticipant 12505]

1) If you haven’t had vaginal intercourse, you are a virgin.

2) Never involve yourself with a woman where there is another man in her life that has control over her behavior (husband, father, brother, cult leader, Bernie Sanders, etc).

3) Wanting to get a piece off a crazy girl is perfectly natural but exceptionally dangerous.

4) When you are done with someone, sever all ties with them and do not initiate contact or respond if they initiate contact.

Just some friendly advice.

[VladParticipant 110]

blade wrote:

Bro…. I tell you that you were not the first guy she has given a blow job .

Did she have a smelly pussy i just pick those middle east girls for that for some reason .

I was mesmerized at the time into believing her “I’m a virgin, I’ve never touched myself before” drivel. I am the first to admit that I was a beta blue piller 100%. She just seemed like she know what she was doing just a little too well for it to be her first time. I’m embarrassed even putting this s~~~ out there lol.

Stargazer wrote:

1) If you haven’t had vaginal intercourse, you are a virgin.

2) Never involve yourself with a woman where there is another man in her life that has control over her behavior (husband, father, brother, cult leader, Bernie Sanders, etc).

3) Wanting to get a piece off a crazy girl is perfectly natural but exceptionally dangerous.

4) When you are done with someone, sever all ties with them and do not initiate contact or respond if they initiate contact.

Just some friendly advice.

Fair enough, I agree with that sentiment. At this point I should be glad to say I’m a virgin vs making the mistake of penetrating this AWALT.

Most girls my age would consider Bernie their idol and can’t even state that reason why other than “free education for my broke ass” lol

[~BSParticipant 3266]

yeah, most people would say you’re still a virgin unless having vaginal or anal sex.

if you have reasonable options in your area, you could try banging a hooker, just to see what the fuss is about. I assure you being a virgin isn’t that big of a deal. Personally, I think if done right oral sex is a lot more intense. For me at least.

"He didn't marry until now, so he won't ever do it. Think about it, why would a man like him ever marry? It's too late to catch him. " ~some cunt

[~BSParticipant 3266]

if a girl sucks your dick and seems to know what she’s doing, she’s obviously done it before. I’ve gotten head from inexperienced girls, and they did not know wtf they were doing, even though it probably wasn’t their very first time either.. If you start getting a bunch of teeth scrapes, you can assume they’re fairly inexperienced. haha

"He didn't marry until now, so he won't ever do it. Think about it, why would a man like him ever marry? It's too late to catch him. " ~some cunt

[Anonymous 1]

Ah the “you need therapy” bomb, I have experienced that aswell. When you are no longer manipulable and they can’t use you anymore, when you grow b~~~~ and stop acting like a bluepill or a mangina, then all of a sudden you need therapy.
I’ve never felt better in my life than after the redpill and MGTOw confirmations of my doubts, I need therapy only if I get married.

[AttonParticipant]

You also likely added a few years to your life.

A MGTOW is a man who is not a woman's bitch!

[NerevarParticipant 8040]

Anonymous wrote:

Ah the “you need therapy” bomb, I have experienced that aswell. When you are no longer manipulable and they can’t use you anymore, when you grow b~~~~ and stop acting like a bluepill or a mangina, then all of a sudden you need therapy.
I’ve never felt better in my life than after the redpill and MGTOw confirmations of my doubts, I need therapy only if I get married.

Yup. They know they’re f~~~ed in the head, so they project it on a man, thus making everything HIS fault and she gets off scott-free.

Nice bullet-dodge, Vlad!

"One of the best things internet exposed is just how insane women are." - Freeman_K

[VladParticipant 110]

Hey Vlad I apologize for what I said, it was rude of me and I shouldn’t just accuse, just wanted to apologize for what I said. Guess I was a bit paranoid of the recent c~~~ infiltration and shouldn’t just assume those things. I thought you were just f~~~ing with us in your story, but maybe I was just being to judgmental, I apologize to you and the brothers I offended, going to your other thread now to do the same.

Hey man, no hard feelings. I don’t have a lot of time to get on here and make new topics so I plan on continuing to make 2-3 topics at the same time when I get the chance.

~BS wrote:

yeah, most people would say you’re still a virgin unless having vaginal or anal sex.

if you have reasonable options in your area, you could try banging a hooker, just to see what the fuss is about. I assure you being a virgin isn’t that big of a deal. Personally, I think if done right oral sex is a lot more intense. For me at least.

This might get me some odd looks from you guys, but I don’t see how vagina is all that appealing. No matter how “turned on” I get, whenever I actually think about penetrating a flappy meat hole that p~~~ and blood share an opening with, it kills my libido. Maybe because I’ve never had penetrative sex, but I just can’t see myself liking it, especially considering most women have had dozens of guys in there before me. I had a fleshlight and gave the most amazing pleasure sensation without the hassle.

[Anonymous 11]

I lost my virginity to a redhead. A redhead made me a MGHOW. The circle is complete.

[Freeman_KParticipant 3524]

Redheads are natural MGTOW recruiters, i am also in club.

The choices we make, not the chances we take, determine our destiny

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